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XOXO NATALIE
ONE MONTH LATER
Natalie woke up and looked over at her nightstand where her clock was and saw it was 9:30. She sees the Victoria's Secret bag on Happy's side curious opens up the bag to see a note Here's your replacement for the stuff I have ripped off you. Laughing to herself she sees different pairs of lacey underwear and a black lace bra that was her favorite which he had ripped, she can't help but smile at his gesture. She sees a pink wrapped gift under the under garments, taking it out she unwraps it and sees a box. Opening the box she was speechless at what she saw, it is a silver necklace that has a gun, and a lock with a key. She quickly gets ready and runs over to the shop where she knows Happy is opening and she sees him opening the garage. She goes up to him and as he sees her she says "Never pictured you one to go inside a lingerie store and buy lingerie by yourself."
She sees him shake his head smirking "Never doing it again."
She smirks "Yes you would, if I gave you a little show like last time."
"That's different, you like the other gift?" He asked hoping she saw it and liked it, judging by her smile he knows she did.
"I love it, wanna put it on for me?"
"Sure turn around."
As he puts it on her she asks "So is this your way of making me your old lady?"
He shrugs "What do you think?"
She hugs him and says "You didn't have to get me something to make me an old lady."
He shakes his head "I didn't but I wanted to, let you know you're one of a kind and special."
She gives him a kiss and playfully asks, "Going soft on me killer?"
He chuckles, "Never, be safe and don't let your guard down."
"I won't I promise. You better not add those two smiley faces while I'm at work or else."
He shakes his head "Ain't scared of you little Quinn, get to work before your late" he says smacking her ass as she walks away.
She gets to the handicapped house where she works and once inside sees they are getting ready for an activity, one of the more difficult people there but isn't difficult when Natalie is there runs up hugging her and says, "Natalie I have missed you."
"Missed you too Aaron, have you been good?" she asks looking at the guy in front of her who has Down syndrome and a mild case of autism.
"Yeah, I listened to what you told me," she tells her earnestly.
She smiles, "I'm proud of you."
"Do I get my surprise?" he asks excitedly.
She smiles and says, "Don't I always keep my promises?"
He nods his head excitedly "Yeah you do because your my best friend forever."
She just smiles, "Of course I am, just like you are mine."
She says hello to everyone and all the people are excited to see her. Emily Watts her boss who runs the house speaks very highly of her and says that Natalie is the patient's favorite and goes above and beyond with everyone there.
Natalie is in the kitchen making lunch for the people when Emily comes in and says,"Hey Natalie, there's someone at the door for you."
She looks at her boss and asks, "Who?"
"Wouldn't say but a women with dirty blonde hair, I'll take over."
Natalie goes over to the front door and sees none other than Agent June Stahl looking ever so high and mighty. Crossing her arms she stands tall asks "What do you want Agent Stahl?"
She sees that cocky smirk on the agents face, "What no hello?"
Natalie scoffs "Please, what is it?"
She hands Natalie a file "I need your help."
Natalie shakes her head handing it back, "Don't trust you and not interested."
June Stahl shrugs and continues "Figured you'd say that, but this should interest you. Miguel and Romeo Perez were found dead in Miguel's house in Stockton. And," Stahl smirks "You see Natalie you are a suspect."
Natalie shakes her head and asks, "Why?"
"Well let's see you guys get divorced, you clean out your bank account then randomly land yourself in Charming, conveniently around the time Miguel got out. Evidence shows that you have motive."
Natalie glares and says "You can't wrongly charge me this time Agent. I have witnesses and proof I wasn't in Stockton." Stepping closer to the agent, "You see I was working all last week here during the day, then went directly to the nursing home where I work at night, so try again."
Agent June Stahl never is one to be left speechless but for once she was, she didn't have any proof or leads that puts Natalie Quinn as a suspect but she knew that Natalie knows something. She's been studying SAMCRO, and what she knows is that the ladies are the backbone of the club, so if she was going to take down SAMCRO she would have to get to the ladies. Natalie might not be an old lady but she has a brother in the Sons of Anarchy, she might have to approach this differently. "Here's my card, call if you know something."
Natalie takes it and rips it up, "No need since I don't and won't know anything."
Stahl walks out with her head held high and decides to go on to the next candidate, Tara Knowles.
