Seto wanted to talk to Yugi. There had been some distance between the two that he wished to rectify. However, he didn't know how. He didn't even know if Yugi wanted to talk to him, or be alone. He didn't know if his presence was even required. He just knew that he couldn't stand this silence.
He didn't know why he didn't just go to Yugi and talk to him about what was going on. He wanted to see if his boyfriend was doing okay. Was this natural? He thought that he'd be used to the silence and the lack of presence that Yugi brought since, it had never existed like this before.
But, he wasn't used to it. It bothered him. Did it bother Yugi? Did Yugi feel the same way? If he did, were they both just hesitating? Why does it feel so hard? He wanted it to stop. He knew that he should probably be the one to stop it. Did he want it to stop? Did Yugi want it to stop? Was Yugi even bothered by it? If he asked, would he even tell him if he was?
So many questions filled the man's thoughts as he stared blankly at his computer. He knew that he probably wouldn't get any work done today. Should he go and see him? Talk to him about this? Would it solve anything? Or would it just be a waste of time? Why was this so complicated? All he had to do was talk to him about it. Maybe even just call him.
But, he wasn't used to this. This was a vulnerable feeling that he despised. He wanted it to go away, but he knew that it wouldn't just magically disappear. He knew he had to do something about it. For all he knew, he was the only one feeling like this. Something had to be done. He decided he would talk to Yugi about it after work. Or, should he go and demand to talk to him now? Even if he is busy? Even if he doesn't want to be bothered? He shook his head, sighing softly. It had to be done. The sooner the better, in this case.
