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America didn't know where he was going but he didn't care. He was glad that no one was in the street since he was running at a speed that even the fastest
person in the world would have a hard time catching up. He suddenly was in a park. No one was there for any reason but America didn't care, He went under
tree, curled into a ball and cried. Not even 10 minutes passed and England came to the park. He was worn out but he didn't care. All he cared right now was
to find Alfred. He saw Alfred under a big tree crying. England was glad that America was okay. "Alfred, come on wake up. This isn't funny at all." That
day still haunts him. England went up to America. America didn't know anyone was there until he was pulled into hug. "Alfred, I know you are upset but don't
listento them." Said England looking at America that said it was okay to cry. America got the message and let the tears come out. After an hour, America
calm asked "When did you last eat and what. Don't lie to me Alfred, please. I don't want a repeat of that day. England was in a panic. He
couldn't take Alfred to a doctor because he should be dead now. SO much blood and Alfred didn't heal at all. America said "3 month ago and a
quarter of an apple." England cringed. He didn't think it was that bad. He was going to yelling at many nations once he got back and the magic curses might
be used. "Alfred you need to eat. I will help but you need to trust me." America responded "I always trusted you. You are the only person I can trust right now, not even my
now, not even my brother." England had mixed feeling about that statement. He was happy Alfred trusted him but sad that not even Canada, Alfred's
brother, could be trusted. "I know he is invisible but he had it easy. No one hates him. Everyone hates me. I try my best to be a hero but I can't do it. Heroes
don't exist, not even peace exists. It is impossible, even in yourself." America said getting more frantic by the second. He was breathing heavy now. Seeing
Alfred like this was nerve racking to England. He didn't see how upset Alfred was and now this happens. The wounds are now closed. England
vowed that he will help America next time he gets upset so this didn't happen again. That day flashed in England mind "That isn't true. People and
nations do care about you. Heroes and peace do exist and you will be that hero that brings peace." Said England. America didn't believe but was happy that
Arthur thought that. "Iggy I promise that I will get better but I need your help." asked America. England was glad. America asking for help was rare. Even
when America was little he rarely asked for help. he found excuses as to why he needed to be near England. England said "Of course Alfred. I will help. I will
be by your side forever." After that they went back to America's house. Once they went into the bed room and hit the bed America was asleep. He curled up
next to England. For once in a long time America had peaceful dreams. England was glad he will help America get better. Once Alfred woke up, England
kept him in eye sight all the time. Anything that he could hurt himself with it was hidden. England knew he couldn't say forever but he will
stay as long as it takes to make sure Alfred never do that again. Alfred will know how much England cared for him. England was glad what could
have happed was avoid and was only starving himself. He called France and said very angry "Come to America's house. Bring the others. Be quiet. Also tell
Canada he is in big trouble." and hung up before France could answer. England waited for them to arrive. He couldn't yell but his quits angry voice is 10 times
scarier than him yelling. The nations will get England's fury. Even though he was in love with Alfred and no longer his brother but he still had his protective
instants. They were always strong around Alfred.
If you guys couldn't tell America got so upset that he got depressed and tried to kill himself. He found lost the will to live so much that his wounds wouldn't heal. England is mad. Next chapter has no songs but don't worry the one ater that one will be a song. Please tell me if you want a fanfiction about what happened that day. Don't worry America will gwt better.