Chapter 2
I wasn't able to sleep I had to much to think about how could fitz have forgiven me im a monster and the only person who seams to know that is Skye I sent hours thinking about what has happened today I slowly drifted off to sleep "dude wake up, ward WARD" I shot up in a flash "WHAT, what happened ?" Coulson walked into the lounge and chucked me a t-shirt "ward get ready we have a mission" I got up walked I into the mission room and the first person I saw was she she looked straight at me a I swear I could see her smiling. I put my shirt on grabbed a bottle of water and listened to Coulson brief us on the mission "ward you are not in a fit state to be in the field yet and Skye I need someone in the van to hack us in, fitzsimmons I want you guys back here working on new night night gun rifles anything you can thing of we want to have a less casualty as we can: Ward and Skye you two will be in the van" I look over to Skye to give her a weak smile but she just looked away "why cant I work alone in the van im sure WARD has some training or something to do" Skye looked at me in discussed I never realised she hates me that much most of the team has forgiven me but Skye that's a whole different story "im sorry Skye but ward will be with you for protection if you like it or not you got that ward ?" he turned to me and smiled he did this on purpose he wants things to be the same before my betrayal. "yes sir I understand" after that we were all dismissed I could feel anger welling up inside me so I decided to got down to the cargo to take my anger out on the punching bag, when I got down there fitzsimmons where down in there lab I could hear them whisper about me "did you see that way Skye look at ward Simmons, I get that he betrayed us but the way she looked at him was pure evil" thats what I missed about fitz his accent. I couldn't let Skye get to me after all Coulson was the one that let me back on the bus if it wasn't for him I wouldn't be here.
I set up the punching bag and started to throw some punches I started to feel much better, I could here footsteps coming from the lounge they were getting louder and louder I could just make out what it was they were saying "I don't get why Coulson let him back on the bus he betrayed us after all and I know he will do it again" it was Skye of course it was Skye she hates me and I would hate me if I did what I did to her "come on girl you cant be so harsh on him he's changed I can tell he's changed, what makes you think that he will betray us again" im pretty surprised that trip was defending me, I carried on hit the bag as soon as I heard them got to the bottom of the stairs it got me thinking bout what she had said, it made me angry really angry like ive never felt before I punched the bag so hard that I flew off the hook "hey man are you ok ?, and how the hell did you manage to knock that off the hook ?" I could feel the rage bubbling up inside me I had to keep it in but I couldn't "ITS SKYE IM ANGRY BECASUE OF YOU SKYE I TRY MY BEST TO HELP OUT I KNOW IVE ONLY BE HERE FOR A DAY BUT EVERYBODY BUT YOU HAVE BEEN ABLE TO FORGIVE ME EVEN FITZ AND NEARLY KILLED HIM I UNDERSTAND WHY YOUR ANGRY BUT THAT SHOULDNT STOP A MISSION AND IF YOU HAVE A FUCKING PROBLEM WITH ME SAY IT MY MY FUCKING FACE OR AM I TO MUCH OF A MONSTER TO LOOK AT, SO THATS HOW I WAS ABLE TO PUNCH THE BAG OF THE HOOK WAS BECAUSE IN HYDRA THEY DONT JUST MAKE YOU WORK FOR YOU THEY TORTURE YOU USE YOU AS A TEST SUBJEST" after that I ran up into the lounge to the holding cell luckily there was nobody in there to stop me I grabbed the controller ran into the cell and bolted the doors
Trips POV
when we got down the stairs I could ward was gunna burst Skye had been so hard on him but what he said was not what I expected as soon has ward had finished he sprinted up that stairs "hey man slow down" I went after him but I wasn't fast enough "Coulson wards locked him self in the cell can you try to talk him out of there I need to get back down to the lab" I used the coms to contact Coulson I had to go back and speak to fitzsimmos and most of all Skye "yeah sure trip don't worry I heard and saw the whole thing" I ran back down to the lab "ward locked him self in the cell I think you really got to him Skye" she looked at me in shock.