SPENCER'S P.O.V
This sucks.
I don't want to leave her.
I don't want to go back home and face everyone.
But it's been six weeks and as much as I want to hide in Europe with Ashley.
I have to go.
I have to face the music.
"Ash?"
Last night was intense.
"Mmmmm"
Every muscle in my body aches.
"I've got to go"
When I say that she opens her eyes.
"Already?"
"Yer"
"Spence you should have woken me"
"I thought I'd let you rest"
I have the biggest smile on my face.
"Spence stay..."
I really don't want to leave her.
But I have to.
"I can't"
"I'll pay for your flight to be changed?"
"Ash I really don't want to leave, but I have to"
"Grrrr"
Going home's really going to suck.
"Spence are you okay with everything we talked about?"
When she hops up I force a smile.
"Yer"
"It will get easier Spence"
She's perfect.
"I know... I really have to go"
When I say that she pulls me in for a hug.
"Spence I'm really glad you walked into that hostel"
"Me too"
"Tonight's going to suck"
We've spent every day together for nearly six weeks now, so heading home without her's going to be really strange.
"Spence I'm going to spend the next two nights touching myself while I think about all the crazy shit we've been doing"
When she says that I playfully shove her back.
"You can't help yourself can you?"
I quickly lean forward and press my lips over hers one last time.
"Okay..."
This sucks.
"I'll message you when we land"
"Spence make sure you call me if you need anything"
"I will"
Why do we have to fly home at different times?
"Bye"
When she wraps her arms around me I bury my face into the side of her neck.
"Bye"
When I finally pull back she passes me my bag.
"Do you want some help getting your stuff downstairs?"
"No it's okay I've got it"
I quickly slip one of the bags over my shoulder and grab the handle on the suitcase.
"I'll see you back in LA in a couple of days"
"You will"
When I get to the door I look back one last time.
"Bye"
"Bye"
FLASHBACK
"Spencer they're your family and they're going to love you no matter what"
"I know I just..."
"Just nothing"
I'm so glad I met her.
"Spence people make mistakes everyday and I know it seems like a big deal now, but it isn't"
"Ash I'm really glad I met you"
"I'm really glad you fell for my arrogant flirting"
When she says that I laugh.
"This is god..."
Now she's laughing as well.
"Spencer I think the time has come for you to have sex with Ashley"
She just snorted.
"Spencer that was very funny"
It really was.
"I know but at the time I was freaking out, so I didn't enjoy it as much as I should of"
"You should of rewarded my comedy genius with some vagina"
"Didn't I sleep with you the next day?"
END FLASHBACK
"Are you ready?"
"Yer"
"Spence she'll be back in LA in a couple of days"
"It's not just that Chels"
I'm going to really miss her.
"Are you freaking out about seeing Glen and your parents?"
"Yer and Matt's going to be on this flight with us"
That's going to really suck.
"Spencer look where we are"
When she holds her hands out I look around.
"Okay I don't mean this alley, I mean this city"
She has the biggest smile on her face.
"This was the dream Spence"
She's right.
This was our dream trip and if I forget everything that happened with Matt.
It was perfect.
"We just spent the last six weeks travelling around Europe, we cruised the greek islands, we got vip passes to one of the biggest festivals in Europe, you met Ashley and we all met Ashley and her friends"
When she says that I laugh.
"This was our dream trip Spence and I know everything with Matt didn't end well, but don't let that ruin this trip"
"It's not ruining it Chels, I'm just dreading explaining everything to the family"
"They'll understand Spence and when they meet Ashley they'll really understand"
That's hilarious.
"You have a really hot girlfriend Spence, they'll be proud"
Ashley's gorgeous.
"Come on let's go"