Disclaimer: I own nothing except the plot

Pairings: Harry x Voldie,

Warnings: Slash, Mpreg, light bashing, rape, character death

AN: Okay guys, I feel really bad about chapter 8. In return for your forgiveness I will post next week's chapter today. Please don't hate me.

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Abagail Evans was a pretty girl. She had the most beautiful fiery red hair on top of her pretty head and her emerald green eyes were something to behold. Her clear and perfect skin was the envy of many girls and caused boys to stutter and blush whenever she talked to one of them.

She was also quite smart but she, unfortunately, owed most of her qualities to her mother. The one and only Lily Evans.

The only thing she really inhabited from her father was his gift in potions. Something she would treasure for a long time.

Ever since she was little her life was hard.

She was born to a mother who pushed her to dance and physically and mentally exhaust herself ever since she could walk. Her father, who wasn't actually her father, raised her to be anything she wanted.

Her parents were so confusing. Especially with Matt.

Many didn't know this but Matt was a sick baby ever since he was born. Of course with a small fortune and plenty of doctor visits no one would ever know he was born with a defect in his magic core.

Of course he was all healed by the time Harry was born and neither boy would ever know about it. It had scared Abby though to see her baby brother crying and in pain all the time.

Her mother had told her father that they should just get rid of Matt since he was more than likely going to end up a squib. She had told him that he could go with her sister.

Matt got better though but her mother still hated him for some reason.

After Harry was born Abby thought her mother would fix her relationship with her father and they would be a happy family again like it was before Matt. She didn't remember much of the time before Matt, only that her mother seemed really happy at that moment.

Harry was a perfectly healthy baby. But that's when Abby noticed he didn't look anything like her parents. When she asked her mother why Harry didn't look like her or her dad her mother just got upset with her and told her that it was because of Abby.

Apparently when Abby was born her mother was no longer able to carry children. So instead they had her Uncle Siri, who was staying with them at the time, carry Matt and Harry.

Abby didn't really understand the explanation at the time, had just nodded.

When Abby got older her mother would take her to all these different clubs and bars and Abby would watch as her mother would touch random men in their private parts. She didn't know why her mother brought her to such places and when she asked all she got in return was a slap and the same response. She was her mother and she could bring her wherever she wanted.

She would then leave Abby at a table or at the bar and take the random man, usually with her hand down his pants, into a separate room and not come back for an hour.

Abby hated it but she thought it was normal. She also never told anyone because she wasn't sure what she would ever say.

One day she came home from a competition and her father and mother got in a huge fight over Harry and then her mother took her into her arms and apparated away. After the whole trial ended with her jumping from her moms house to her dads house back to her moms.

After that she lived with the Weasleys. Which was fun at first but after a while she started to miss her privacy and her brother and her 'father'.

"What's wrong?"

Abby was shaken out of her thoughts. She turned around and smiled at her father.

Severus Snape smiled at her, a smile that only Abby had the privilege to see.

"Dad, do you think Harry and Matt are in a better place?" Abby asked as she looked up at the sky. It had been almost four years since her little brothers had died and she missed them.

She would visit their graves whenever she could but nothing could replace the empty feeling in her chest. She just wanted to wrap her arms around Matt and Harry and hear their laughter or at the very least see a smile again.

Severus nodded, "I do. They were good boys."

Abby smiled sadly up at him.

"Lets go back to the castle," Severus offered standing up. He offered her a hand which she accepted and let the man help her up.

They walked in silence all the way back to the castle.

"Are you going to get back together with mom?" Abby asked after a moment.

Severus looked down and sighed, "Abby."

"No, it's okay. Its just first she and my first dad broke up and then you broke up with her." Abby sniffed, "what if I end up alone like her?"

Severus shook his head, "you will not end up like your mother. You are such a nice pretty girl and any guy would be lucky to be with you. You just have to find the right man and be committed to him."

