The next morning, Dixie made breakfast before they were going to head out. When the food was ready, Jon still hadn't come downstairs. "Colby, why don't you go ahead and eat and I will go wake Jon up."
She went upstairs and knocked on his door "Jon? Are you awake?"
"Yeah. Come in."
She opened the door "hey, I made breakfast."
"I know; I smelled it. I am just finishing packing." He whispered "can I have a 'good morning' kiss?"
She smiled and nodded. He kissed her softly and ran his fingers through her hair. "Okay, get back downstairs. I will be down in a minute."
She said okay and turned to leave. He smacked her on the ass and she smirked over her shoulder. She went back into the kitchen and sat next to Colby. "Baby, Jon said he would be right down. You need me to get you anything?"
"No, thanks. This is great. You take such good care of me when I am home, mama. I wish you could come with us to the show today."
"Me too. I don't get to see you live much anymore."
"I really just wish you could come with me all the time."
She sighed and her fingers traced down his jaw "I know, baby but we can't do that. My work schedule just won't allow for that anymore."
"I know, but I miss going to bed with you and waking up to your beautiful face every morning."
"I miss you too, but remember, you were the one that insisted on me finishing college, baby."
Colby reached over and took her hand. "I remember, and I am proud of you. But you know, you don't really have to work anymore, Dixie. It's not like when I was in Ring of Honor or FCW and we were struggling. I can take care of us now."
Jon walked in the room and saw them "oh, I am not interrupting am I?"
"Naw, man. Come in and get some breakfast that Dixie made."
"Thanks, Dixie. So, Colby said you aren't coming with us this morning."
"No, I can't. We have a meeting with the new CEO of the hospital today that I can't get out of. I will be here at home in my Shield shirt cheering you boys on though" she said with a smile.
A few minutes later, Joe and Claudio got there and Dixie offered them breakfast as well. They sat down at the table and wolfed down some food and a cup of coffee before it was time for them to go. The guys loaded up the rental and Colby kissed his girlfriend goodbye. "I will call you later, Dix. I love you."
"You be careful. I love you too."
Just before they all got in, Jon told them "shit, I left my wallet upstairs. Be right back." He ran into the house and grabbed Dixie around the waist.
"Oh, I thought you were going to leave without telling me goodbye."
"Never." He firmly pressed his lips to hers and pulled her against his body. He slipped his tongue into her mouth and left her breathless. "Call me."
She nodded "I will. Stay safe." Jon walked back out and she raised her hand to her lips. "That is what I call a goodbye kiss."
That night when she got off the phone with Colby, she called Jon. "Hey babe. I can't talk very long, Colby is in the shower."
"Oh, okay. I just wanted to tell you, I am coming out to see you guys this weekend. Colby asked me to, and I said okay. I want to try and find some time to see you too."
He hated when she said she had to "find the time." He hated feeling like he was being worked into her schedule. He was really starting to hate being the other man. He didn't want to be second fiddle or second banana to Colby anymore. He wasn't lying when he told her that he wanted her to love him. He wanted her to fall head-over-heels for him because he was certain that he was smitten. He cared about his friend and knew it would hurt Colby, but his heart was aching for her. He couldn't help but be pissy "well I hope you can spare some of your precious fucking time for me when you are not being cozy with him."
"Jon, come on. We talked about this. Why are you doing this now?"
"Because, I am not just your goddamn sex toy. The only time you want any fucking thing to do with me is when you want me to bang you."
She hadn't thought of it that way, but it did appear that was the case. She did have feelings for him, but when they were finally alone, they did usually have sex. "You know I don't see you as a sex toy. You guys are always together so on the rare occurrence than I get you to myself, yes; I guess you are right; I do want to have sex with you. But that doesn't mean I don't care about you."
He took a deep breath "I know. Fuck, look Colby is coming out. I will talk to you later." He hung up the phone and put on his cool face, not wanting to let on anything was wrong.
Dixie stared at the phone, upset that they left things like that. Part of what he said was true and it was killing her. She did want to spend more time with him but the three of them were practically joined at the hip. That is how WWE wanted it: for them to look like a cohesive unit. She wondered how she could steal away and be with Jon more than for a few minutes at a time. She decided she would make the time.
