Eider pov

"Elsa." I said knocking on her door. I heard loud sobbing, and the castle had gotten painfully cold. I stuck my hands under my armpits to keep them from falling off, my breath rose in fog from my mouth. "Elsa!" I yelled louder. I heard the door unlock. Elsa gasped for air from all of her crying and tried to wipe her tears. She grabbed me and pulled me into her room.

"No one else is coming up, right?" Elsa gasped, grabbing on to me roughly.

"Right. Anna wanted to come but I made her stay." I replied sitting on her messy bed. My butt was freezing from her snow covered bed but I still sat there. Trying to make her feel as normal as possible. She paced in front of me brushing back her bangs ferociously.

"Am I being overly dramatic? I don't think so, she was the reason my parents went out to sea, she's the reason." She whispered.

"Elsa, Rapunzel can't control the weather-" I threw my voice into a whisper. "Like you can from the looks of outside-" I cleared my throat and my voice returned to normal. "You can't blame her for the weather and your parents accident. I can't blame my sister for my mothers death. She was just doing what all babies do, being born, my mom was just to fragile to hold on." I sniffed a little and I felt Elsa grab my hand, her room wasn't as cold.

"I understand, I need to let it go, even thank Rapunzel!" She said leaning into me.

"Thank her?" I asked.

"Well I know this will sound horrible but, my parents are the one who pulled me away from my sister. They shut me in my room afraid that I would hurt her. I thought it was right at the time but I wasn't free to be myself and if they hadn't gone to visit Rapunzel... I would still be locked in my room. Hating the world, hating my confinement, hating myself. I would have missed Anna growing up, she wouldn't be married right now. The gates wouldn't be open, you wouldn't be here. I feel so horrible saying that but it's true. I loved my parents and I think about them every single day, but things would be different if they were here, very different."

"Yeah, you wouldn't be queen." I said with a smirk. She punched me in the arm. The blizzard was starting to calm down, I had to keep going. "I love you Elsa." I said.

"I love you too." She said hugging me. The ice started to thaw. "Love can thaw a frozen heart." She whispered into my chest.

"Yes it can." I said lifting her chin up and pressing my mouth to hers. She kissed me back harder then she had ever had before, I could feel the castle warming up. I was starting to sweat, I had no idea what she was trying to do. Suddenly she pulled back from me.

"Not yet." She said getting up. I nodded standing up and fixing my coat. We walked out of her room hand in hand.

"What were you guys doing up there? The storm stopped and the castles a little to warm." Kristoff said pulling at his collar. He was still wearing his old winter clothing for when he went out to collect ice or take care of Sven.

"We just talked." Elsa replied.

"Just talked?" Kristoff questioned further.

"Yes, of course. What are you implying?" I asked, but Elsa pulled me away before he could answer. We walked into the dinning hall and Anna was missing.

"Where's Anna?" Elsa questioned and Flynn jumped.

"She's upstairs, said something about being tired." He replied timidly.

"Listen, I'm sorry about that whole thing. I shouldn't have lost my cool back there." Elsa replied casually.

"Lost your cool, more like put it on high." Flynn mumbled.

"It's fine, honestly. I know how you feel, trying to blame someone else for your pain." Rapunzel said.

"That's not what I was trying to do Rapunzel! I just realized that my parents going to visit you was a good thing, it helped make me the person and queen I am today and I'm very proud of that. So thank you very much." Elsa said, flicking her hair and walking out dragging me with her. Suddenly we were at Anna's door. Elsa opened it up slowly and carefully. "Anna?" Her call was met with soft snoring. Elsa walked over leaving me by the door. She leaned down and looked at Anna. I could see a worried expression cross her face, Anna shifted and Elsa sighed softly. She walked back to me, "She looks so exhausted, and sick." She stated pulling me out of the room and closing the door.

"Pregnancy's rough." I said, Kristoff walked past us and disappeared into their room.

"I wonder how Kristoff is handling this. He has so many responsibilities and he looks a little tired and stressed. I've been busy lately to even hang out with her." Elsa said chewing her bottom lip.

"I should hang out with her more, grow a bond now instead of when we get married." I said.

"We're getting married?" Elsa smirked.

"Of course!" I said grabbing her hand.

