SPENCER'S P.O.V
"Mum loves her"
When he says that I look over at him.
"What do you want Glen?"
"I want you to stop avoiding me and hear me out"
I really don't want it to be weird anymore.
"Glen I never meant to hurt him and I know I had a choice and I know I should have ended things first, but I got caught up in the moment..."
"Spencer stop, I shouldn't have said what I said"
Okay, I wasn't expecting that.
"Spence I think these last nineteen years have given me a pretty good understanding of how you operate..."
When he says that I smile.
"And I know you're not that girl Spencer"
He can be really sweet when he wants to be.
"And I'd be a really big hypocrite if I sat here and judged you when I've done similar things"
Hooking up with randoms at High School parties, is a little different to what I did.
"Glen I was just so confused and then I met Ashley..."
"She's a hottie Spencer"
When he says that I playfully whack him on the arm.
"Ouch"
"Let me finish"
She is a hottie.
"Glen I'm gay and it took me meeting Ashley to realise that and I really wish I had of handled everything differently, but I love her and if I hadn't of handled it the way I did, she wouldn't be here now..."
"Sorry..."
Shit.
"I left my phone"
She's pointing at my bedside table.
"Ash how much of that did you just hear?"
I'm pretty sure she's freaking out.
She just heard me tell Glen that I love her.
That wasn't meant to happen.
"I'm just going to grab that and let you guys get back to it..."
"Glen can we talk about this tomorrow?"
I really need to talk to Ashley before she freaks out.
I've jumped the gun on the whole love declaration thing.
"Yer I should probably go before Maddy puts her Sex and the City DVD in"
I watch him as he walks past Ashley.
"Ashley how much of that did you just hear?"
"What happened to you talking to Glen?"
"Ash what we're about to talk about is more important"
I quickly hop up and shut the door behind her.
"We need to talk about what you just heard..."
"I heard nothing"
"Ashley?"
"Did I hear you right?"
When she says that I force a smile.
"Ashley I didn't mean for you to find out like that..."
"Do you?"
I've definitely freaked her out.
"Do you love me?"
We haven't known each other long and admitting that I love her is a huge step.
But I've never had feelings this strong before.
I've never cared about someone as much as I care about her.
"I do"
I'm not sure if she even heard that.
I'm mumbling.
"Ashley please don't freak out"
When I say that she smiles.
"Spence I'm not freaking out..."
"You're not?"
"I'm surprised..."
"Why would you be surprised?"
I think it's pretty obvious that I'm crazy about her.
"Spence I've been waiting for you to get sick of me, for you to realise you can do better..."
"Don't do that Ashley, I hate when you do that"
I reach out slowly brushing my fingers through her hair.
I hate when she acts like she's not good enough.
"You've had me sucked in from the very first night Ash and I didn't want this to happen like this, but I do..."
I love her.
"I love you Ashley and when I look back on everything that's happened, it's all so clear"
It's crystal clear.
"I was never in love with Matt, I told him I was and at the time I thought I was, but I wasn't..."
That was a really uneducated sentence.
"I just feel like I'm finally being me and I feel like I've finally figured everything out"
I'm rambling.
"I love you Ashley and it's okay if you don't feel the same way..."
"I feel the same way"
When she blurts that out the biggest smile appears on my face.
"I love you Spencer and I've never said that out loud to someone else before, so can we please just have sex or make out, before I freak out?"
We can do that.