SPENCER'S P.O.V
I feel like she's cast a spell on me.
She's all I think about and when she's not around.
I want her to be.
I can't get enough of her.
She's been hitting on me non stop since we met
And at first it made me uncomfortable.
But now I like it and I know that's wrong.
But I can't help it.
She's reeled me in.
"Spencer you're a distraction"
When she walks over to where I'm standing I smile.
"I can't think about anything else when you're around"
I haven't been this drunk in a really long time.
"Ashley what is it about you?"
I've thought about being with girls before.
But I've never wanted to do anything about it, until now.
"Spencer your boyfriend's insane'
Matt's a nice guy.
But he can be a bit much sometimes.
"What did he do?"
"Spencer it's more what he's not doing"
Her eyes are locked on mine.
"You two don't seem like a normal couple"
"What makes you say that?"
"He's a jock Spencer and he's clearly more interested in getting wasted then spending time with you"
"Ashley you don't know us"
I didn't mean for that to come out so defensive.
"You're right I don't but he's not what you want?"
"How can you be so sure?"
"You want what I want Spencer but you're too afraid to admit it"
"I..."
"I'm going to go to the bathroom"
She's standing incredibly close.
"You should come"
When she walks away I lean back against the bar.
I really want to follow her, but I'm torn.
There's a part of me that knows I shouldn't follow her.
That knows it wouldn't be fair on Matt.
But there's an even bigger part of me that wants to follow her.
That wants to find out why she's having this effect on me.
"Spencer what are you doing over here?"
"I'm just grabbing a drink"
I have to follow her.
"Chels I'm just going to go to the bathroom"
"Okay cool I'll be over there come find me"
When I walk away my heart starts racing.
I'm nervous.
I've never done anything like this before.
"Sorry"
When some random girl bumps into me I'm tempted to turn around, but I don't.
"Spencer are you sure?"
I'm staring at her reflection in the mirror.
"Spencer we can just forget that you came in here?"
We both haven't moved.
"Ashley I want this"
When I say that she turns around.
"I know I just had to ask"
When she walks over to where I'm standing I don't move.
I've never been this nervous before.
"You're nervous?"
"You talk too much"
I quickly drag her into the last stall and lock the door behind us.
"Spencer you're so fucking hot right now"
When she finally presses her lips against mine I don't hesistate to kiss her back.
She's been driving me crazy and I love it.
I love the attention.
I love the way she's making me feel.
"Sorry"
My back just collided with the lock on the door.
"Don't be"
Her lips are amazing and kissing her is nothing like kissing Matt.
She's gentle, she's soft, she's perfect.
"Let's get out of here?"
She wants to leave?
"What did you have in mind?"
"Anywhere that isn't this gross toilet stall"
When she says that I smile.
"Okay let's go"
There's no turning back now.