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She was sleeping peacefully due to heavy dose of medicine.. He was sitting by her side thinking how should he tell to her.. He was thinking to tell her when she will wake up.. But now the thing was that.. Will she understand him or...? What... But his heart and mind was saying him to confess them to her.. What will happen they will see then.. but still a fight was going in his mind whether to tell her or not..

Rajat1: Rajat yeh tairay pas golden chance hai bata day tou usay Apne dil k baat..

Rajat2: Nae rajat Tera dimagh Kharab hogaya hai Kia... Agar yeh sirf one-sided hwa tou...? Agar wo Tera baray mein aesa kuch na sochti ho tou...?

Rajat1: Nae sochti ho tou koe baat nae... Tou bata day.. Kha thori na jaegI tujhay...

Rajat2: Nae Rajat agar wo waqe mei aesa nae sochti hwi tou tum ek bohot achi friend bhi kho do gay...

Rajat1: tujhay aj Kisi bhi haal mein confess karna hoga warna agar unfortunately purvi k Saath bhi wae hwa jo Teri Maa k Saath hwa tha tou...? Bachman se hi tou kitna Akela hai.. And aj dekh b lia na k zindagi ka koe pata nae agar purvi ko kuch hojata tou..? Kia to reh pata us k bina.. Nae na...? Or Tarika ne Bhi Kia kaha tha na.. K purvi bhi teray baray mein kahi na kahi aesa hi sochti hai but samajh nae pati... U have to do it today at any cost...

Then he decided To confess his feelings now at any cost whether she wil accept it or not...

When he was in his thoughts he notices a slight movement in her body.. Now his heartbeats was increasing and was running like horse.. He was very much confused.. So he didn't notice that she had regain conscious... He was in deep thinking.. Thinking how to tell her about his feelings... He came out from his thoughts by her voice..

Purvi: Rajat sir...?

Rajat: huh..? Haan..? Tum ne kuch kaha purvi..? Kuch.. Kuch chayye tumhay.. Haan...?

Purvi(surprised): Sir..? Kia hwa aap theek to hain..?

Rajat: Hmm..

Purvi: Sir.. bolye na.. Kia hwa..? Aap.. Aap itna pareshan q hai...?

Rajat: Kuch.. Kuch nae.. Kuch b tou nae...

Purvi: Sir aap.. Aap abhi bhi usi baray mein Soch rahay hai na... Sir m ne apse Kahan na... Plzz aesa mat sochay.. Plz it's my request... After so much thinking he closed his eyes get up from the stool and turned his back towards her facing the wall...

Rajat(tears were present in his eyes): Kesay na sochun..? Kesay..? Yeh jantay hway bhi k mein wahan mojood ho kar bhi tumharay liyay kuch nae karpaya? Meray saamnay.. Meray samnay us ne tum par goli Chala di or mein.. Mein wahan khara bus dekhta raha... Kuch nae karpaya.. Kuch nae... Tumhara wahan itna khoon Behta raha but Mein...

And he was unable to say further because his dry throat didn't allow him to say further... His back was facing her and his front was towards the wall.. and here Purvi first think to calm him down but then she refused that thought and allow him to say further... So that may be his guiltiness will come to the end..

Rajat(taking sigh): Mein kuch nae kar paya... Dukh is baat ka tou hai he k m kuch nae kar paya... But dukh se ziyada DAR tha.. Tumhay khonay ka DAR...

Purvi with head down listening all this but when she listen tumhay khonay ka DAR.. She immediately lift her head upwards but still he was facing her with his back..

Rajat: Haan tumhay khonay ka DAR... Ab or himmat nae hai mujh mein Kisi ko khonay ki... Pata hai.. srf pandhra(15) Saal ka tha jab meri Maa mujhay chor k chali gae thi... Tab se mein bilkul alag rehnay lagGaya tha.. Papa tou thay but Maa k hamesha yaad ati rehti thi... Ab bhi aati hai Bohot.. Bus.. Tb se hi bohot chup chup rehnay laggaya Tha.. Or shayad isi leyay mein aaj bhi itna reserved Hun... But jb aaj tumhay aesay tarapta hwa dekha tou mujhay Apni Maa k yaad agae wo bhi bilkul.. bilkul aesay hi tarpi thi or phir.. Phir mujhay chor k chali gae... But tumhay aesa Dekh kar mein DAR Gaya tha.. q k nae khona chahta mein tumhay... Tum mere zindagi ka ek bohot ahem hissa ho jis k bagair mein.. mein nae reh sakta...tum mere dost se kab mere zindagi ban Gaye mujhay pata hi nae Chala or zindagi se kab mere jeenay k Wajah.. (With slight laugh) in sab bataon ka andaaza tou mujhay tab hwa jab tumhay zindagi or mout k beech m dekha... Tumhari ahmeyat meri zindagi mein Kia hai us ka tab andaaza hwa... Tarika tou mujhay bohot Pehlay hi bata chuki thi k am in love with u but mein ne humesha us ki bataon ko mazak liya but ab mujhay andaaza hogaya hai Jo feeling... jisay mein itnay mahinon(months) se naam nae de paraha tha wo actually mera pyaar tha.. Haan purvi... am in love with u.. I love u... Apnay aap se bhi zada pyaar karta Hun mein tumsay.. kis had tak is ka andaaza bhi shayad tum nae laga sakti... Bus ab mein tumhay khona nae chahta... Nae khona chahta

Still he was facing her with his back and tears were continuously rolling down from his cheeks.. Here purvi who was just listening to all this tears were rolling from her eyes Too... Her face was full of tears and was wet.. Her eyes were swollen and nose was red... but still a smile was present in her lips.. She was very happy k kamazkam rajat ne apna dukh tou uskay Saath banta and sab se Bari khushi yeh this that he loves her... She wipes her tears and said with a smile...

