I Miss Him... I Miss Everyone
Starting Over Fresh Chapter 3
Anna's Perspective.
Well, that meeting was a disaster! It really did not get us anywhere at all. I was really hoping putting that picture in the art show would convince my parents to move back to Queens but it didn't work. Nothing is the same with out Darryl but I feel totally alone in this school. My old friends would have been able to help me find a boyfriend at Eleanor Rossevelt High. There are so many good looking buys there. I know that because in all the years we lived in Queens we always went to the Homecoming Football games and I remember meeting people that Molly and Isabella went to school with. There was this guy she dated... his name was Roland... I remember him being really sweet. I never asked Molly if they were still dating. The funeral was an odd place to bring up a question like that. Maybe the could even be married by now.. who knows? I haven't asked my sister.
My parents want me to continue to see my thearapist... I stopped seeing her a few weeks ago because she wasn't very helpful. I am worried she is going to put me on some weird drugs and that would mess me up more. Anti depressants? Not sure.
Mrs. Warbucks said that it will take time for me to find the right person. I really want to be able to date again but how can I trust anyone? Darryl hurt me so badly.. physically and emotionally. I just don't want to put myself through that again.
Bottom line is.. I miss Darryl. If he never got mixed up with those losers he would still be here. He was too blind to see how much we all loved him.. how much I loved him. That's what hurts the most.