I'm the Villian

Elsa stood in the door way and looked over at the stools. Her back straightened at the person whom she found there. Playing with her hands in front of her; she gathered her strength to say her piece. Head held high she made her way towards the stools; and took seat next to Regina. "You shouldn't have said what you did to Emma." She said keeping her voice low; but authority.

Regina barked out a harsh laugh. "So Ms. Swan has another admirer. How quint. How unsurprising." She didn't design to look at the young blond whom had designed to sit next to her. Her eyes just squinted as she stared forward. She tired. So ever tired of hearing how she shouldn't be treating Emma Swan. God; she wished she could still be evil; and kill anyone whom she hatred. But she promised Henry. It was so hard to keep that promise.

"You should be supporting her. You should be helping her." Elsa spoke.

"Help her? After she betrayed me. It will be a cold day in hell before I help Ms. Swan again. Henry's birth mother or no." Regnia's right fist clenched at the side of the plate.

"She didn't mean to hurt you." Elsa said in a gentle voice. "She didn't set out to harm you."

"None of those idiots set out to harm me. But every single one of their actions do harm me." Regina finally turned her angry and hurt eyes to meet the blue eyes of the new Princess to arrive in Storybrooke. Damn this town was going to be out of room with everyone from the Enchanted Forest arriving in droves.

"Your adopted son is part of that family blood line." Elsa tilted her head. "Is he an idiot?"

"Of course not." Regina barked out. "I raised Henry since he was a baby. I kept him away from those idiots."

"But did you know whom Henry was when you adopted him?" Elsa raised her left eye brow.

"No." Regnia replied.

"If you had known whom he was; would you have still adopted him?" Elsa questioned.

"He needed me." Regina softly said. "He still needs me."

"What would you have done if you had arrived in time to stop Emma from going through the wardrobe?" Elsa kept her open blue eyes glued onto Regina's dark brown ones. "Would you have gone as far as killing Snow White's baby to finally have your ultimate revenge?"

"I have never killed a baby." Regina replied. "I wouldn't have started with Snow White's newborn." She forced the bile back down her throat. It wouldn't due to be sick in Granny's after all.

"Don't you know that the women you have murdered may have been pregnant?" Elsa shook her head.

Regina swallowed once more. "So I'm a murder. I never hid it. Even once the damn curse was broken due to Ms. Swan; I never denied that I was a murder. Not even from my son." Her stomach twisted as this newest Princess's words hit her where it hurt the most. Her heart.

"Did you kill Anna?" Elsa swallowed thickly.

"Whom?" Regina drew out.

"My sister." Elsa choked out. "Did you kill my sister."

"I have killed a lot of people. It's hard to keep track." Regina replied.

"She had red hair. She loves to wear her hair in two braids. Her eyes are so full of life, trust, and love." Elsa said with a tear rolled down her cheeks. "You would remember her if you had met her. She's so full of life."

"If she's dead then it's not by my hand." Regina spoke.

Elsa kept staring into Regina's eyes. She nodded; and then looked down. "She has to be alive." She whispered.

"I hope she is." Regina spoke.

"I wo-would fee – I – I w-w-oul-ld fee-feel it if s—she w-w-where d-dead." Elsa's whimpers were very low. Regina leaned forward to catch what the blonde was saying. Reaching over to place a hand on Elsa's cold one which were in the blonde's lap.

"I'm positive that Anna is alive." Regina said in a low tone. But is being alive truly the best for Anna? Especially if she was hurt. After all the dark curse said that NO ONE should have a happy ending. What if Anna got sweapted up in the curse – and was brought here. After all I STILL don't know whom traveled to Storybrooke; and whom hasn't. This town is actually petty huge to accommodate hundreds of the royalty and the pheasants alike.

Elsa pulled herself together. She didn't come here for herself after all. She came because of Emma. Her new friend. "I know in my very short time here that you have a tricky history with Emma and her parents."

Regina barked in laughter. "Call it a murderous history. On my side that is." She could tell that Elsa didn't want to talk about her worry for her sister any longer. So she allowed the subject to drop. For now. Even at the cost of her temper. She really wanted to say on Snow's side too. But she was very truthful with herself – and knew that because Snow was responsible for Daniel and her mothers deaths – Snow didn't kill either of them with her own hands. Regina killed many, many people with her own hands. Not counting the times she ripped the hearts right out of people.

"You are Snow's step mother. Emma's step grandmother. You have magic. You know how to control your magic. Emma needs help and encouragement to control hers. She feels more comfortable going to you instead of going to the Dark One. She trusts you." Elsa leaned forward.

"Not my problem." Regina breathed out. "Honey don't you understand by now? I'm a villain. Villains aren't helpful. Villians aren't nice." She stood to her feet. "Emma is better off on her own then seeking help from me." shrugging her shoulders. "If I leave Emma's magic alone – then it's one less thing that Snow needs to blame me for. That's how helpful that I can and will be." She turned and walked from the diner.