Disclaimer: I own nothing except the plot
Pairings: Harry x Voldie, James x Sirius, James x Lily
Warnings: Slash, Mpreg, light bashing
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Harry pouted as he was gently pushed into a separate room. He did not quite know why, only that very important people were going to visit him and he would get to play with their son.
He had never really had a playdate before. His parents had always been too busy with work or his siblings.
"Stop pouting, will you." Matt said from the bed. He had a book in front of his face but Harry knew for a fact that the boy could not read. He was most likely just looking at the pictures. "daddy just wants to clean up the house before Lord and Lordress Longbottom comes and you will just get in his way."
"It's not Lordress, it's Lady." Abby corrected as she walked in, a handful of Harry's toys and his precious blankie.
"Fine, before Lord and Lady Longbottom comes." Matt corrected.
"Daddy says I get to have a friend." Harry said bouncing up and down happily.
"His name is Neville and he is three like you are." Abby said.
"Really?" Harry grinned. He clutched his sister's waist and looked up at her with wide eyes, "is he nice? Do you think he will like me?"
Abby patted her little brother's head. "I'm sure he will love you."
Harry grinned wider if at all possible. He giggled and jumped a bit.
After what seemed like forever Sirius walked in. "come on you brats, lets get you cleaned up."
Harry shrieked as Sirius lifted him by the waist and tucked him under one arm. He giggled as they chased Matt around the room until Sirius cornered and tossed the boy on his shoulder.
Sirius brought the two boys into the bathroom, Abby at his feet. He undressed the boys as he filled the tub before dumping the two boys in.
After their bath the boys were ushered back into Sirius' room and dressed in uncomfortable itchy robes. After a lot of struggling, mostly on Harry and Sirius' end, the two boys were released into the living room on the order to not mess their outfits up.
"Daddy! Daddy!"
James caught Harry as the child flung himself at his father. Harry was immediately placed on his hip as his dad looked over the two boys.
"Very handsome," James complemented causing Matt to blush and look at his feet. Harry just grinned and held out his arms so his daddy could see him better.
James placed the boy on the floor and watched amused as the boy spun in a circle for him.
As soon as Harry heard the doorbell ring he was racing towards the door. He jumped in place impatiently while waiting for his daddy to open the door. As soon as the door opened and he saw the big intimidating people he froze and stared in horror as the woman smiled at him.
"Hello there little one. You must be Harry."
Harry whimpered and immediately jumped behind his daddy and hid his face. James chuckled and lifted Harry into his arms, "be polite Harry, say hello."
Harry mumbled a quiet 'hello' before hiding his face in his daddy's neck.
"Let him relax a bit," James said as he rubbed his sons back, "this is my son Matt and my daughter is dressing, oh there she comes now. Abigail, sweetheart, say hello to our guests."
"Hello sir, hello ma'am," Harry heard his sister say.
"Pretty and well mannered, you better keep an eye on her James. Once she gets of age she'll be surrounded by so many handsome boys."
James groaned, "don't remind me. She will always be my baby. Right Abby? Boys are gross, right?"
"Yeah!" Abby agreed.
James thought for a second, his eyes moved over to Sirius and a thought went through his mind. "Girls are gross too. Dating is gross. Okay?"
"Okay daddy!" the girl smiled.
James seemed satisfied with that. He turned back to his guests, "would you like some tea or something?"
"Yes please," the man said. He had a small girl in his arms and a young boy behind his legs. He followed James to the couches and took a seat, his wife taking a seat next to him and Sirius sitting across from them.
"How old is your daughter?" Sirius asked politely.
"Oh," the woman smiled as she took her daughter from her husband and cradled the sleeping girl, "she's nine months actually."
"What's her name?" Abby asked curiously. She stared at the small baby in amazement.
"Her name is Mary."
"Frank! Alice! Would you like some biscuits?" James called from the kitchen.
"Yes please." Alice answered.
James returned to the room carrying a tray of cups and a teapot, Harry trailing behind him with a packet of cookies and biscuits.
Neville was placed on the floor beside Harry. Harry stared at him before breaking out in a grin.
"You must be my new friend," Harry said happily.
Neville looked at his mother. She just nodded at him.
"Okay," Neville decided.
"Do you want to play with my toys?" Harry asked.
Neville looked at his mother again and she nodded.
"Okay."
Harry grabbed the other boys hand and began dragging him towards Sirius' room. Matt and Abby followed them.
"Let's play house," Abby decided, "I'll be mommy and Matt will be daddy and Harry and Neville will be our babies."
"I'm not a baby!" Harry pouted.
"Fine, you can be our kids."
"Okay!" Harry said happily. He turned to Neville, "we have to go to school first and then we do homework and then we walk our dogs."
"Dogs?"
"Yeah. My dog will be Fifi and she will be the cutest dog ever!" Harry declared.
After a while the parents finished talking and Neville had to go home much to the kids disappointment.
