ASHLEY'S P.O.V
This is the first time that I've been with her and it hasn't been rushed.
The first time we haven't had to be careful.
The first time it's just been about us.
"A-Are you oookay?"
Her whole body's shaking.
She's so close.
"Y-Yer"
I lean down and press my lips over hers as her clit keeps brushing against mine.
I'm close, really, really close.
"Mmmmm"
I feel incredible.
My whole body feels like it's on fire.
"S-So cccllooseee"
Her breathing's really heavy.
It's only a matter of seconds now.
"AAASSSHHHH"
When her whole body starts shaking, I quickly lose the little bit of control I was clinging to.
"I..."
We're both breathing really heavily.
I'm going to need a second.
"Ash that was..."
Incredible?
Amazing?
Fantastic?
"Wow"
That works.
"Are you okay?"
"I'm more than okay"
When she presses her lips against mine I don't hesistate to kiss her back.
I love her lips.
I love the way she touches me.
I love everything she does to me.
"You've worn me out Spence..."
I'm exhausted.
"Ash you need to work on your stamina"
"Do I just?"
When she says that I quickly switch our positions so she's on top.
"You're so hot naked"
I can't stop looking at her.
"Ash?"
"And you're cute when you're embarrassed"
"I'm not embarrassed"
She is.
She doesn't take compliments very well.
"I love your body"
She's so toned.
So perfect.
"Spencer tell me something I don't know about you?"
"Something you don't know?"
"Yer"
I watch her as she moves so she's lying on her stomach.
"I moved to LA when I was eight"
"Where did you move from?"
I want to know more about her.
"Wilmington, North Carolina..."
"There's a Wilmington in North Carolina?"
She's laughing but I've never heard of Wilmington.
"It's where they filmed One Tree Hill and Dawson's Creek"
That's hilarious.
"Are you a Dawson Creek fan?"
"No but I'm a One Tree Hill fan..."
"Brooke or Peyton?"
"Hayley"
She answered that very quickly.
"But they're all pretty hot"
I quickly fix the rugs so she doesn't freeze to death.
"So why did your family move to LA?"
"My mum's a doctor and she was offered a position at Ronald Reagan"
"That's cool..."
"It's not really"
Her family sounds incredibly normal.
"What does your dad do?"
"He's a social worker"
They're super normal.
"Your family sounds really cool..."
"Ash your dad's a rockstar?"
"That's not nearly as cool as it sounds"
It really isn't.
"So how long have you been a swimmer?"
I watch her as she brushes her fingers over my shoulder.
"I've been swimming competitively since middle school"
When she starts rubbing her hand over my my breast I smile.
"Ash how's this going to work?"
"Us?"
"Yer"
When she says that I tilt her head so her eyes are locked on mine.
"How do you want it to work?"
The ball's in her court.
I know what I want to happen.
"I..."
I can see it in her eyes, she wants to be with me, she's just not ready.
"I just..."
I reach out and slowly brush my thumb over her bottom lip.
"Just be honest Spence"
She looks nervous.
"I really like you Ashley..."
When she says that I smile.
"I wouldn't have gone through all of this if I didn't"
"Spence?"
She's fiddling with the sheets.
"Don't be nervous"
I don't want her to be nervous around me.
"I'm a big girl Spencer, so you don't need to censor yourself and you don't have to worry about my feelings..."
"Ashley I'm always going to consider your feelings"
When she looks up her eyes lock on mine.
"Spencer it's been nine days, we've known each other for a grand total of two hundred and sixteen hours..."
"Did you figure that out just then?"
"I'm good with numbers..."
"That's some quick Maths Ash"
We're both laughing that's a good sign.
"Anyway I want to know what your point is..."
"Spence two weeks ago I didn't know that you existed and you didn't know how awesome I was"
I had to add that bit.
"But it's only been nine days Spencer, so it's okay if you have hesitations about me, I get it..."
"I don't have hesitations"
"You sound like you do"
She's smiling.
"I'm just doing a horrible job at explaining myself"
"Spence just give it to me how it is..."
"Give it to you how it is?"
"That sounded sexual"
I have the stupidest smirk on my face.
"Look Ash I really like you and I want to find out what this is"
I want that to.
"I want to be around you Ash, I want to get to know you, I want to fuck you"
I'm really liking honest Spencer.
"But I'm not ready to jump into another full on relationship"
Okay.
"It's not fair on you"
"Why?"
"I've got a whole lot of baggage right now..."
"Spence I'm a big part of the reason you have that baggage"
"You're a small part"
I am?
"Look I want to be around you, I want to get to know you, I want to see what this and I really want to get back to just having fun again"
That sounds alright.
"So you just want to be friends that have sex all the time?"
"I want... What do you call it when you're transitioning from freinds to more than friends?"
"Fuck buddies?"
"No"
"Friends with benifits?"
"Maybe"
She's smiling.
"So nothing serious, we'll just see what happens?"
"Is that okay?"
"Spence I'm all good as long as we get to do this"
I quickly lean across and press my lips over hers.
"And this"
When I start playing with her nipples she smiles.
"And..."
When I try to move my hand, she quickly grabs my arm and moves so she's straddling my waist.
"I get it"
She's so hot.
"Ash are you sure you're okay with this?"
"Yep are you going to be on top?"
"No"
When she says that I quickly switch our positions.
"You're good at that"
"Spencer I'm good at many things"