Allen's and Lavi's tears had dried up as the young werewolf fell asleep against the wizard. Kanda moved taking his slumbering mate and placing the werewolf on his lap. Allen whimpered lightly in his sleep as some tears rolled down his face. Kanda simply stroked Allen's hair, calming the young wolf.

"I'd never thought that I would live to see the day that Yuu Kanda became a gentle and caring creature," Lavi teased.

"Shut up, Baka Usagi! Don't call me by my first name!" Kanda growled.

"Don't tell me that not even your mate knows your true name," Lavi sighed dramatically.

"Not yet. We haven't even fully mated."

"Yuu..." Lavi began, earning a harsh glare from the vampire. "Kanda... you know that the longer you hold out for his sake, the worse it will get for you. We don't want another incident like what happened with Alma to happen again. I hate to say this, but Allen is the keeper of your soul and heart. He can counteract your powers."

Kanda looked at Lavi in shock.

"Your telling me that he's capable of white magic. That's very rare. Most beings hold some darkness within them. I will agree that his is lighter than others... but pure?"

"That's true, but not him. His soul and aura is pure innocence. Even what I can sense of his powers and seen what he's been through, his entire being remains pure like fallen snow."

Kanda looked down at the slumbering Allen as he let out soft purrs as Kanda stroked his hair.

'Allen's hair was nearly as soft as his fur,' Kanda mused.

"Lavi... what was it that you saw in Allen's memories?"

Lavi let out a long sigh.

"It will take too long for me to explain what I exactly saw and experienced. So, I guess I have to show you. Mind you, what you are going to see isn't pretty."

Kanda nodded his head as he allowed Lavi to touch his forehead. Sparks of magic flowed from Lavi's fingers into Kanda.

~Flashback~

Kanda was placed at the edge of a forest, and he looked around. He saw a boy. His red hair stuck out against the snow, making him hard to miss. The boy tilted his head up, showing Kanda the features of Allen.

Kanda noticed he looked to be at least four to six years old. Nobody seemed to give the child the time of day. The young child begged for someone to help him. Having no luck in his human form, Allen shifted into his wolf form and wondered about. Allen couldn't understand why no one wanted him. Not even his own parents, not that he could remember them. Finally ,Allen collapsed outside of a circus. That's when Mana found him and took care of the young wolf.

The vision melted from view was if it were ash being blown by the wind. It was the day that Mana was killed as Kanda could see both Allen and Mana running from the angry mob as they somehow found out about the young werewolf. Allen whimpered in pain from his arm. The two of them hid in an abandoned building. Kanda swiftly followed after the two, wanting with his very being to console his partner.

"Mana... why does everyone hate me?" cried Allen as he ran.

"I don't know Allen." replied Mana.

Kanda saw as the mob tossed bottles filled with chemicals. Rags were stuffed into the bottles and lit on fire. Kanda slowly watched as the house began to flame, the heat licking at his skin though it never touched him. Creaking caught on his sharp ears, watching in horror as a wooden beam broke from its supports. Mana had pushed Allen out of the way of a falling beam, getting caught by it himself.

"Mana!" Allen yelled out as he tried to help the one person who cared for him.

The flame that engulfed the beam tackled Allen's arm, causing the skin to melt. So that was how his arm became that way.

"No... Go, Allen. It's already too late for me. You have to live. Find the one person who will forever cherish and love you. Keep walking, never stop!" Allen ran out of the burning building in tears only to get caught by the Noah.

The scene changed yet again as Kanda witnessed everything that the Noah did to him. The experiments were so graphic that Kanda was biting his lip snarling a vow that the Noah will never again harm Allen.

The screams of the young one soon melded with ones of an older Allen. He must have been a bit younger that he is now. His hair was white now, most likely from all the stress that he had been put through. His arm... it seemed to be stitched, as if it had just been cut off. Allen laid there, panting, but fully awake. His whimpers echoed off the walls.

That is when Neah entered the picture as he knew of his brothers sacrifice to save this werewolf. He too felt drawn to help him. So at times when Allen was unconscious he would treat the boys wounds and feed him in order to keep his strength up. Finally Neah decided to help Allen escape. Neah had unbound Allen after his most recent experiment gaining the anti-vampire weapon.

"Mana?"

"No, I'm his brother, Neah. I'm going to help you get out of here."

The two fled as the Noah managed to catch Neah.

"No...!" growled Allen.

"Go Allen. Don't worry about me. Go and be free! Keep walking, never stop!" Neah shouted out as Allen did just that.

~End~

Kanda opened his eyes as ruby red tears streaked down his face. His heart ached for mate. Poor Allen has been through so much. Allen took Mana's and Neah's words to heart as he kept moving hoping that someday he would find the one person to love him and cherish him for all of eternity. Kanda was that person!

Kanda looked down at his mate, gently stroking his hair. He slowly watched as his bloody tears stained his pure white hair. He would protect him, and this he vowed.

I think I just died...

Scrlet: You didn't have to write it... Do you know how hard it is to concentrate when you cant stop crying?

I HAD TO EDIT...

Scrlet: I WROTE MOST OF IT!

Fangirls: YOUR BOTH HORRIBLE!

Scrlet/Me: *goes to emo corner with Sasuke*