Hello there Sulin fans :P
How glad am I to see you guys still reading this story. And how sorry i am for not updating the last few months. School was giving me a hard time. I'm on a 2 week break now and I decided to finally do an update of this story.
I will try to update sooner next time. Everyone who's still sticking to this story, thank you! You're awesome! :P.
Now... I wanted to thank you all for the nice reviews. Once I re-read them I just thought... I gotta update this! :P. I will try updating some other stories as well :).
But back to the story. A little bit short. And I'm sorry for any errors, it's like 2 am here (why do i write this so late well yeah I was bored)
Anyway, enjoy!
5 days later...
How have the two sisters been after almost a week? It's easy to be described in one word: awkward. Believe it or not but even for Su. But then again...Su got over it quickly and was still determinded to try.
Lin on the other hand just couldn't be comfortable around Su. Lin when to sleep on the couch when everyone else was asleep. She would sneak out the bedroom and spent the night in the living room
This night she went to go again. Lin looked beside her, her sister laying down on her side, her back facing Lin so her face wasn't shown. Lin had taken a deep breath before sitting up and swung one leg of the bed
She wanted to leave, only to find herself being stopped by her little sister. "Stop" Suyin whispered. It's been for five days that Lin had to sneak out of bed! She just wanted her sister to sleep in peace.
Suyin had had fingers tightly wrapped around Lin's wrist, looking up at her. "Please" she said softly. Normally it would sounds like whining. 'Come on~ why won't you just stay with me' but it was different this time, more serious.
They haven't talked for five days and it was a big deal to Su that they didnt since they had made love.
Lin slightly shook her hand. "Let go" she mumbled. They haven't talked these five days, until now. "Just sleep..." Su said tiredly. Lin hesitated before she pulled her leg back on the bed.
Su slighly loosened her grip around Lin's wrist when Lin lay back down but didnt removed her hand yet.
Su's hand slightly went down and entangled her fingers with Lin. Lin was so close to say something about it and pull her hand back, but Su was already ahead with the talking.
"Sorry" was the first thing she said. Lin was suprised by how soft and sad her voice became. It came out as a whisper and Lin was sure she wouldnt be able to hear if it wasn't this quiet.
Lin didnt say anything back, just slightly turning her head to look at Su. "My behavior is indeed inapropriate. I know that you want me to stop. But it's gonna take me a little while to just forget about...you know. What we did"
Lin swallowed thickly. "My feelings for you have grown ever since we...ever since we had sex. You're my sister, it's wrong and i surely inderstand" a small tear ran down her cheek.
Lin's heart pounded and slightly gave her hand a squeez. She had never felt such pity for a person. She felt... Lin felt so horrible.
She still just wont admit what she truly feels for Su. "It's just hard you know" Su shut her eyes tightly, tears streaming down her face.
Lin didnt know what overcame her but she scooted closer to her little sister, her arm wrapping securely around Su's body. It took a while before she spoke up. "I shouldn't have given you the wrong signs. I shouldn't have let it happen that night. I went to far. And I'm sorry"
"I dont regret it" Su said. "Me neither" Lin later whispered. That made Su look at Lin in confusion. Lin is such a complicated person.
"Just...I just don't get it. You won't admit your feelings to me. You keep saying that you don't feel a damn thing about me but still, we fucked, you say you dont regret it. Just- Just what are your feelings towards me! I can't take this anymore! I want your honest feelings for me!"
"I can't be honest with you if I can't even be honest with myself" Lin whispered. She didn't know. Didn't know what she wanted. What did Lin even want? Did she want Su? Does she want this all. With Suyin as her...lover.
She didn't know. She was so confused about this all. They're sisters and they couldn't do this. She then started to think. 'What if Suyin wasn't my sister...' would things be different then? And would Lin be giving Su a change?
Su then slightly smiled. "Why are you such a complicated person?" Lin chuckled in return. "I've gotten no idea"
The next movement Lin made, left them both confused. Lin grabbed Su's chin, soflty stroking as her lips got closer to Su's. Leaving a soft, sweet kiss on Su's lips.
Lin already pulled back before Su even could respond to the kiss. "Lin-" she said suprised but still glad that it happened. Now it'a clear to Su. Lin wants her obviously. The damned fact that they're related is in the way.
Lin scooted a bit away from Su. "I'm sorry. I didn't mean to do that"
"You know i don't mind" Su slightly chuckled, having the urge to cry. Lin swallowed thickly, her mind was chaos. She had to leave...
"I'm going to get some water" she said before getting out of bed and not waiting for Su's reply. Su watched her leave the room. Her eyes burning in Lin's back, wanting to beg her to stay.
She heard the door shut and slightly sniffed as a few tears rolled down her cheeks.
Without realized, she talked aloud.
"Why did you have to be my sister"
Well that's all for today my friends. I hope you enjoyed it and I'll try to NOT update many months later but sooner :P
Reviews are appreciated :).