She was supposed to fly out to New Jersey Saturday afternoon to be there for the house show that night and the show the next day in Brooklyn. She decided to make her flight much earlier. Colby told her they had a red eye from Montreal late Friday night, so she knew Jon would be there. She called and changed her flight to Friday after work and booked a suite at Homewood in East Rutherford, where the boys were staying. She wanted to get there early enough and get settled in so she wouldn't be seen by anyone that knew her or Colby.
When Friday came, Dixie packed her luggage and included her special bag of toys that Jon insisted on her buying. She decided if she was going through all this trouble to be alone with him, they were going to have lots of fun. Her flight left Iowa and she got to New Jersey around 10. She took a taxi to the hotel and got checked in. She unpacked and took a long bubble bath, and rested on the king sized bed until it was time to tell Jon where she was.
Colby called her to let her know they made it safely and that he had his own room. "Jon and Joe are sharing a room this time because you are coming to stay with me. Mama, I am so tired. I am going to crash so I will be rested for you tomorrow. I love you."
"Love you too. Get some sleep."
She texted Jon as soon as she hung up with Colby. "Hey there."
"Hey. What are you wearing?" Jon asked with a smirk.
"Why don't you come find out?" she asked teasingly.
"Well, I would but you are too far away."
"You know, I might be closer than you think."
"What?"
"Tell Joe you need a nightcap before going to sleep and come down to room 421."
His eyes lit up as he read the screen. "Really?"
"Yes, really. See you in a few."
She put down the phone and giggled to herself. "Damn, the things this man makes me do."
Jon tried to hide his smile when he looked at Joe. "Yo man, I am going to go down to the bar for a few. I am too wired to sleep. Gonna have a drink or two to chill out."
"Oh, okay, sure man. Just take your key and don't wake me up when you get back."
"No problem."
He got on the elevator and went down to the 4th floor. He didn't know why but he was actually nervous and feeling butterflies in his stomach. He knocked and she quickly opened and tugged him inside by his shirt. She shut the door and he backed her up against the wooden panel. He took her hands and pinned them above her head. "What the fuck are you up to?" he asked her with a smirk.
She lowered her eyelids, bashfully looking up at him. "I want to have some time with you. All alone."
"You do, huh?" He smiled and crashed his lips to hers. She moaned into his mouth as his tongue glided across hers and she brought her leg up around his waist. He pulled away and to her surprise, gently pecked her lips. He went and sat on the bed and motioned for her. She stood between his legs with his hands on her hips. "I am really glad to see you. You shocked the hell out of me though. I really can't believe you are here."
"Well, I told you I wanted to see you."
"You did. So, how long do I have you for before you go back to him?" he asked wistfully.
"Tonight I have nowhere else to be and no one else to be with. Tonight, I am all yours." She brushed her thumb across his cheek and softly kissed him.
"All mine. I love the sound of that." He was thrilled that at least for tonight, he could pretend she was his.
"So, you want something to drink?" she asked him.
"Um, sure. A beer if you have it."
"I am not sure what is in the minibar, but let me see." She saw a Heineken and took it to him. He scooted to the middle of the bed and she climbed in between his legs. She moved his arm around her and leaned back against his chest.
She was lying with her eyes closed, enjoying just being so close to Jon. They were talking and both startled when her phone played The Shield's entrance music. "Shit, it's Colby."
"Fuck! You can't get away from his ass!"
She leaned over and stared at the phone. She picked it up and hit ignore. She rolled back over and looked at him "I said, tonight I am yours, Jon."
The frown left his face and he smiled again. He softly kissed her, relieved that she was standing by what she said. She stroked his firm bicep as she kissed him, slowly moving her hand lower. She brushed across his groin, feeling his cock starting to stir. She pulled back and apologized. "Sorry, Jon. I shouldn't have done that. This isn't about sex tonight."
"Wait, what?"
"I don't want you to think I only want you for sex, so I thought we should spend the night together without fucking."
"Yo, hold up. I didn't say I didn't want us to fuck." He was shaking his head, now eating his words. "That is not what the hell I meant."
She was confused. "Then tell me what you want, Jonathan."
He grabbed her shoulders "I want more than just being the other fucking man in your life, damn it! I want you. All of you. All of your time. All of your attention." He sighed "all of your love." He fell back against the bed and hit the headboard. "Damn it!" He brought his hand to his brow and covered his eyes.
