SPENCER'S P.O.V
I have no idea how long I've been sitting here.
But he's back.
I can hear him on the other side of the door.
"Hey"
The second he pulled the door back he noticed me.
"Hey"
I've been thinking about this a lot lately.
But I still have no idea what I'm going to say.
"Spencer I'm sorry I was such an ass"
"It's fine"
"It is?"
He definately wasn't expecting that.
"Matt we need to talk"
When I say that he walks over to where I'm sitting.
"Are you okay...?"
"I slept with someone else"
I shouldn't have just blurted that out.
"What?"
"Matt I'm sorry"
When he steps back I move so I'm standing.
"You slept with someone else?"
"I'm so sorry"
His face is blank.
I can't tell what he's thinking.
"You slept with someone else last night?"
I feel sick.
"It was a few days ago"
He doesn't deserve this.
He doesn't deserve to be treated the way I've been treating him.
"When we were in Brighton?"
He's getting angrier the more we talk.
"Matt it's happened more than once"
"How many times?"
"Does it matter?"
"HOW MANY TIMES?"
"Three"
When I say that he covers his face with his hands.
"So I've been walking around all morning feeling horrible about last night and this whole time you've been fucking someone else?"
My eyes are burning.
"Who was it?"
"Matt I'm so sorry I never meant to hurt you"
"YOU NEVER MEANT TO HURT ME?"
I can feel the tears building up in my eyes.
"I'm such an idiot"
He's not an idiot.
"You've been distant all week but I didn't think anything of it"
"It just happened..."
"What did you accidently fall on him?"
I actually did fall on her.
"Who is he?"
"I never meant to hurt you Matt"
"You never meant to hurt me?"
I've never seen him this angry before.
"How would you fucking someone else not hurt me?"
"I don't know what to say..."
"WHO IS HE?"
When he says that his eyes lock on mine.
"It wasn't a he"
His whole face just dropped.
"What?"
He looks really confused.
"It was Ashley"
This isn't going to end well.
"You've got to be kidding me?"
"I..."
"She's fucking disgusting Spencer"
She definately isn't disgusting.
"You threw away a year long relationship for some dyke who will sleep with anything?"
It really bothers me that he called her a dyke.
"She's a fucking slut Spencer..."
"Matt please?"
"I'm sorry did I insult your girlfriend?"
She's definately not my girlfriend.
"Pack your shit Spencer"
I don't say anything as he walks over to the door.
"She can have you... We're done"
When he leaves I can't stop the tears from rolling down my face.
How did my life get like this?