ASHLEY'S P.O.V
"Are you sneaking out?"
"I didn't want to wake you"
When I grab my phone off the bedside table it's only ten o'clock.
"Are you alright?"
"Yer"
She's smiling.
"Ashley I'm sorry I went all weird"
She's still standing by the door.
"You weren't weird"
I force a smile when she walks over to where I'm lying.
"I know this wasn't what you signed up for.."
"Spencer I don't remember signing anything"
When I say that she starts laughing.
"Anyway I should probably leave so you can get back to being you"
"Or you could stay and I can get back to being me, with you"
I quickly reach out and pull her arm so she falls on top of me.
"Ashley you're going to break my vagina"
That's hilarious.
"I'll be gentle"
"No I'm taking back control..."
I start laughing when she presses my hands down either side of my head.
"Ashley these legs are closed?"
"When do they re-open?"
"I'm renovating..."
When she says that I raise my eyebrows.
"What are you doing down there?"
She's gone bright red.
"Why did I say renovating?"
She walked right into that one.
"I don't know but I'm cur..."
The second her lips touch mine I kiss her back.
I could really get used to her being on top.
"Spence why are you pulling back?"
"I was just shutting you up..."
"If I keep talking will you shut me up again?"
"No"
When she hops up I groan.
"Ashley that was an incredibly strange noise"
"Spencer I want to have sex..."
"There's plenty of girls on this ship you can seduce"
"Yer but you're easy"
I start laughing when she rolls her eyes.
"Bye Ashley"
SPENCER'S P.O.V
Being with Ashley's easy.
She doesn't want anything from me and when I'm with her it's fun.
"Hey"
I've been hiding out here since I left Ashley's room.
"You're not going to jump are you?"
It's kind of scary when you stand here.
There's only a small railing separating you and the ocean.
"I've been looking all over the ship for you..."
"Is there something wrong?"
"No..."
When she says that I look over at her.
"I actually came to make sure you were okay..."
"Why?"
Chelsea and Matt get along, but I doubt he would have told her what happened.
"Matt told Jason what happened and then Jason told me"
That makes sense.
"Are you alright?"
"Chelsea I'm fine"
"Did you knee him in the balls?"
When she says that I smile.
"He can be a real ass when he's been drinking..."
"Chelsea last night wasn't all his fault"
Matt was out of line.
But it's not like I've been an angel either.
"Do you want to talk about it?"
"Chelsea if I tell you everything that's been happening you'll look at me differently"
"Spencer you're my best friend..."
"I've been sleeping with someone else"
I'm deliberately looking everywhere but where she's standing.
I don't want to see her reaction.
"What?"
"I-I slept with Ashley"
I mumbled that last bit.
So there's a chance she didn't hear.
"Ashley?"
When I look over at her she looks stunned.
"You slept with..."
"Three times"
She's going to hate me.
"Chelsea I've been feeling awful all week, but I can't stop myself"
"You can't or you don't want to?"
Do I really need to answer that?
"I don't want to"
"Spencer you should of ended it with Matt first..."
"I know"
I should of done a lot of things differently.
"But she put the idea in my head and now no matter how hard I try I can't stop... I don't want to stop"
She's not going to understand.
"Spencer that's what girls like Ashley do"
"Girls like Ashley?"
"I really like her Spencer but she's not looking for the same thing you are"
"What am I looking for?"
"Come on Spencer you're not that girl"
This conversation's starting to annoy me.
"What does that even mean?"
"She's not looking for a relationship..."
"Who said anything about a relationship?"
She's staring at me.
"Spencer?"
"Chelsea I know"
I don't need her to tell me how horrible I am.
"I'm going to go I'll talk to you later"
"Spencer?"
When I start to walk away I hear her shout my name, but I don't stop.