ASHLEY'S P.O.V

"Hey"

When I look over at her she's staring.

"Hey"

"Can I sit?"

She looks annoyed.

"You can..."

"Ashley how sensitive are you?"

I'm a little confused.

"Chelsea don't censor yourself for my sake"

When I say that she sits down.

"Look Ashley I'm not sure what your intentions are, but this little affair you're having with Spencer's going to end badly..."

I'm surprised Spencer told her.

"And I know the fall out won't really effect you"

How insensitive does she think I am?

"Wow you think pretty highly of me don't you?"

When I say that her facial expression completely changes.

"I'm sorry Ashley I didn't mean for that to come across as harsh as it did"

This is a side of Chelsea I've never seen before.

"You really don't know shit about me Chelsea"

"I know I don't..."

She feels bad.

"But Spencer's like a sister to me and I don't want to see her get hurt"

"Chelsea I'm not trying to hurt her..."

"I know but she's in a relationship and this whole sleeping with a girl thing is really new for her"

"Chelsea nothing happened that she didn't want to happen"

"Ashley my problem isn't with you, it's the situation..."

I know what we're doing is wrong.

But I can't stop myself.

I'm addicted to her.

"She's in a relationship Ashley and I don't want you to think that I'm Matt's number one fan, because I'm not..."

I thought they were friends?

"But what you two are doing is wrong and if the circumstances were different, I'd be all for you and Spencer hooking up..."

She would?

"But the shit's going to hit the fan and when it does Spencer's going to cop the brunt of it"

Sex with Spencer is out of this world.

But Chelsea approaching me like this changes everything.

"Okay..."

I've always known this would end badly.

But I didn't think I'd be around when it did.

"I'll back off..."

"Just like that you'll back off?"

She's really starting to annoy me now.

She wants me to back off and now I'm saying I will.

She sounds annoyed that I'm giving in so easily.

What does she want from me?

"Chelsea I'm not the heartless bitch you think I am and I wouldn't keep sleeping with her if I wasn't attracted to her"

I need to leave before I get all defensive and say something I'll regret.

"I like her Chelsea..."

"Like, like her?"

"Chelsea I don't like, like anyone"

I'm not looking for a relationship.

"So it's just sex?"

"Look I said I'd back off..."

When I stand up I quickly finish my drink.

"Ashley?"

"You're annoying me Chelsea and I know you're just looking out for your friend..."

I pursued her.

But Spencer wanted it to happen just as much as I did.

"But nothing happened that she didn't want to happen"

When I walk away I know everything's going to get a whole lot worse.

But I can't change anything that's happened.

There's no turning back now and if I could turn back, I probably wouldn't.

I like being with her, but Chelsea's right, I need to back off.

For Spencer.