Chapter sixteen
"WHAT" Brian shouted as he turned and faced Michael, who looked like he wanted to flee from the loft. He had never seen Brian so angry but it seemed that if you insult the one he loves, he gets angry.
Brian walked slowly towards Michael, making him edge closer and closer to the door. When he was flush against it Brian, slid open the door and waited until Michael was the other side of the door and said
"Don't you dare come any way near me, my family or anyone that I care for again or I will make your life hell with that little shop of yours and I will never speak to you again" Brian said as he closed the door on his oldest friend. When the door was closed, he fell to the floor with tears in his eyes that threatened to fall. When Justin tried to comfort him, he pushed himself away from the door pushing Justin to the floor. As soon as he realized what he had done, he helped Justin up carefully and helped him to the sofa that Ben was quietly crying on.
"Baby I am so sorry, I didn't mean to push you, please forgive me" Brian whispered in to Justin's lap as he cried, begging for forgiveness. He knew what pushing someone who was pregnant he'd seen it too much when he was growing; up he just hoped that Justin and his son were all right.
"Brian I forgive you, it wasn't that hard a push. I'm fine and our son is fine, I promise" Justin said as he stroked Brian's head trying to calm him, but Brian kept crying and whispering sorry in to Justin's lap.
They sat for an hour before Brian moved again; he stood up and walked to the bathroom to wash his face. Justin slowly followed him, when Brian saw him he looked the other way and started to talk "not everyone's families are as loving and close as yours. Mine especially wasn't, my father's didn't love each other. They might of when they were younger but by the time I was born, they couldn't stand to be in the same room as the other. It turns out I was an accident. I was never wanted and my father told me every day as he beat me, my daddy never stopped him and I never learnt why. When my daddy got pregnant again by the man he was having an affair with, my father killed my brother by pushing my daddy around so much that he lost my brother. My daddy was so upset he left and he didn't take me with him. Now both of my father's are dead and I'm glad. They would have ruined this experience of bringing our son in to the world." Brian couldn't say anything more as the tears that stopped had started again. Justin walked over to him and kissed and hugged him in comfort.
"You will never be like your father; you love this baby as much as I do, if not more. You are going to be a wonderful dad and husband. Do you know how I know this, because I know you, you are the sweetest guy that I have ever known. You think of others first and I love that about you. When I first told you about our baby, you stopped smoking drinking and you have taken care of us with every bone in your body. You will never become your fathers, I won't let you and when you feel yourself falling, just remember that our son and I love you" Justin said as he hugged Brian, comforting him.