Once Stahl is gone Natalie goes back into the kitchen and says "Emily, is it okay if I make a quick call, I'm sorry but it's important."
Emily nods, "Sure, almost done anyways make it quick though."
"Thanks," She goes into the backyard takes out her phone from her pocket and calls Happy hoping he answers.
She hears a raspy "Everything alright little Quinn?"
Natalie shakes her head, "No, Agent June Stahl was just here. Long story short she was trying to put Miguel and Romeo's death on me but didn't have proof so she decided to instead give me her card and tell me to call if I knew anything."
"She say anything else?"
Natalie can hear her killer getting angry, "No but she's going to go after the weak and those who have something to loose, that's how she works. I got to get back into work I just wanted to let you know."
"Thanks, be safe."
"Will do killer bye" After hanging up she goes back inside and continues to work.
After getting off the phone Happy walks over to Clay's station and says, "Aye Clay, that was Natalie, Agent Stahl just paid her a visit at her work."
Clay looked at Happy and only hoped that Stahl didn't take her in, "She okay?"
He nods, "Yeah she's fine just wanted to give us a heads up."
Clay nods and Tig chimes in, "That was Bobby Stahl raided Cara Cara, she's got Luann in holding at Charming PD for finding some crank."
"Shit, Stahl is doing a RICO case, Hap you think you can handle the garage for a little?"
Happy nods and goes back over to his corner and continues working on the car that had come in but he couldn't stop thinking about Natalie. She said she was okay but he knew better than that. He knew she would never rat or give the cops what she knows, but he wasn't so sure about some of the other old ladies except Donna, Gemma, and Luann. After finishing the car he gives the invoice to Gemma in the office and she asks, "You know when Natalie is off?"
"Two hours why?"
"Need her here got to go to get everything for the house party we are throwing at Jax's for him shacking up with the doctor."
Happy runs a hand through his bald head "I got everything under control here, it's slow anyways."
She claps his shoulder "Thanks Hap" He nods.
Natalie sees it's almost 130 and a coworker Lisa comes up and says, "Emily said you can go ahead and head home."
Natalie nods and says bye to everyone, and Aaron asks, "You're leaving?"
Natalie sits next to him puts her arm around his shoulder, "Yeah I am but I'll be here tomorrow."
"Can't you stay, I don't like the other nurses," he pleads with her.
She chuckles a little and says, "They can't be that bad, besides you only like me because I give you stuff."
He shakes his head, "No, your nice and you like the stuff I do."
"If you give the other nurses a chance you might find out that they like the stuff you do too."
"No," he says stubbornly.
She can see he is starting to get into one of his fits and says, "Aaron, I promise I will be here tomorrow when you wake up for breakfast, you know I never break a promise right."
He crosses his arms, "Fine, but I'm still mad at you."
She nods "That's fine, I'll see you tomorrow morning okay?"
Aaron turns around and walks away. Natalie just shakes her head knowing that the moment she walks out the door he will be throwing a big fit and mad that he didn't say good bye, so she stands by the door waiting the few minutes until he comes back and gives her a hug.
She parks in her space at her apartment and can see the garage is pretty busy but she doesn't see Gemma's car, so she walks over and goes into the office to find Happy getting irritated that he can't find an invoice in the mess that's on the desk. She leans against the door a few more seconds and makes herself known by laughing since she found it funny. Her blue eyes meets his coal colored eyes and she sees a scowl on his face, "Why you laughing?"
"Because I find this funny."
"Why don't you get your smart ass over here and be useful for once," he growls.
"I don't take orders from you asshole," she says walking back towards her apartment. She was going to help but the moment he demanded her to she went against it probably not the smartest thing to do with an irritated Happy but he didn't need to take it out on her, it's not her fault. She didn't get far because she felt her arm get grabbed and she is turned now facing his stomach since there is a major height difference.
"Where the fuck do you think you're going?"
"Home," she states matter of factly.
"No your smart ass is going to go be useful in the office, ain't about to have Gemma on my ass that you weren't here."
"Let me go asshole," she growls as he drags her to the office and sets her in the desk closes the doors and turns to her "What the hell are you doing asshole," she asks as she raises herself up.
He doesn't say anything just picks her up and sets her on the desk and kisses her. After a few minutes getting carried away Natalie manages to let out a whimper of "Not here."