Abby smiled at that and thought back to the cute Ravenclaw in her potions class. He reminded her of Harry with his dorky but adorable glasses that were too big for his face and dark messy hair. He had paler skin than Harry did though and he didn't giggle nearly as much as Harry did.

His name was Alexander Aramis and he was cute, smart and Abby couldn't help but fall fast and hard for him. Of course she would never admit that outloud.

All her friends thought he was incredibly annoying. At first Abby thought that too but after a while he grew on her and she would be drawn to him whenever they were in the same room.

She sighed as she stepped into her room and went to bed for the night. It had been a long day and she was tired.

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Abby woke up early the next morning, her roommates were still fast asleep so she sat up as quietly as she could and made her way to the bathroom. She had a quick shower and changed into her robes before she set out to roam the halls.

She was halfway to the Great Hall when she bumped into the person she least likely expected to see this early. Professor Dumbledore.

She frowned when she noticed the slightly annoyed look on his face.

"Professor, what are you doing up so early?" the girl asked, drawing his attention to her.

Abby's frown deepened, "what happened to your head?" she asked, staring at the large red mark he hadn't bothered glamouring up on his forehead.

A false smile crossed his face, "Abigail, sweetheart. I was just, I guess you could say, cleaning up a mess. Nothing of too much importance. Now why are you roaming around so early?"

Abby smiled, "no reason, I am just an early riser I guess. I thought a walk before breakfast could do me some good."

"I see," Dumbledore smiled, "I must get going so I can prepare for breakfast."

Abby frowned as she watched Dumbledore walk away. He seemed angry at something. Maybe he found out what that Gryffindor Joseph Gream did to that painting yesterday. Even worse he could have found out about Kori Haidor, the third year Ravenclaw, and her illegal candy stash she snuck into Hogwarts and sold to students.

Hopefully Dumbledore didn't find out about Sheila's 'incident'. That would be bad.

Abby sighed and made her way to the Great Hall where she sat down at the Hufflepuff table and piled her plate with fruit and two pieces of toast.

"Good morning Abigail."

The redhead squeaked and turned around quickly. She blushed when she recognized Alexander Aramis standing behind her.

"Alexander," she greeted smiling up at him.

Alexander seemed delighted that she remembered his name.

"So I was wondering if maybe, well I mean you don't have to if you don't want too, but maybe we could… I would understand if you wouldn't 'cause you know you're so… and I'm so and well…" the boy trailed off awkwardly looking away.

Abby just started at him for a moment trying to piece together what he was asking.

The Ravenclaw looked up suddenly, his eyes filled with determination, "Abigail, would you like to go out on a date? With me," he added quickly, "a date with me… I mean I know we flirt a lot unless that isn't you flirting and you just being nice or maybe I'm reading too much into this. On second thought I'm going to awkwardly go eat breakfast in that corner over there…"

Abby started giggling uncontrollably as the boy turned away with a hurt expression. His head hung, dejectedly.

Abby stood and grabbed his wrist. "I would love to go out on a date." she told him, smiling.

The boy looked at her surprised, "really? With me?" he confirmed.

Abby giggled again as she let go of his wrist, "yes with you."

"Really?"

"Really," Abby giggled. She made an awkward attempt to neaten her clothes before smiling up at him.

"Are you doing anything today? I mean it's Sunday and we have no classes today or is a date too soon?"

"I actually just have to finish some transfigurations homework but after that I am completely free. Maybe we could take a walk around the lake?"

Alexander perked up, "I actually am very good at that particular subject. Maybe we could go to the library and I could help you. I mean I'm not saying you need help or anything." he babbled before trailing off awkwardly.

Abby laughed, "okay."

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Severus Snape sighed as he watched his daughter walk away laughing with that Ravenclaw. She was a sweet girl and nothing like her mother. She was kind and compassionate and she would never even think about betraying anyone.

She was an angel really. When Severus first learned that Abby was his daughter he didn't know what to do at first. He was shocked and angry that Lily wouldn't tell him and also over the fact that he had to miss out on seven years of her life.

