SPENCER'S P.O.V
I've been thinking about this all day and I've finally come to the conclusion that I need to talk to Chelsea.
"Hey Chels"
We've been at the festival for a while now.
"Spencer how awesome is this festival?"
When she says that I smile.
"Did you lose Jason?"
I left him with Aiden.
"No he's having some manly time with Aiden"
They're trying to pick up two Irish girls.
"Chels can I ask you something?"
"Yer of course you can ask me anything"
She's a good friend.
"It's kind of weird..."
"Spencer I bet it isn't"
When she says that I smile.
"So Ashley and I were having sex last night and she was..."
I'm hoping she just catches on and I don't actually have to say it.
"She was..."
She's not following.
"Spencer just say it"
"She was going down on me"
"Ohhhhhhh"
She's laughing.
"Chelsea?"
"Sorry it's just funny how you blurted it out"
I had to blurt it out or I would of chickened out and not said it all.
"You weren't catching what I was throwing..."
"Spence you could of been talking about anything"
That's true.
"Okay so Ashley was licking your vagina?"
"Chels?"
She can't help herself.
"You crack me up Spence"
We should have had this conversation when we were both sober.
"Alright I've got my serious face on now"
Good.
"Okay well we've been having sex a lot lately and when she touches me it feels so right"
It's perfect.
"But then I start touching her and I overthink everything"
I love her confidence and I love that she's up for anything.
But I'm still really new to this whole gay thing and she isn't.
"Chels I just worry I'm not doing it right and then I feel like I'm holding back on her..."
"So basically you want to go down on her but you're worried you'll suck?"
It's scary how well she knows me.
"No, I... Yes"
I'm kind of glad we're laughing about this.
Because I was really worried it was going to be weird.
"Spencer what you're feeling is normal"
"It is?"
"Yer all girls get a bit funny the first time they do it..."
"Ashley's really good at it"
"I bet she is"
When she says that I smile.
"If I was you I'd just go for it"
"You would?"
She would?
"Spence I can see how sleeping with Ashley would be a bit intimidating, but she keeps coming back for more, so you must be doing something right"
Maybe she's right.
Maybe I should just go for it.
"Okay so I'll just go for it?"
"If I was you I would"
She has the stupidest grin on her face.
"But if you think she has a smelly burger don't do it"
That's hilarious.
"Chelsea's there's nothing wrong with her burger"
"I know I'm only joking she seems very hygenic"
She is.
"Spence the longer you wait the harder it's going to be"
That's what I'm worried about.
"And it's really not that big of a deal"
It's easy for her to say that.
She's done it before.
"You'll probably love doing it"
"Thanks Chels"
She's a handy friend.
"Spencer you need to totally dominate that girl and then just walk away"
When she says that I raise my eyebrows.
"Just own her and leave her wanting more"
That would be kind of fun.
"You've inspired me Chels"
I quickly slip my phone out of my pocket.
"I'm going to do it"
"Now?"
"Chels there's no time like the present"
She has the biggest smile on her face.
"Spence you're at festival with over one hundred thousand people"
"I know"
"You have an hour until Puddle of Mudd comes on"
"I know..."
I quicklymessage her and tell her to meet me backstage.
"I'll meet you in the pit"
I have to do this before I convince myself not to.
"Go get her girlfriend, show her who's boss"
That's the plan.