"Did you have fun?" Sirius asked as he helped Harry out of his clothes and into his comfortable pajamas.
Harry nodded. He did not put that much of a fuss with changing clothes because those fancy clothes were uncomfortable. When he got older he would never force his kids into horrible clothes that made them itchy or better yet, he would make all uncomfortable clothes illegal!
"Are you going to be our new mommy?" Harry asked suddenly.
Sirius looked at him shocked, "why would you say that."
"Well when saw mommy in the magic boring place last week you said that you would be a better mother than she ever was."
Sirius blushed, "you heard that?"
"You were holding me," Harry pointed out.
"I guess I was," Sirius chuckled, "well I guess the answer is if you want me to be your new mommy than I can. At least until your dad finds you a new mommy."
"No!" Harry said sternly. "I don't want anyone else but you to be my 're nicer than my old mommy and you make daddy happier."
Sirius stared at the boy, shocked, "what?"
"I said you're nicer than my old mommy."
"After that. You said I make your daddy happier."
Harry thought for a second before nodding. "daddy's calmer and he smiled a lot more and he's nicer because he's less sleepy."
Sirius smiled at that. His eyes dazed over a bit. Harry frowned at that. He tugged on Sirius' arm and held up his arms.
"Spoiled brat," Sirius chuckled fondly causing Harry to pout. He lifted the child into his arms and kissed his forehead. Harry rested his head against Sirius' shoulder.
He walked into the living room where James was finishing some paperwork and Abby and Matt were coloring on the dining table.
"I was thinking," Sirius started.
"Don't hurt yourself," James joked as he put his paperwork aside to give Sirius his full attention. Anything to distract him from that horrible paperwork. His house had 'mysteriously' burnt down after the trial and James did not know what to do next. He could always buy a new house but he had three young kids and a job and there was no way he could miss any of the divorce trials he had to go through. Lily's lawyer had brought paperwork that could result in Abby going to Lily since Lily could not risk having anymore kids and the jury was really sympathetic. She had also been Abby's manager. James already had to manage Matt and there was no way he could manage both kids.
Sirius scowled at him but smiled after a moment, "you're already staying with me and you don't have time for house hunting so why don't you and the kids just move in with me?"
"Sirius, thats a nice offer but I can't ask you to do that. Plus this place is really small. You can't raise a family here."
"I have all the Black Mansions James and unlike you I am not afraid to go to them. There's one near a nice park with it's own floo network. It has a ballroom for Abby and a nice backyard for the kids to run around."
"Sirius, I could never ask you to do that for us," James started.
Sirius cut him off, "James, I love you and I want to do this for you."
James looked down at that, "Siri," he whispered.
"Daddy," Harry butted in. He squirmed out Sirius' arms and jumped into his dad's lap. "I think we should."
"You're three, what do you know?" James asked amused.
Harry giggled, "I like living with mommy."
James frowned at that. "Harry, baby. Your mommy and I, we aren't going to be able to live together anymore. She is no longer apart of our lives."
Harry shook his head, "not live with old mommy. We should live with new mommy." Harry decided pointing at Sirius.
The man blushed at that, "Harry!"
James fell silent at that. Sirius suddenly got a bad feeling.
"Kids, how about you sleep in Sirius' room tonight. Abby will read you a story." James said suddenly.
Abby nodded, noticing the awkward atmosphere. She lifted Harry into her arms and dragged Matt to the bedroom.
Once the door closed James setup a charm to prevent the kids from eavesdropping.
"I'm sorry James. I was just joking with him earlier and he seemed to have taken me seriously. I mean technically he is my son and I had always wanted him to see me as his mother but I would never force you into a position you did not want to be in." the man rambled.
"Sirius, breathe," James said. "I'm not mad."
Sirius stopped talking and looked down, his feet suddenly seeming really interesting.
"Sirius, look at me."
Gray eyes looked up and met soft hazel. Sirius bit his lip and mentally prepared himself for a massive heartbreak.
His brain froze and it took him a moment to realize that something soft was pressing against his lips.
James pulled away. "I love you too. You know that, right? I-I just don't want you to end up being Lily's replacement. I don't want you to be my rebound because you deserve so much more."
"I don't care about any of that. You make me happy and ever since you got together with Lily I felt something was wrong. But you and the kids being here, with me. I finally feel whole. Do you get what I'm trying to say?" Sirius asked. "Harry and Matt are my sons and I finally have a chance to be with them. I know I told you I was fine just handing them over to you and Lily but the truth was that it hurt a lot. I thought it would be okay and that I would see the boys whenever I wanted and I would see you whenever I wanted but Lily kept me away. It crushed me."
"Siri," James whispered.
"Living with you and the boys these past weeks had made me happier than I had been in a long time." Sirius admitted. "I already had to miss out on so much of their lives and I really don't want to miss out on anymore." by now the Black was crying. He had his face buried in his hands and his body was shaking.