He pulls back and right then the door is swung open Clay and Tig entering as Tig smirks and asks, "We interrupt something?"
Natalie pushes Happy off and says "Nope, got here not too long ago and was going to get these invoices in order since you guys can't seem to just alphabetize them, which would make it easier."
"Luann is in holding at Charming PD," Clay says as Tig shuts the door.
Natalie looks at all three and then back at Clay since he was the one who said it and asks incredulously, "And you guys didn't bail her out?"
"Can't no bail posted," he says and sits down in the chair in front of the desk.
Natalie runs a hand through her hair and begins pacing, "That fucking agent cunt," she growls lowly and grabs her purse and walks out heading straight to her truck. She knows exactly where she is going. Before Clay could have someone follow her Happy had already gotten on his bike and rode off the lot.
Tig says "Let's just hope he can stop her from doing something crazy."
Clay looks at a smirking Tig and says, "I doubt anyone could."
Tig smirks and says "If he don't put a crow on her, I will."
Clay shakes his head "We both know Hap wouldn't allow that, he'd kill you before you could even try."
Natalie arrives at the station, she parks her truck, gets out and hears a Harley parking right next to her. She knows full well that it's Happy. Looking at Happy she says, "Didn't need to be followed, I was just going to see if her bail has posted yet."
Happy gets off his bike and says to her, "She doesn't have one little Quinn, if a bail wasn't posted then there won't be one."
"The fuck," Natalie storms into the station and walks up to Stahl who is talking to Unser and Hale. "Who do you think you are walking around all high and mighty, your nothing more than a dirty cop who's desperate for a win so you can finally look good." The three stand silent with Happy nearby to grab Natalie if she does something stupid. Natalie continues looking at Hale "and you Mr. I think I'm better than everybody your no better than her," she says pointing to Stahl. "You can't find anything on the SONs because unlike your closed ass mind you seem to think they do illegal shit, well they don't." Then looking back at Stahl she says, "Like I said those years ago to you they are Harley enthusiasts who love Harleys, what's good in holding an old lady who's been around this life longer than you have been an ATF agent? You always threaten people with your words well I got something for you." Stepping up to the agent she says "You come after my family again and I will expose your deep dark secret about your precious little niece." Stahl slaps Natalie hard who just smirks, "Looks like you slapped an innocent citizen in front of a whole bunch of cops, I could file this as assault."
Natalie looks at Unser who's just smirking amused at the blonde's actions, clearly she is smart. Stahl stands dumbfounded looking at everyone in the station Shit. Jax walks up and looks confused at Natalie who's holding her cheek "What happened to her?"
"Agent Stahl here slapped her." Unser says as Happy Starts to walk Natalie out of the station before she starts anything else.
Leaving the station Jax says, "I talked with Luann she wants you to go visit Otto for her."
"Okay," Natalie nods.
Happy says "I'll take you."
Once at her apartment Natalie goes straight to her closet and changes into her diesel black skinny jeans with a cream color sweater, leaves her gold watch on and grabs her purse plus her aviators and sees Happy sitting on his bike by the curb. She puts on the helmet he hands her and then hops on wrapping her arms loosely around him.
Once at Stockton Prison they get off and Happy says "You wanna leave your purse in my riding bag?"
She shakes her head "No" walking inside as Happy just shakes his head.
She waits in the visiting line and Happy says to her, "Who you expect to watch your bag?"
She shrugs "Was going to take it in with me."
He shakes his head "I'll hold it while you are in there."
"You sure?" She turns her head slightly shocked at his offer
He nods, "You know I never say something I don't mean."
She goes up to the lady behind the glass and slides her id over saying, "Here to visit Otto Delaney."
Natalie is waiting as the lady is checking something on the computer and sees the questioning look on the ladies face "I'm sorry but Mr. Delaney isn't allowed any visitors until further notice."
"Are you sure?" Natalie says wondering what the hell is going on.
"Yes I'm sorry miss I know you probably want to see your father but he is under federal watch."
Natalie laughs on the inside as this women thought he was her father but she went along with it. "It's okay, not your fault I'll just come back another time. Do you know when he will be allowed visitors?"
The lady shakes her head, "It doesn't say I'm sorry, you can always call and check back in a couple days if you want," as she hands her id and a card with a number she says, "I'm sorry again miss, have a great day."
Natalie smiles "It's okay really, and I hope you have a great day too."
