"What yah thinking about?" he whispered climbing more on top of me so that were face to face.
"You," I told him bravely feeling my heart skip a beat as he gave me a speechless curious mouth parted stare.
"What about me?" he asked as one his hands brush aside a few strands of my hair. I brought my hands up to go around him I place my left hand around his back and my right one on his lower back almost touching his bum.
'That I've always loved you and I want you to be mine' I wanted to finally say as I continued to stare deep in his eyes, but I couldn't because just as I was about to slip up and confess my feelings for him a knock sounded from my door.
"Lucy are you almost ready for school?" My dad yelled.
"Yeah dad I'm almost ready." I yell back still staring at Natsu.
"Do you need a lift?" he wondered.
Natsu shook his head for me to say no then whispered I want to walk with you.
"No, it's okay dad I'll walk." I responded back.
"Uh okay," He replied probably a little surprised because I hardly ever walked to school. "Well have a good day sweetheart try not to be late love you!"
"I will and same to you dad love you," I said back.
When I looked backed down at Natsu he was smiling so wide that I started to feel eager because I wanted to know why he was excited to go on a short ten-minute walk.
"What's so funny?" he asked curiously.
"You and your smile," I replied, "Why are you so excited for a short walk?"
"Because I get some more alone time with you which by the way is well deserved." He reassured.
"Where alone now?" I reminded him poking his nose.
"That's true!" he agreed "However I won't get you alone again till after your done with school. So, I'm going take up any spare time that you have left until then."
I knew right then and there that I was no doubt grinning like a complete idiot even though It's honestly not my fault to tell you the truth. Natsu just always had that way of making me smile and act like a shy school girl even though I sometimes try my best not to. It's embarrassing because I haven't even slept with a boy yet let alone kissed one so I automatically knew that my feelings for him were going to be a big problem. Especially if I knew very well that I most likely wasn't going to tell him or talk to him about it anytime soon. I mean just thinking about how he'd react is mortifying enough already.
Not wanting to be late for school I sighed and pushed him off me so that I can hurry up and put on the rest of my clothes and make up.
"You know you don't need that." He complimented as he leaned against my dresser watching me apply my make-up.
I smiled at his sweet comment as I continued to apply it anyway. "Thank you that's sweet of you but sometimes I just like to look glamourous."
"Well you look just as glamorous without it." He complimented again wrapping an arm around me.
The one thing that pained me the most was that his touches just usually felt like tingles and nothing more. So, it gets frustrating at times when moments like this happen and I want to feel what his hands feel like on my body. I was wearing an old vintage Ramones white crop top so his hands were touching and sliding up against my lower back.
"Come on I need to start heading out so let's go." I told him gathering all the belongings that I needed for school before heading out of the house with Natsu floating behind me