James suddenly felt guilty. He had never taken into account how Sirius must have felt about the whole situation. He had just taken the other man for granted. Lily had been devastated when she heard she could not have had anymore kids. Sirius had actually had two kids and was forced to watch them grow up from afar.
He wrapped his arms around the smaller man and whispered the words 'I'm so sorry' over and over in the dark haired mans ear. His heart had never felt so heavy and he just felt horrible. He did that to his best friend.
After the Black stopped crying and had calmed down he pulled away.
"I'm such a horrible friend." James realized outloud. He turned and blinked up at Sirius. "Do you really mean all of that?"
Sirius fell silent. He did not trust his voice right now.
James met Sirius' eyes. "do you think we ever had a chance together?"
"I honestly thought we did, Remy always told me that he thought we would get together and I guess I believed him," Sirius admitted quietly after he found his voice.
"Do you think we could be together now?"
Sirius sighed, he wiped away a stray tear, "I never gave up on you. I may have dated other people but I could never fully give up on you. I want us to be together. I've always wanted to be with you." he said honestly. He looked at James nervously.
The brown haired man smiled at that, "the I guess it's settled. Sirius Black, do you want to go out with me?"
James suddenly found his arms and Lap filled with a certain dark haired man. His lips were salty from all the tears he had spilt but James did not care. He tightened his grip on the Black's waist and pulled him closer.
The kiss was more frantic than passionate.
"I take that as a yes?" James chuckled once they pulled apart.
Sirius nodded, "yes."
"Okay, then yes for me too."
Sirius looked at the brunet confused. James chuckled at the cute expression.
"The kids and I will move in with you." James explained.
Sirius perked up further at that. Suddenly he was scowling.
"What?" James asked, worried at the sudden change of behavior.
"Kreacher."
"Oh," James had heard all the horrible stories about the house elf.
Sirius smiled again, "we're moving in together."
James heart beat fast. He smiled at the thought, "we're moving in together," he repeated.
Sirius leaned in and claimed James' lips once again.
"Ewwie!"
The two men broke apart and blushed when they noticed Harry standing by the couch with his special blankie in his arms.
"You should be sleeping," James stated.
Sirius immediately removed himself from James' lap and moved to the opposite end of the couch.
Harry climbed in between them and sighed. "I'm not tired."
James pulled the boy into his arms and held him against his chest. He cover the boy with the blanket and smiled at Sirius.
"He got his stubbornness and the need to defy everything from you," James told him.
"Good boy," Sirius cooed tickling the boy's stomach. Harry giggled at him. The three year old sat up and crawled into Sirius' lap and made himself comfortable.
"See, you're already a better pillow than old mommy was," Harry said, "she had a lumpy chest that got in my way."
Sirius chuckled and covered the boy in his blankie, "hush you. Close your eyes."
Harry closed his eyes with a 'yes mommy'.
James smiled at that. He met Sirius' eyes and chuckled. "I'm going to check on the other two."
Matt was fast asleep when he entered the bed room. Abby was looking outside the window.
"Bed young lady." James said sternly.
Abby turned to James confused, "is uncle Siri really going to be our new mommy?" she asked softly.
James sat down next to her and wrapped an arm around her shoulder, "do you not want him to be your new mother?"
"It's not that. I would love for him to be my new mommy. But what about our old mommy? I still want her to be my mommy."
James bit his lip, "she is still your mother no matter what happens. I promise."
"But Matty and Harry don't seem to care. They seem perfectly okay with forgetting about mommy and replacing her with someone else." Abby said.
"They don't know mommy like you know her. You spent so much more time with her than they did and they are still really young." James explained.
Abby sighed and nodded.
James ruffled her hair a bit and gave her a smile. He tucked her into bed and kissed her forehead and Matt's forehead before blowing out the candle and closing the door.
He walked back to the living room and smiled at the sweet scene in front of him. Sirius must have exhausted himself with all the crying he did earlier because he and Harry were curled on the couch fast asleep. James chuckled and kissed Harry's forehead and pecked Sirius' lips. He spread a blanket over them and laid down on the other couch. He let his eyes slide shut and smiled at how weird and fun this day was. Harry made his first friend and James and Sirius finally got back together after about eight years.
It was a good day.
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Reviews:
I'm so happy you all like it and yes, before more people say anything, Harry will always be adorable in my eyes so whether he's Harry or Aiden or Lucifer or Kevin or Caleb or Axrael or Syren or whatever else I rename him in any of my stories he will be cute and innocent.
Remus will come in, yes
Yes, I love Mpreg too. Don't judge me! And Harry x Voldie is my current obsession. I've read almost all of the HPLV fics out there….
I am so happy that at least one person has read another evil Lily story, she was not as evil as I would have liked but it was okay. Any other evil Lily but nice James slash stories you find please tell me. :)
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