She walks over to Happy "Come on killer lets go."
He stands, "Why didn't they let you through?"
She shrugs "The lady said that he's not allowed any visitors since he is under federal watch and can't have visitors until further notice."
He runs a hand over his bald head, "Gotta make a quick call." She waits by his bike as he is on the phone and once he walks back he asks, "Ready?"
"Always ready for a ride," she says winking hopping on behind him.
As they are driving she notices they aren't going the same way wondering what he is doing but doesn't question him. They pull up to a tattoo shop and as he parks his bike says "Figured I'd get the tattoo now since we are in the area."
She smiles "Okay, you trust someone other than donut to do your work?"
He nods "Yeah Twitch has done most of my work, plus I figured you could do one."
Natalie was going to respond but was interrupted when they walked in and a tall skinny guy covered in tattoos and piercings says, "Aye Hap, long time brother," as they do the handshake pat on the back.
"Yeah, here for what we talked about."
Twitch nods and says "There's a station in the back."
"Thanks brother."
Happy grabs Natalie hand and as they are walking back Twitch says "How did your ugly ass get a hottie like that?"
Happy flips him off and once in the back Natalie is even more confused, "Happy what's going on, I'm confused I thought your friend Twitch was going to do the faces?"
He chuckles "You thought wrong, you are going to do it," he says as he sets everything up.
Natalie stands shocked and speechless knowing full well that Happy doesn't just let anyone do work on him, plus she has never tattooed anyone or held a tattoo gun. Yes she sketches and designs for people, but she has never actually, physically tattooed them. Stuttering she says "Yyyou sure? I mean I have never held a tattoo gun what if I mess up?"
He goes over puts his hands on her shoulders gives her a kiss and says "It's just a simple smiley face it's not hard, and I killed those two fuckers for you so you should be the one to put them on."
She nods and says "Okay, you're going to talk me through it right?"
He takes off his shirt puts his arms on the tattoo table behind him, "Of course, take a seat on the stool for starters."
She chuckles and says, "Asshole," sitting on the stool she reaches his pants button looking up giving him a sexy smirk and says, "I know something I could do that I have expertise in."
Happy shakes his head "Smart ass, if you hurry your smart ass up maybe you can after." Rolling her eyes she starts the machine and listens to what Happy tells her.
Happy was watching Natalie as she did the two tattoos, she was taking her time not shaking but very focused. Truthfully he was getting turned on watching her. Natalie was almost finished with the second face when she felt his growing hard against her arm, giving her an idea. Once she was finished she set the machine down and finished unbuttoning his pants.
After showing him her expertise they ride back to charming and go to Jax's since Natalie was going to help set up for the party knowing that Gemma would need the help. She gets off gives him a kiss, hands him the helmet, and says, "See you later killer."
He pulls her in for a hug and says, "Good job by the way."
She smirks, "You complimenting me on my skills or the tattoo?" she asks winking.
He gives her a smile, "Both"
"You should smile more often, shows off your cute dimples," she teases.
He shakes his head "There's nothing cute about me little Quinn, go inside before Gem comes out here pissed off."
Natalie laughs, "Big bad scary killer Happy is scared of Gemma?"
He shakes his head, "Smartass."
She goes inside and sees most of the old ladies there helping setting up she says hi to everyone and asks, "Hey Gem, what you need me to do?" As she sets her bag down giving Gemma a hug.
"Oh thank God you are here, think you can run and get some more paper plates? Guess some of the Tacoma guys are going to be in town."
She nods "Sure but I don't have a car."
Donna chimes in "You can ride with me Nat, gotta go pick up the cups anyways."
They get in the car and Natalie can notice something is off with Donna lately, plus hasn't seen her or the kids for the past week and says, "Hey Don, everything alright?"
Donna shrugs "Yeah why?"
Natalie doesn't want to pry or seem nosy so she continues cautiously, "Well it's just you haven't been in town for the past week and I miss those kids of yours."
Donna smiles, "They missed you too, got them fighting over who's your favorite. Kenny says he is since he has it in his head your his girlfriend, plus you took him to go get that Lego set he wanted, thanks for that by the way. Ellie thinks it's her because you're her best friend and you have taken her shopping for clothes and stuff like that which I'm also thankful for."
Natalie laughs "They both are my favorite and it really was no problem, they are pretty easy and funny kids."
