SPENCER'S P.O.V
I love knowing that I can make her feel like that.
"How did you go?"
I have the biggest grin on my face.
"Come on Spence spill, how was it?"
"Awesome"
I loved every second of it.
"Did she say anything?"
"I deliberately walked away before she could"
That moment's definately going in the memory bank.
"Well you're just in time..."
I was hoping I would be.
I love Puddle of Mudd.
"There about to come on"
Perfect.
"You look like you're pretty happy with yourself?"
When she says that I look over at her.
"Chelsea I'm very happy with myself and I'm very happy with these passes"
We get to hang out in the exclusive pits at the front of every stage.
"But all these freebies are starting to mess with my head"
"Why?"
"She's got all this money and she keeps giving me things"
"Spencer you're overthinking everything again"
I can't help it, that's what I do, I overthink everything.
"I just don't want her to think I'm using her"
"She really likes you Spencer..."
"She likes a lot of girls"
She just rolled her eyes.
"Spencer she's made it pretty clear that she only wants you"
"We're friends"
"Spence we're friends and you don't fantasise about going down on me?"
"How do you know I don't?"
When I say that she starts laughing.
"That was weird to even think about, wasn't it?"
Now we're both laughing.
"Sorry Chels it just came out before I could stop it"
"GUTEN TAG GERMANY"
ASHLEY'S P.O.V
"Where did you run off to?"
I'm still trying to get my head around everything that just happened.
"Bathroom"
"Puddle of Mudd are playing on stage two"
They're a really cool group and the lead singer's good friends with my dad.
"Sky why are we still standing here?"
When she starts walking, I follow her through the crowd.
Sky's a good friend and it's been really cool to hang out with her again.
But all my thoughts are with Spencer and my head's still back in that tent.
"Met a girl, thought she was grand
Fell in love found out first hand
Went well for a week or two
Then it all came unglued"
"In a trap, trip I can't grip
Never thought I'd be the one who'd slip
Then I started to realize
I was living one big lie"
"So Ash how do you feel about me hooking up with your friend?"
"She fuckin' hates me
Trust
She fuckin' hates me
La la la love
I tried too hard
And she tore my feelings like I had none
And ripped them away"
"Aiden, Jason, Spencer or Chelsea?"
"I think we both know who I'm talking about"
"She was queen for about an hour
After that, she got sour
She took all I ever had
No sign of guilt
No feelin' of bad
No"
"In a trap, trip I can't grip
Never thought I'd be the one who'd slip
Then I started to realize
I was living one big lie"
"Im guessing that the silence means you like her?"
"Sky it's complicated"
"You've already slept with her haven't you?"
When I look over at her she's smiling.
"Sky you're missing a good song"
"She fuckin' hates me
Trust
She fuckin' hates me
La la la love
I tried too hard
And she tore my feelings like I had none
And ripped them away"
"She's hot Ash"
When she nods her head I notice Spencer.
So this is where she ran off to.
"And she's fair game Sky"
I looked everywhere for her backstage.
But she vanished.
"You're a good friend Ash and I wouldn't do that to you"
That's a relief.
"We're not together Sky"
"Ashley there's thousands of girls here"
She's smiling.
"So I think I can leave yours alone"
"She's not mine Sky"
"Either way she's off limits"
"That's my story
As you see
Learned my lesson
And so did she
Now it's over
And I'm glad
Cause I'm a fool
For all I've said"
"She fuckin' hates me
Trust
She fuckin' hates me
La la la love
I tried too hard
And she tore my feelings like I had none
And ripped them away"
"Do you want to go over there?"
"Yer"
"La la la la la la la la la love
Trust
La la la la la la la la la la
Just
La la la la la(and she tore my feelings like i had none, just)
La la la la
She fuckin' hates me"
"Hey"
When Spencer realises that I'm standing here she smiles.
"Ashley"
She looks pretty happy with herself.
"Spencer"
"Everything's so blurry and everyone's so fake"
"I love this song"
I love it as well.
But I'm more interested in talking about what just happened.
"And everybody's empty
and everything is so messed up
pre-occupied without you
I cannot live at all
My whole world surrounds you
I stumble then I crawl"
"Spencer that was very unexpected"
"Can we talk about this after the song?
We're all standing in a row, I'm standing next to Spencer, Spencer's next to Chelsea and Sky's standing on the other side of Chelsea.
"You could be my someone
you could be my scene
you know that i'll protect you
from all of the obscene
I wonder what you're doing
imagine where you are
there's oceans in between us
but that's not very far"
It's pretty crowded so her arm keeps brushing against mine.
"Can you take it all away
can you take it all away
well ya shoved it in my face
this pain you gave to me
Can you take it all away
can you take it all away
well ya shoved it in my face"
I deliberately move my hand so it's brushing against hers.
"Everyone is changing
there's noone left that's real
to make up your own ending
and let me know just how you feel
cause I am lost without you
I cannot live at all
my whole world surrounds you
I stumble then I crawl"
She hasn't looked away from the stage the whole time I've been standing here.
"You could be my someone
you could be my scene
you know that i will save you
from all of the unclean
I wonder what you're doing
I wonder where you are
There's oceans in between us
but that's not very far"
I can't stop picturing what happened.
I can't stop picturing her on her knees.
Her tongue on my clit.
"Can you take it all away
can you take it all away
well ya shoved it in my face
this pain you gave to me
Can you take it all away
can you take it all away
well ya shoved it in my face"
"Nobody told me what you thought
nobody told me what to say
everyone showed you where to turn
told you when to runaway
nobody told you where to hide
nobody told you what to say
everyone showed you where to turn
showed you when to runaway"
For the first time she had complete control.
She wouldn't let me touch her.
It was all about what she was doing to me.
And I loved every second of it.
"Can you take it all away
can you take it all away
well ya shoved it in my face
this pain you gave to me
Can you take it all away
can you take it all away
well ya shoved it in my face"
She's not the same girl I lusted after that night on the beach.
She's so much better.
"This pain you gave to me
You take it all
You take it all away...
This pain you gave to me
You take it all away
This pain you gave to me
Take it all away
This pain you gave to me"
When the song ends we all start clapping.
"THANK YOU GERMANY"
I lean across so my lips are next to her ear.
"Spencer I don't know what your plan was or what your intenions were, but all you've done is make me want you more"
When I pull back her eyes lock on mine.
"And I know you well enough to know that you're freaking out right now, but you have no reason to be, because that was amazing Spencer, you're amazing"
She's smiling.
"Do you want a drink?"
"You're really sweet"
"Spencer I have a free drink card"
When I say that she starts laughing.
"I wasn't talking about the drink"
I know.
"So I didn't suck?"
"Spencer you definately didn't suck"
"I was okay?"
"You were more than okay"
She can do no wrong.
"Let's go get that drink"