SPENCER'S P.O.V
"Can we talk?"
He's clearly flirting with these girls.
"Spencer I'm a little busy"
When he starts touching their shoulders and rubbing their backs, I know he's trying to get a reaction out of me.
"I just need one minute of your time Matt and then I'll leave you to it"
I need to know who else he's told.
"What could we possibly have to say to each other?"
When I raise my eyebrows he excuses himself and follows me into the lobby.
"What do you think Spencer they're pretty hot?"
He's such an ass.
"Matt who have you told?"
"What are you on about?"
"Can you not fuck around?"
He's laughing.
"Why didn't I ask you that?"
I've never seen this side of him before.
"You told Glen I was gay?"
"I did"
"Why would you do that?"
"Why wouldn't I?"
I can tell by the look on his face that's he's proud of himself.
"You wanted to hurt me back right?"
When I say that he doesn't answer me.
"I hurt you first so you thought you'd even things out?"
"I don't owe you shit Spencer and I can say and do whatever the fuck I want to do"
"YOU OUTED ME TO MY FUCKING BROTHER"
I can't believe he's still fucking smirking at me.
"I told your brother, who also happens to be my best friend, that you were fucking some dyke now and you are..."
"Ashley and I aren't together…"
"So what you're just fuck buddies?"
"No we're not anything"
"I really don't care Spencer"
He wouldn't be acting like this if he didn't care.
"So you've completely stopped caring about me?"
"You stopped caring about me..."
"I care Matt"
"Is that why you spent the week fucking Ashley behind my back?"
"Matt I'm sorry I should have ended things with you first, but I was confused..."
"It's pretty simple Spencer you either like dick or you like pussy"
"It's not that fucking simple"
If it was none of this would be happening.
"Matt I've thought for a while now that I might be gay, but I was with you, so that was the end of it"
"So our whole relationship's just been some big fucking cover up?"
"Matt it's not that black and white..."
"Why would you agree to be with me if it wasn't what you wanted?"
"It was what I wanted, I wasn't using you..."
I don't know how to explain this to him.
"Matt when you asked me out I said yes because I wanted to..."
He deserves the truth.
"But knowing what I know now it wasn't what I was looking for"
"Are you done now?"
I can feel the tears building up in my eyes.
"I want to be done Matt, I want to stop caring about all of this, but I can't and the way you're acting is…"
I don't want to cry in front of him.
Not when he's acting like this.
Not when I know he's trying to hurt me.
"Look Matt if I was ready for Glen to know, I would have told him…"
I hate this.
"I would have called them and told him everything, I would have told him how horrible I've been, I would have told him how much I've hurt you…"
When I feel my tears start to roll down my face, I quickly wipe them away.
"I would have said it all Matt, but you've taken that away from me..."
He looks bored.
"You've told him something that's taken me years for me to even admit to myself..."
"Spencer stop rambling, I wrote to your brother, my parents and your mum"
When he says that I feel like the air's been sucked right out of me.
"I told them all, I worded it slightly better for your mum, but she knows to"
When he says that I turn and walk away.
I'm done worrying about how he feels.