Donna sighs, she knows if she were to open up and talk to Natalie that she wouldn't look at her any different or talk for that matter, but she also wasn't sure so she decides to take a chance. "I haven't been in town because I was staying at my mom's for a few days. Me and Op are having problems, I don't want him to get more involved with the club then he already is. Before you came he had just got released from prison and I just don't want him to go back in, plus the kids would be even more devastated without him around. They finally have warmed up to him and if he goes back in then that relationship won't be there."
Natalie nods understanding Donna, but she also knows that Opie wouldn't do anything to jeopardize anything purposely. "I get where you're coming from I do, but since I have met you and been around the club I can tell that Opie has a lot of love for you and cares a lot about you and his family. I highly doubt he would do anything to jeopardize your family."
Donna nods "Yeah but with SAMCRO your either all in or all out, there's no half in half out."
Natalie nods not knowing how to respond she decides to change the topic, "Hey Donna I haven't gotten my period yet and I'm never late, think we can pick up a pregnancy test?"
Donna smiles "Of course."
She buys a test and then goes into the customer's bathroom and waits. After what seems like forever she sees two lines and goes out to Donna saying shakily, "I'm pregnant it says."
"Congrats you should set up an appointment," Donna says hugging her.
Natalie wastes no time and calls and gets herself an appointment for the next day, she smiles and asks Donna, "You mind going with me?"
Donna smiles, "Of course I'll go, but shouldn't you have Happy go?"
Natalie shakes her head, "Don't want to tell him till I know for sure."
"Secret's safe with me," Donna says hugging her tightly.
The party is in full swing and Natalie can't help but wonder why Happy has been ignoring her all night, and why he has a pissed off look on his face. Then there is her brother who looks like he was going to kill his best friend. Then there was that young blonde who was clearly pregnant and looked no older than 21, Natalie can't help but wonder why she was staying by Kozik the whole time and kept looking over at Happy with admiration. But since Natalie doesn't want to cause a scene at her friend's housewarming party she decides to keep her mouth shut, plus she is a private person anyways and doesn't need anyone to know their personal shit. They might argue and what not at the clubhouse or the garage, but they did the arguing about important private stuff behind closed doors. She goes uses the bathroom and as she comes out she sees that young blonde talking with Juice's new girlfriend Bella. Walking past them she stopped when she heard Bella say, "Oh Kelly I'm sorry Happy reacted that way when you showed up, but he does have an old lady. You know that overly pretty blonde? That's her, plus she is Quinn's little sister."
"Well he must of just gotten with her" Kelly says.
Natalie is never one for eavesdropping but she was curious to see how Juices new girlfriend was going to respond.
"From what I've heard they have been together for quite some time, around four months," Bella states.
"That's around the time Happy started sleeping with me," Kelly smirks.
Natalie had heard enough of the conversation and walked into the living room trying to keep her cool and not make a scene. As she walked out she heard Tara announce that she was pregnant. Natalie goes up and gives her a big hug saying congratulations and that she is tired so she is going to leave, much to Tara's disappointment. The pretty doctor could tell something was off with Natalie. She says bye to everyone and gives Happy a nod and goes outside remembering that she doesn't have her car but hears, "Let's go."
She sees Happy going to his bike and she shakes her head, "I'd rather take a cab or walk then ride with you."
Happy really didn't want to have an argument in front of his V.P's house with everyone inside. They might argue and bicker around everyone but he knew this was one of those times that only happened inside her apartment, not one for everyone to hear. He walks back over to her picks her up and sets her on his bike, quickly hops on, and starts it. For once Natalie wasn't enjoying riding on the back of Happy's bike and honestly didn't know what to say to Happy, but what she did know was she wasn't going to say what she overheard, she was going to see if Happy would finally open up and give an explanation instead of saying nothing, or saying that he doesn't want to talk about it now. She also is considering leaving him and calling it quits.
Once inside and the door is locked, and shoes are taken off Natalie goes and puts them in their box in her closet. Needing more time she changes into some checkered pajama shorts and a blue sleep shirt. If they were going to have a huge argument she wanted to be at least in her pajamas so she could just go to sleep. Going back out she sees him sitting watching some show, she sits down on the other end of the couch and asks, "What did I do to get you to ignore me the whole damn night?"
