ASHLEY'S P.O.V
"Ky can I talk to you for a second?"
"Hello to you to..."
When she says that I roll my eyes.
"Are you alright?"
She just switched from smart ass to concerned sister in seconds.
"Yer..."
"Sorry this is Franki, Franki this is my sister Ashley"
"Hi it's nice to meet you"
When she holds her hand out I shake it.
"You to..."
She's cute.
"Franki do you mind if I steal her for a second?"
"No of course not she's all yours"
"Thanks"
When I walk away Kyla follows.
"You're freaking me out Ash..."
"Sorry I just don't want anyone else to hear"
When I finally sit down she moves so she's sitting opposite me.
"What's going on?"
She's going to be pissed off when I tell her.
"Ky I've dug myself this really big hole and I'm not sure how to get out of it"
"Okay"
Here goes nothing.
"I slept with Spencer"
I'm pretty sure her jaw just hit the ground.
"You slept with Spencer?"
"Three times"
"Ashley what the fuck is wrong with you?"
Am I meant to answer that?
"She has a boyfriend..."
"I know"
"Ashley her boyfriend's on this cruise with us..."
"I know"
I know all of this.
"This is going to end so badly..."
"Kyla I fucking know"
When I say that she stops rambling.
"Ashley why are you telling me this?"
"Chelsea knows..."
"Did Spencer tell her?"
I certainly didn't.
"Yer"
I really wasn't expecting Chelsea to confront me.
So when she did I was a little caught off guard.
"Look Ashley I know you better than anyone..."
She really does.
"And I know you don't set out to hurt these girls..."
I definately don't want to hurt Spencer.
"But you knew Spencer was in a relationship and you slept with her anyway"
"I couldn't stop myself"
"That's bullshit Ashley..."
It wasn't meant to end up like this.
"You slept with her because you wanted to..."
Of course I wanted to.
"And you didn't care that she was in a relationship"
"Kyla, can you fucking stop?"
I didn't find her for a lecture.
"I don't need you to tell me how horrible I am"
I know what we've been doing is wrong, but when I'm around her, Matt's not a consideration.
"I'm sorry..."
"Ky this is going to end really badly"
I lean forward so my head's resting in my hands.
"What are you going to do Ash?"
"I don't know I..."
"Do you like her?"
"What do you mean do I like her?"
"Is it more than sex?"
When she says that I look up.
"No"
Why is she looking at me like that?
"Can you not look at me like that?"
"Look Ash you're not an idiot and I could be completely wrong, but I think this is a little different than when you sleep with other girls..."
Of course it's different.
"You knew what you were doing was wrong, but you did it anyway..."
What's her point?
"And you knew that this would happen, but you still did it"
"What's your point?"
"Ashley you don't string girls along and you don't confide in me when it ends badly"
That's true.
"But you're siting here talking to me and it makes me think you care a little more than you're letting on"
"Kyla I slept with her because she's hot"
I really wish she'd stop looking at me like that.
"Okay well just find someone else if it's just sex"
I don't want to find someone else.
I like sleeping with her.
"It is just sex"
"Then end it Ashley"
When she says that I stand up.
"Okay"
"Where are you going?"
"I need a drink"
I need a really, really strong drink.