Purvi(tears were still making their way on her cheeks): Sir.. Aap tou phir bhi kitnay lucky hain.. Kamazkam aapnay apne mummy ko dekha tou hai un k Saath time spent Kia hai.. Kuch achi memories bhi hai Jin k zareyay kabhi na kabhi Aap un palon ko jeeTay hai.. Aap k apnay papa hai... But mein... (Teary voice) mein ne tou apni apni Maa k shakal tak nae DekhI or agar dekhe bhi hai tou mujhay yaad nae.. Naa hi meray paas apne Maa k aese koe yaad hai jis ko m yaad kar k kabhi khush Hun... Or papa Jin ko apnay papa mana wo meray sagay nae thay... Sagay na honay k baad bhi Jin se is had tak pyaar Kia qismat ne mujhay un k paas hotay hway bhi un se itna door kardia... Or meray asli papa ko tou mujhse kitna... Kitna Pehlay he cheEn lYa.. meray paas tou koe yaad bhi nae apnay Maa papa k... Bachpan se hamesha apkelay hi rahi Hun... Or akelay rehnay k ADAT hai.. Family Kia hoti hai is ka andaaza tou cid join karnay k baad pata Chala..

The thing which at same time strike in their heads was that what are they doing... they both immediately wipe their tears and..

Rajat(thinking): Yeh m Kia karraha hun... Mujhay apni feelings confess Karni thi... Apni dastaan nae sunani Thi... Or doctor ne Kia kaha tha k usay Zara sa bhi stress nae dena hai... Or mein ne Kia kya... Oh God...

Purvi(thinking): yeh mein ne Kia kya... Mujhay rajat sir ko compose karna tha... Un ka Saath dena tha.. Un ko meri Zaroorat hai.. Or mein.. Mein apni kahani lekar Beth gae...

Still Purvi was sitting on his bead with her head down and still tears were rolling but now they were slowing down... she was sitting with her head down and was thinking about the sudden out turns in her life... She was happy that their is also ONE person who loves her a lot... She never feel this kind of feeling... She was also having same feelings for him but was not able to give name to them but today he tell her what those feelings were... Yes she is also in love with her...

He take a big sigh and think that what had he just say to her... is what he was going to tell her afterward. So it's nice that he tell about his past to her right now... Now, he thought to go to her and confess his feelings in front of her face to face and by seeing in her eyes... His minds says him.. 'come on Rajat..! u have to do this'

He starts moving towards her she was still in deep thinking.. Both the eyes were still wet... he sits in front of her on a stool and holds her hand.. She immediately comes out from her trance and looked at him... Her heart beat starts running like a horse he can easily hear it...

Rajat(looking at her): Purvi.. Mein tum se bohot pyaar karta Hun...(she starts looking here and there due to nervousness) Bohot bohot zada... Or is baat ka ehsaas mujhay hogaya hai ab... I truly love u from the bottom of my heart... Mein tumhay Kisi kisam k bhi takleef mein nae Dekh sakta.. you are the most important and special to me... Mujhay nae pata tum meray baray mein Kia sochti ho... But that is what I think about you... m ne Apne "dil ki baat" keh di q k mujhay andaaza hogaya hai k insan ki zindagi ka kuch bharosa nae hai.. But truth will be the same at any cost that I love you and will love you till my last breath...

She was still looking downwards and tears were running through her eyes like a waterfall.. She look at him and says...

Purvi: Sir.. Mein ne kabhi nahi sochta tha k koe mujhse is had tak bhi kabhi pyaar karayga... Bachpan se hameaha akela rahi Hun Isley shayad pyaar ka matlab nae pata... Or Apne liyay Zara sa bhi concern Kisi ki aankhon mein Dekh k lagta tha k yeh pyaar hai... But aj Dekh bhi lia k koe Kisi se kis had tak pyaar kar sakta hai... Mein ne socha tha k yeh srf filmo mein hota hai.. But aj reality mein bhi Dekh lia... Kuch feelings tou meray andar bhi thi aap k liyay but aj apnay un feelings ko naam dedya hai... Thanku sir... Mein hamesha se apnay aap ko bohot akela meshus karti thi.. But now am not all alone... Thanku soo much Sir.., thanks a lot...

Rajat:(wipes her tears): Purvi.. Mein wada karta karta Hun tumhay kabhi akela meshus nae honay dunga... Hamesha tumharay Saath rahunge...

And they both hug each other shedding tears by remembering their past but a smile was present on their faces, a soothing smile, for their future... Because they both know that now they both are not all alone..

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Author's Note:

Allah Miyanl.. seriously done with this chap.. Ohh God. Bohot filmy type hai.. Honestly I don't think so it's upto the mark.. But phir bhi read and tell me how it is.. Any suggestions than plz tell me... I'll gladly accept them

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