Happy shakes his head knowing whatever he would say wouldn't help the situation. She was pissed and he knew this was about to be World War 3 which he didn't want, "You didn't do anything."
"Then why the hell did you ignore me?"
"For this reason," he says roughly.
She lets out a little chuckle, "If I didn't do anything then there would be nothing to argue about, but since you ignored me all night there is obviously something so tell me."
"There is nothing to tell," Happy says and runs his hands over his head.
Natalie is growing irritated and raises her voice a little, "You're such a fucking asshole. This is your one chance to tell me what the fuck is going on with you and I will not blow up or get mad."
He knows this is chance to tell her, but he also knows it would send her off the wall, and that more than likely she will go ape-shit on him which he probably deserves. Raising his voice a little he says, "And your such a fucking little smart mouth, there's nothing so drop it."
She raises her voice more than the last time and asks, "Wouldn't have to do with that pregnant young blonde, would it?"
She saw Happy's face fall but he was quick to recover. As he looked at her all he saw was fury in her light blue eyes, "Why would you say that?"
"You seem to forget I'm quite the observer. She's the bitch who's in college you were fucking behind my back huh?"
"Natalie you need to calm down," he says and that is when she loses it.
"Calm down! You want me to calm down? I don't think so, we might not have fucking had a title at the time but we both know we considered us a pair. I may not have given you rules then but either way your road pussy shouldn't show up on your home turf asshole. You're such a fucking jerk and a dumbass you know that? How could you?" She screams, starting to hit him on the chest. "After everything you still can't fucking open up. This isn't a one way street here, I have been letting my guard down a little bit every day and all you do is keep yours up. You can't even be honest with me right now, I had to overhear the slut talking with Bella," she says still hitting him.
He grabs her arms and says, "You better stop hitting me."
"Or what you're going to hit me asshole, do it then," she says trying to get out of his grasp.
Happy was trying to not hit his blonde bombshell but knew she was pushing his limit. He is going to take the advice he got from Quinn before Kelly dropped the bomb to try a calmer approach, then maybe she won't fly off too much, "If you would calm your ass down we can talk like civilized adults."
She scoffs "Since when did you become civilized?"
"Little Quinn I am telling you one last time calm your smart ass down and then I will explain," he growls letting her go.
She sits back down in the corner of the couch pushing him away when he was going to sit next to her. "Start talking," she snaps.
He runs a hand over his bald head and over his face, "I didn't know she was pregnant. I didn't even know she was going to show up in Charming. It might not even be mine."
"That's your explanation? Does she mean something to you?" she questions trying to keep her eyes from tearing up.
"Natalie I have already told you that she doesn't," he sighs.
"Well she seems to think she means a lot to you, so there was more than fucking," she accuses.
"She was in school to become a photographer I helped her a few times."
"What do you mean helped her?"
"I let her take pictures of my tattoos and what not," he says softly.
"Anything else?"
"I took her to the lake and to the Seattle point so she could take pictures, I was just helping," he says.
"You're such a fucking asshole. You know what? I don't even know what to think, you never let your guard with me after everything we have been through, but you let it down a little bit for some young college slut. I have never tried hiding anything from you, but you clearly do from me. When you leave without saying anything it makes me want to just put an end to this relationship. For once I just want give up and let you go, because clearly you will never let me go. So I guess I'll have to do it for you."
"Little Quinn I wouldn't have given you that necklace, or let you do those two smiley faces, or taken those two kills personal if I didn't care. What more do you want?"
She sighs "How about a strong shot of honesty, don't you owe that to me?" When he keeps quiet thinking of what to say she asks, "Could you stand to lose me? Do you get drunk off my kisses? Do you think you can do better than this? If you can't answer those honestly then let's not drag this one out, just consider this, us, done."
She can tell he is shocked and is trying to form a response. So to make it easier on him she says, "How about this, we give each other space to sort and think shit out then come back and talk."
"Is that what you want little Quinn?" he asks looking deep into her eyes knowing it's not what she wants but is doing it so he could have time to sort his shit out with the situation and to think about everything which he really doesn't need. He just doesn't know how to put what he feels into words.
She looks into his coal colored eyes and can see he needs to sort a few things out and find a way to put shit into words, "No it's not what I want Lowman, but I think right now it's what needs to be done. We clearly both have some serious shit to work through."
