(Nikoles pov)
I just stare at the man that is infront of me it's just I can't look at himHe disgusts me in many levels he's not the man I fell in love with ,he's no longer my human he's a monster In a flash I escaped the room and ran out anywhere I could to get far from him,I could here jasper calling out for me but no I can't, I don't want to see him lose it.
Have his blood lust start.I feel my rage starting, everything I love I destroy.
"awhhhh"in a second I punch the wall leaving a hole.
"Nikoles you must calm down, this won't help you or him" said Esme placing her hand on my shoulder.
I turn around to look at her with rage,"Help!, all I love I destroy I rather feel no pain"
"Then turn it off" Jasper said walking slowly to us.
"What?"
"turn it off Nikoles, turn your emotions off, don't feel anything anymore, you will feel no pain" Jasper suggested I stared at him blankly while Esme shook her head in a way of a no.
I fell to my knees showing no emotion, no cry, no nothing.
I look up at Jasper, he nods at me and places his hand on my shoulder, I just closed my eyes shut and felt the feeling of nothing taking over me.I could hear them arguing.
"She will feel nothing jasper if she kills she will become something unbearable to everyone" Esme hissed.
Jasper said nothing.
I looked up at him calmly, it worked.
He nodded at me ,"you feel nothing now dear sister" he softly said, I just nodded and looked at him.
I could taste the warm blood on my mouth already, does this come with turning your emotions off.
(Sky's pov)
"it's been done" Jasper said to Carlisle What does he mean it's been done.
"Jasper what you did was wrong, you weren't suppose to, a vampire like that will kill with no regret" Carlisle spat at Jasper, I could see rage in him.
Though where is my Nikole?,"where's Nikole?" I asked.
Carlisle stared at me for a second before responding.
"She's fine,she's with Esme,I will have her come in a second" he answered glaring at Jasper.
The door opened with Esme entering and my love behind her.
"Nikole how do you feel?" Jasper asked calmly.
"perfect" she smiled.
I looked at the confused, everything I can see so define.
I walked up to her and hugged her, I felt a rush of happiness when she return the embrace.
I shall update tomorrow or so.It has been longsince I haven't updated.