"How about this spring?" Elsa said. "Before Anna has the baby."

"This spring? Elsa I haven't even proposed to you yet, I thought we were going to wait!" I said.

"So you don't want to get married." She said crossing her arms.

"No I do, I really want to but I think it would be smarter if we waited until next spring, Anna won't be pregnant and dying in the heat or being in that dress. And if we wait we could have a little tiny flower girl or ring bear." Elsa smiled at my plan.

"The baby will be to small for that." She said.

"Maybe, but I think it will be easier. We can move into one room together, and I can propose properly. We can plan everything much easier and Anna won't be crazy hormonal." I chuckled and Elsa rolled her eyes.

"That's true, but there would be a baby instead." She said thoughtfully.

"That's true. I would like to wait a little bit longer though."

"What about this summer?" She asked. "Wait, that won't work Anna's giving birth in summer." She sighed. "Ok, let's wait." She hooked her arms around my neck and kissed me passionately.

"We could still act like a married couple without being married." I winked.

"Maybe." She said with a laugh. I could hear yelling from down stairs.

"Come on I think something's wrong." I said taking Elsa's hand and running down the stairs. Rapunzel and Flynn were arguing on whether to stay or leave.

"I think we should leave in 3 days!" Flynn yelled.

"Or we could stay the full week like we originally planned." Rapunzel yelled back.

"I don't trust the Queen and I can see being around Anna makes you uncomfortable."

"Really how so?" Rapunzel challenged.

"Honey do I need to explain, I know you want a baby but we can't risk your health. Anna is pregnant and so easily, it's easy for her. It won't be for you!"

"We could at least try, you won't let us try." Rapunzel cried.

"I don't want to lose you and the baby because you can't deliver." Flynn pleaded sadly. I felt like a dozen knives were plunging into my heart, I felt so bad for them and it reminded me of what my father told my mother when the doctor said that the pregnancy was complicated. I felt Elsa's grip on my arm tighten. I walked away from the door unable to hear anymore.

"Eider would you want to have children?" Elsa asked catching up with me.

"Do you?" I asked.

"I honestly don't know, my powers..." She said looking down at her hands. I stopped and looked at her, grabbing her face with both of my hands gently. Looking into her big blue eyes I said,

"You are perfect, I would be proud if our children had ice powers or if they didn't."

"Thank you, I really needed to hear that." Elsa said, kissing me. Olaf walked threw the big front doors, letting him some snow. He struggled to close the door so I helped him.

"Hello Olaf." I said.

"Hiya Eider!" Olaf waved.

"Where have you been running of to?" Elsa asked making a snow flurry over him.

"Ugh, no where. Being with Sven. Kristoff's family!" Olaf said quickly running down the hallway.

"He's unusual." I said.

"Don't I know it." Elsa said taking my hand.

"What do you think he's up to?" I asked.

"I have no clue, do you think he's lonely?" She asked sadly. I shrugged.

"Maybe. Why don't you ask him?"

"Okay, I'll see if I can find him. Why don't you come along?"

"Actually I have some reading to do." I said heading up the stairs.

"What kind of reading?" Elsa said looking up at me.

"Reading, and I have to write a letter to my father to see if he's actually coming." I stated running up the stairs before any more questions were asked. I saw Elsa pause and watch me sadly, then walking down the hallway to find Olaf. l hated not telling her what I was reading. I was reading romance and pregnancy books. The romance for Elsa and I at some point and pregnancy so I could help Anna and Kristoff. Kristoff never had time to read and Anna said she didn't need to because it was all happening inside of her. So I just helped them out. I was a little embarrassed by reading the romance novels because I didn't know how to do anything. Kristoff had talked me through some things but then it got to R rated for me to listen anymore. I loved Elsa but I felt afraid and embarrassed to do anything else besides our small kissing, hugging and hand holding. I love Elsa with all my heart and I was excited to get married and make her Elsa Caldwell. The reason I wanted to wait is so I could learn all about what love was and how to show it. If that wasn't embarrassing enough, I had no idea how to propose to her. I wanted it really special but not clique, Elsa wouldn't like that and I couldn't get ideas out of a book because Elsa has read them all. Queen Elsa is so complicated sometimes, but I love it.