They get up and hug each other, "Okay, then I guess this is it," he says holding her to him tightly.
She nods "Yeah I guess it is. I love you I always will, but what's that saying people say? If you love someone you let them go, and if they come back it's meant to be."
He puts his hands on her face and pulls her in for a kiss pouring everything into the kiss to let her know he feels hoping the kiss would reassure her, "I will always love you too little Quinn," he says softly before moving away from her and walking out the door.
Once he is gone she breaks down and cries hears. She her phone ringing, "Hello," she says sniffling.
"You alright Nat?" she hears Eva ask.
"Yeah I'm fine," Natalie says trying to even convince herself.
"I'm calling bullshit, open your door," Eva orders.
"What? Why?" Natalie asks.
"Just do it," Eva says.
She goes out of her room and opens the door to see her fire red headed best friend in front of her. She pulls Eva in for a hug and after hugging they close her door and she asks, "What are you doing here?"
"Well after Quinn had left, and that little dumb blonde left with them I decided to take time off and come spend time with my best friend knowing she would need me. Plus you wouldn't ask me to so I decided for you."
Natalie hugs her again and says, "Thank you Eva."
"So where's the killer, he didn't make you cry did he? I have no problem kicking his ass this time."
Natalie laughs a little "No he didn't make me cry, I don't even know why I am since I was the one who suggested we end things for the time being. Well until we work our shit out."
"You're crying because you love that tattooed bastard," Eva says matter of factly.
"Of course I do, but seeing her at the party and him ignoring me at the party with her there was just a huge slap in the face. Then to find out he has let his guard down a little with her when he's only ever done that with me when something has happened to me or that conversation we had last month. It hurt."
"What? You mean he let his guard down with that slut?" Eva asks angrily.
Natalie laughs, "He offered his body to someone he barely knows to help her out with her photography class, then took her to the lake and the Seattle point so she could take pictures."
"That fucking piece of shit bastard," Eva mutters.
"Tomorrow think you could join me and Opie's wife Donna to my doctor's appointment," Natalie asks timidly.
"Of course, you haven't relapsed after everything last month?" Eva asks worriedly.
"No I haven't, but I have had urges. I went to the local narcotics anonymous meetings they hold at the church from time to time," Natalie says.
"Have you been to a support group for your attack?" Eva asks gently.
"No, but I was planning on calling a therapist to set up an appointment," Natalie says honestly.
"Well I will be here every step of the way seeing that Quinn is transferring to Redwood Original," Eva says with a smile.
"Seriously?" Natalie asks excited.
"Serious as a heart attack, and what's even more crazy is that he bought the apartment one door over from you."
Natalie screams and hugs Eva saying, "The crazy four is back together again."
"Got that right, mind me crashing her tonight?"
"Of course it's not a problem. Plus my brother should be here soon anyways since he stays here when he's in town."
"I doubt that baby is his though, she's quite the pass around," Eva says changing the topic back to Happy.
Natalie laughs, "Who the fuck knows. I really don't care I just didn't like seeing road pussy in front of me."
"She's a knock off version of you," Eva says hugging her again.
"Oh how I love you Eva, I would stay up but am dead ass tired," Natalie says yawning.
"So am I, night love," Eva says as they both stand up.
"Night love," Natalie says and goes into her bedroom. She smiled knowing that her shitty day just got better, and having Eva in town for good is going to be fun. She can't sleep so decides to write down everything she is feeling in a letter for Happy, hoping that it will explain why she did what she did.
WELL I HOPE YOU ALL ENJOYED THE CHAPTER =) IF YOU MISSED WHAT I WROTE IN THE BEGINNING I WAS THINKING OF DOING A SEQUEL TO THIS STORY SINCE I HAVE THIS STORY ALL WRITTEN LET ME KNOW WHAT YOU THINK...ALSO IF ANYONE IS GOOD AT GIF'S BECAUSE FOR THE TUMBLR ACCOUNT(ItsSimplyNatalieFanfiction) I CREATED FOR MY STORIES I WOULD LIKE TO PUT UP SOME GIF'S THE ONE'S I AREN'T GOOD AT ALL SO IF YOU ARE GOOD AT THEM OR KNOW SOMEONE WHO IS LET ME KNOW IN A PM IF SO I WOULD GIVE THE PERSON FULL CREDIT FOR THE GIF
XOXO NATALIE