He blamed James Potter at first assuming that he was the one who convinced Lily not to tell Severus.

He was confused to find out that James had no idea that Abby wasn't his. Still, Severus fought with Lily to help her gain custody over the girl because he thought they could be a proper family.

Lily had other ideas.

They had gotten back together officially after two years but that never lasted. Their relationship was unstable because Lily was used to living like a pureblood and having an expensive house and a lot of money and the woman wasn't very happy with the teachers salary and modest home Severus had.

She would always go out at night and not get back until the morning usually drunk and ruffled. Severus had no doubt that she was cheating on him but the thought of losing her and Abby was unbearable so he just ignored it.

It got worse after the mysterious deaths of James Potter, Sirius Black, Matthew Potter and little Harry Potter. Lily got weird after that saying that she should have gotten custody over the two boys and screeching that they weren't supposed to die too. She was usually drunk those nights and would not remember anything in the morning.

Severus would never ask her about that. He did come to the conclusion that Lily had something to do with the murders but when he went to Dumbledore to voice these suspicious the headmaster relieved his feelings by reassuring him that Lily had nothing to do with the murders and was simply dealing with the loss of the man she used to love and her two sons.

Of course Severus was inclined to believe him. Dumbledore wouldn't lie to him.

Wouldn't he?

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Tom Marvolo Riddle flinched as a bearded middle aged man approached him. The new Headmaster of Hogwarts. He was the Transfigurations only last year but after Professor Dippet mysteriously died the man had taken up the position.

Tom had almost been too afraid to return to Hogwarts when he learned of the headmasters death but if he had known it was Dumbledore taking up the position he would have enrolled somewhere else.

Now that Professor Dippet, his only form of protection from the other kids who bullied him for being of impure blood or dark due to his Slytherin status and from Professor Dumbledore.

He was doomed, he was sure of it. There was no way he could survive the next year without the former Headmaster.

"Get away from me," Tom cried out, pressing his body against the wall. He felt small and weak compared to the old man.

Dumbledore just smiled, "now, now Tommy. No need to be like that."

Tom hated feeling like this. He winced as Dumbledore brought his hand down on him. Pain exploded in his cheek.

"Why are you doing this?" he whimpered, hating the sound of his own voice being so vulnerable. He gripped his wrist and scratched at the cut he had inflicted upon himself earlier this day when he learned of the new Headmaster.

He'd rather die than go through the next year of his life as Dumbledore's pet.

Dumbledore frowned when he noticed what the boy was doing. He grabbed his hands and glared at the boy, "what are you doing? How dare you mark my property with these ugly scars!"

Tom flinched and looked at him feet submissively.

"I ought to teach you a lesson."

Tom reached into his pocket and rubbed at his precious diary a couple times. It always helped to calm him down. Dumbledore noticed this and grabbed the book out of Tom's pocket.

"What is this?" he flipped through the pages and settled for a random passage. "Dear Diary, I'm afraid of going back to Hogwarts because Headmaster Dippet has passed away. However if I stay in the orphanage I might end up just like him. Six feet under."

Tom cried harder, he didn't want Dumbledore reading his innermost and private thoughts. He began stuttering a spell that would erase the words in the book but Dumbledore began his own spell to counteract Tom.

Tom jump at Dumbledore and began strangling the man so he wouldn't continue the spell. Both badly cast spells collided and suddenly Tom was gone.

Dumbledore frowned and looked around for the boy. He growled and flipped through the book but whatever Tom did worked because the damned diary was empty. He growled and threw the book to the floor and stormed off.

A little while later Abraxas Malfoy frowned when he saw the book of the boy he thought was almost like a brother to him laying abandoned on the ground.

He would return it to the boy when he got the chance. It would be horrible if someone got their hands on this.

But he never saw the boy again.

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Again, I'm so sorry about the last chapter.

Lilac ;)