Everyone looked at me like they saw an alien. Sirius' mouth hang open and Remus pushed it with two fingers closed. Alice and Marlene's eyes were huge and Peter just stared at me. When I looked back at Potter, it was like I was looking at a corps.

"James, are you alright?," I carefully asked him. Suddenly he fell on the ground and hit his head at the table. Alice woke up and tried to help James.

"Guys!," she yelled. "Guys! Wake up! James is bleeding!" Everyone stopped staring and kneeled next to James. He had hit his head against the table and it was bleeding very hard.

"Oh Merlin," I whispered. We brought James to the Hospital Wing and the nurse laid him down on a bed.

"What happened?," she asked me.

"Oh, er… I was saying something and he fainted. He hit his head at the table in his fall," I explained.

"I guess he has a concussion. The wound itself isn't that bad, but Mr. Potter has to stay here tonight. Now please go back to your dorms, Mr. Potter needs his rest." Everyone grumbled but left after a minute.

"Are you coming, Lily?," Marlene asked.

"No, I'm staying here. He needs someone to help him when he wakes up." Marlene nodded and left James and me alone. I took a seat on the chair that stood next to his bed and took his hand in mine.

"Miss Evans, what part of you going to your dorm don't you understand?," the nurse asked.

"I'm staying here, Madame. I'm not leaving James alone," I said.

"But-"

"I'm not leaving. The end," I snarled.

She sighed. "I just hate that stubbornness of those Gryffindors. Alright, you can stay. For one time, agree?"

"Agree. Thanks, Madame Pomefery."

"Yeah, yeah," she muttered, walking away. I sat on the chair again and began wondering what I should say when James woke up and asked me what happened. What should I say? I said I loved you and you passed out? That would be a little odd and unromantic, wouldn't it? Maybe I could say that Sirius had pushed him and he fell? No, Black would betray me. I couldn't risk that. I decided to just tell him the truth. Much opportunity to keep thinking James didn't give me, because he woke slowly up.

"Ow… Where am I? Wait, Lily?," he said.

"Hey James, you're in the Hospital Wing. How are you feeling?," I asked, stroking his hair carefully.

"My head's killing me. What happened?," he grunted.

"You fainted and hit your head at a table," I explained, getting nervous.

"Why? Why would I faint?"

"I-," I started, but Mme. Pomefrey interrupted us.

"How are you feeling Potter?", she asked.

"A bit of headache. For the rest completely fine," he answered.

"Miss Evans, would you please go to your dorm? Mr. Potter is awake and he saw you, now you need to go to sleep. Good night."

"Good night," I said. I kissed James on the cheek whispering 'sweet dreams' in his ear.

"I'll see you tomorrow," he whispered back. I walked back to the Common Room and when I entered it, I saw how everyone was still up and was resting on the couch.

"And?," Remus asked.

"James' awake, says he has a bit of headache. Pomefrey said he has a concussion. He needs to stay there all night." I ascended the stairs but Sirius' voice stopped me.

"Did you tell him, Evans?," he asked. Without turning around I knew he was grinning.

"What?," I asked, acting dumb.

"Bloody hell, Lily! Did you tell James you love him?," Alice snapped.

"Actually, no, I didn't. Pomefrey interrupted me," I said.

"What?," Peter yelled.

"But you are telling him tomorrow, no?," Marlene pushed.

"I… I don't know. I want it to be romantic… Whatever, this is none of your business," I muttered. I turned and started walking up the stairs again.

"Lily Evans! You stop right there!," Sirius shrieked. Everyone looked strangely at him. "What?," he asked.

"You shrieked. Most of the time you grumble. It's odd, that's all," Remus said, trying very hard not to laugh.

"It's not odd, it's sexy. All the girls think it's sexy," Sirius protested.

"No, we don't, it's bloody ridiculous!," Marlene laughed. Alice nodded in agreement.

"Oh shove it, all of you!," he grumbled. We all burst out laughing and I took my chance to sneak out.

When I woke up the next morning, I saw it was seven a.m. Normally I didn't wake up before noon on a Saturday, but today I did, because I wanted to check on James. First I went to the kitchens, getting a get well soon!-basket, because I knew the food in the Hospital Wing was awful.

When I stood at his bed, I noticed James was still asleep. I put the basket on his bedside table along with a small note so James would know it was his breakfast and walked in the corridor. There I saw how Severus, Regulus and Bellatrix made their way upstairs.

"He said we had to do it tonight!," Bellatrix hissed.

"Yes, but we all know we can't!," Severus said. "The first years are having a play tonight in the Great Hall and we're required to be there!"

"Why don't we just do it in the Great Hall, then?," I heard Regulus ask.

"Because every professor will be there too, smart number!," Bellatrix snarled.

"Bella, we can't do it tonight. If we kill that Mudblood tonight we'll blow up our mission," Severus decided.

"But we can't disappoint the Dark Lord either!"

"I know, but it's that or getting kicked out of Hogwarts! What do you think He'd do then? Lord Voldemort would kill us! And the whole thing would fall into the water," Regulus said.

"You're right," Bellatrix surrendered. "I just can't wait to kill that filthy Mudblood."

"Soon, you don't have to wait anymore. But if we do it tonight, her friends maybe would notice and Evans could get away. We can't risk making any mistakes." I felt how my heart stopped and refused to beat again. I dropped on the floor, my back against a wall. I just heard how Severus Snape, who had been her best friend for five years, five years, was making plans to kill me soon. I couldn't believe it.