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Crimson Flow
My mind is blank, blind as sight.
My body is numb, but I hold the knife tight.
There is no saviour, as I take my life.
There is no light, dark as night.
The gears in my head, it's no longer spinning.
The time of fate, is no longer ticking.
His beating heart; has stopped beating.
His life is over, he has stopped living.
But the only thing, is keeping him living.
But what is it, or who is it?
Is that you?
Chapter 2
Memory of Yesterday – Becomes today.
It felt weird. My body felt numb. It doesn't feel like that anymore. I don't know why, but it feels empty for some reason. I awake with the scent of medical stuff, almost smells like a hospital. Why? I cringe and wonder to myself. Wait.
Didn't I die?
The feeling on being on the edge of dead felt so nervous, but it felt like heaven – Like being flightless and no limits or worries. It only lasted for a minute or so until it felt like I was being picked up and carried somewhere. But where?
Time to find out.
I nervously try an open my eyes. Problem is I can't open my left eye, but I feel comfortable with opening my right though. I open to only find a white wall above me. Huh? I try to sit up and it hurts so much, but gravity worked on me and I fell back in soft fabrics.
Suddenly, all the memories come back from yesterday. Rushing and flowing through my mind as I see them splash down before me. Like a wave. It was a nice morning. I was smiling and I had a skip in my walk as I reached the front gate. Did I hallucinate those smiles? Fearing the faces that they were actually wearing behind their masks? Maybe. I then saw three of my friends standing towards me with the crowd of students standing in a circle formation. Like there was no escape of my fate. Kanda and Lenalee stood to the sides. My friend, my crush, the one I love that will never love me back was standing in the middle, with sympathy in his eyes as they shone emerald green with the faintest glint of sunlight.
Then, it all went down to hell. My friends turned against me, betrayal struck me in my heart. As I hear those words rush back inside my head. I feel a pang in my chest and I suddenly feel like crying.
"Allen. Just leave, and never come back."
But those words had an emotional hinted through them when he said that. What is happening? I went to my house as a coward and the first thing I do is go to my room in the darkest corner. I got texts and the third one. It made me want to never exist at all. Was I the cause? I'm sure I did nothing wrong. I then gaze at the knife. And then…I…couldn't help but…The crimson flow of my blood…
My mind cuts short as I hear beeping. What the-
"Oi! Baka-Bak! Come quick! He heart is pacing over average!" I hear a female voice shout, but I can't make out the words she said, as I only hear pounding and beeping. Agh. I think I'm getting a headache.
"Coming!" I hear as I feel my body shift upwards and I see an needle and a flash or colours.
I feel a pinch in my right arm and I notice that someone is putting a needle in my arm. Wait-What?!
I feel the rush of air breathe out of my body as I try and glance around my surroundings, and I feel something warm on my chest gently pushing me back.
"It's ok Walker. Just relax; we won't do anything bad to you. We are doctors. You are in Asian Branch Hospital." As on cue, my body relaxes from the treatment. I look up to meet the males voice to reach a man in his 20's with golden blond hair, with a white coat on and with medical supplies.
I relax and I use the memories of yesterday to them as my today and start fresh. I look to my left to see my arm is bandaged and I look up to see a girl that is checking with the heart monitor. She too is wearing a white coat and she has reddish-pinkish hair which stands out amazingly and she seems calm and focused. Wow.
"Baka-Bak. He is stable for now; do you think he will be alright?" She asks as she calls 'Baka-Bak' and looks at him seriously but with a glint of curiousness in her maroon eyes.
"He's going to be fine, and my name Doctor Bak for your information Nurse Fou!" I hear Doctor Bak explain both remarks as I look out the window to see a read car appear down below. I look upwards and I ignore the arguing between Nurse Fou and Doctor Bak. I just want to get out as quickly as possible. I hear a knock as I focus on the frozen nurse and doctor instead of the clouds that still over casts this town.
"Someone is here for Mister Walker. Bak-San and Fou-San, we wish to let the patient alone which is requested by the visitor." A lady says with two pig-tails and purple hair and glasses. She looks over to me with concern and I smile at her to let her know I am alright. She immediately looks away and I saw her face redden for some reason. I hope she doesn't have a fever.
"Ok then. Let's go Fou. We will check up on you soon Walker. Don't get into too much trouble while we are gone. OK? Thanks" Doctor Bak said while Nurse Fou tagged along side and the lady in tow, but her head down with her clipboard.
My my…What else is going to happen? My guardian popping up out of know-where with debts? Or is it going to be the ones who trashed my room and graffiti all over my/guardians house?
It was none of those. Do you ever feel like, when the person you don't ever want to see again comes back after almost taking your life?
Time has stopped, it's like my heart has dropped.
My face pales, as time sails.
Your fiery hair, nothing can compare.
The emerald eyes that shine, so bright; they can blind.
A smile so perfect, even if it's happy; it can trick.
Why have you come here, when you said not to come near?
I am a nobody that causes problems; I deserved the names as they call them.
So why are you here now, how can I bare this, how?
When my heart is shattered, it's like I'm battered.
Until you spoken, it's like my heart wasn't broken.
"Hi Allen. I'm sorry for what happened. Many things have happened. Many things have changed. Can we start again? But this time, with me?"
My world…
…Has come back to life. For better, or for worse?
So, how did I do this time? ^^ I hope not to shabby. 030 Anyways, Will Allen's life turn into good or bad? Will he start new with this 'visitor'?
Or will he just say no to both and be in the middle? Hang with me with the next chapter 3! And thanks for the support everyone! See ya' soon! 3