Dixie felt a sting in her heart. 'He's in love with me.' She knew that was as close as he would get to telling her how he felt. She knew how reticent he was and it killed her that she could be hurting him more. She reached out to rub his leg. "Aww, baby…"
"Forget all that shit I just said."
"But, Jon…"
He jumped off the bed. "Look, I gotta go take a leak." He went into the bathroom and shut the door. She closed her eyes and took a deep breath. She knew she was going to have to choose soon. As much as she hated it, she would have to let one of them go. She thought if she could combine them together, they would be the perfect man. There were things she loved about both of them. She was in love with Colby, but the more time she spent with Jon, the deeper her feelings got for him.
When he came out of the bathroom, he was like a different man. He walked over to her and grabbed her arm, jerking her to her feet. "Tonight you are mine and you do whatever the fuck I say. Take off your clothes. Now."
Even though he was being forceful, she looked into his blue eyes and could see insecurity in them. She knew he was always dominant in bed to keep from showing his emotions, because it was easier for him. She went to touch his cheek and he took her hand, wrenching her arm and spinning her around. He snarled in her ear "take off your fucking clothes now, Dixie. Don't make me rip them off you."
She quickly obeyed, stripping down in front of him. He reached out and took both nipples in his hands. "Very nice. Now, undress me." She smiled and bowed her head in submission. She pushed his shirt over his head and unbuttoned his jeans. She tugged everything down and felt her breath hitch when his hard cock sprang free. No matter how many times she saw him naked, she was always impressed by him. His body was perfect. She looked up at him and took his hands. "Jon, this is not how I want you tonight." His expression softened as she pulled him toward the bed. "Dixie, I don't…."
"Shhh. I know. Just make an exception. For me." He nervously nodded and followed her. He lay back in the bed and she slinked over him. She sat astride his lap and kissed him gently. She whispered "tonight you are all mine too." His eyes sparkled and he gave in, trusting her with his body. She trailed her lips down his chest, kissing and nipping his flesh. She moved down his body and slowly licked the underside of his cock. He groaned and gripped the sheets, wanting to let her pleasure him. She made circles around the head before taking the tip in her mouth. She sucked the head and then took the length of him into her throat. He let out a deep growl in approval. She slowly bobbed her head up and down, working her hand and tongue in time with her mouth. She used her other hand to cup his balls and massage them while she swallowed his cock. He threw his head back, completely lost to the sensations. He couldn't stop the moans that were escaping his lips. She was lovingly sucking his dick, and he couldn't believe it could feel so good. He wanted to make her stop because he was scared he would come, but the words wouldn't come to him. She felt he was close so she stopped. She took him out of her mouth with a plop and climbed on top of him.
She gazed into his eyes as she placed his cock at her entrance. "I want us to make love, Jon. I want to show you what you mean to me." She pushed her lips against his as she sunk his thick manhood to the hilt inside her. She pressed her hands to his chest and started to undulate her hips. He met each wave with equal motion. They moved together, grinding their bodies against one another. He sat up and wrapped his arms around her. He took her hard peaks into his mouth, taking turns sucking each nipple. She held the back of his head, arching her back as she rode him. She moaned, telling him how good he felt to her. She lost track of time, too caught up in how wonderful this moment was to be in any hurry for it to pass.
Dixie urged him to lie back and let her finish him. She took his hands in hers and balanced as she rolled her hips. She gazed down into his eyes and started to bounce up and down on his cock. He gripped her ass and guided her, thrusting up into her pussy. He saw her face contort and felt her starting to orgasm. He surged hard one last time into her, pushing her over the edge. She felt electricity shoot throughout her body and heard him come with a roar from deep in his chest.
She collapsed on top of him, exhausted. This was a first for Jon; he had never had a woman make love to him. Dixie knew that and when she sat up, she kissed him sweetly. She could see the love in his eyes and she knew that she was lost in him as well. She moved off of him and grabbed the sheet. She draped her body across his and pulled the covers around them. She laid her head on his chest and rubbed his arm. He actually spoke up first. "That was awesome." He cupped her chin and made her look up at him "thank you for this, Dixie."
"Don't thank me, Jon. I should have done this before now. You are important to me and I should never have let you feel that you weren't."
Her words were music to his ears. He closed his eyes, wanting to drift off to sleep with her there in his arms, while she was his. She was glad she had made him happy, but how would he react when she had to go back to Colby?