Falling Hard Chapter 50: Collection of Songs, a mortal instruments fanfic

Hello! I kinda want to clear up a few things. I was asked to write down the sequel's name, so that you can find it, but...I'm still thinking of a name. Also, you can easily find it under 'my stories', under my profile page, once I have written it. And, um, you might wanna follow me to get a notification. I promised a chapter full of songs I've written, so here they are! I will describe a little about each one, so...enjoy! Also, here's the list of the song names:

•The Start (Falling Hard)

•Stronger (mostly based on bullying, and standing up for yourself)

•I Have You (Falling Hard)

•Uncontrollable (Divergent. If you don't know the trilogy, I really suggest you read it! It's so good. Warning—violence and course language. But if you already read Mortal Instruments, you should be fine)

•Together (Hunger Games)

•Shattered (Beautiful Creatures)

THE START—

This song, is basically Clary singing to Jace. They are always by each others' sides. I mean, that's Clace, isn't it? That's why we love them! And for The Start, I've tried to capture all of what Clary'd feel about Jace, and all. It's pretty simple to understand, so...I don't need to explain much, do I? So...I guess this is when I type in the song! FYI, you can find this song in chapter 17.

'I was sitting alone by the wall...I had nothing at all...but when you passed by me...you could seeeeeeeeee!

'That I wasn't just a shadow! That I really meant to belong! You came up to me, and pulled me free from the forces pulling me down...oooh!

'When days are dark...you stand by me! And when days are worse...you comfort meeeeee! I'd never make it through...if you didn't see meeeeeeee from the start! From the start...oooooooh! Even when you're down...you still help me roam around...and if you...were never there! From the start...oooooh...oooh-oooh!

'I'll never look back, if you are here by my side! And no matter what goes wrong we'll pull each other up, and if we get lost, in the shadows grasping out, we'll just see the brighter side!

'In the end! We'll still stand together! And forever moooooooooooore!

'From the start! From the start! Frooooom...the...start!'

STRONGER—

Next, is a song I've written for bullying. It's getting really bad, now a days. But remember, it always gets better. Find help from an adult! It definitely helped me, with my short time of being bullied.

I wrote this song, yes, for bullying, and I tried to fit it into the story, to tell people that bullying isn't an okay thing to do. If you are bullied, take my advice and tell an adult! Now, without further ado, here's Stronger!

'Weaker. Lesser. That's what they called me. Pushed down. Let down. That's what they did to me...But how hard! Have I tried to fight the empty feeling inside. And each time! I tell myself I'll be fine, they strike back, make me feel so isolated! Every time I try to climb back up, from the bottom of the pit, they insult me and I never fight back...but I'm done. I've had enough.

Im stronger than this! I need to be more than just collapsing on the ground and letting everything over come me. I'm standing up for myself, not tolerating this anymore. Im standing up for myself, no longer being pushed around. I know I have it in me! And as long as I'm trying, nothing can hurt me, if I believe in me! I can try and try, and if I fall, I'll just get back up! Even when the days get darker...I still try. And one day, it's gonna be worth it all...in the end of this mad chaos!

Each time I try to stand up for myself, it only gets worse by far...but i know im stronger than this. If I run, these problems will just chase me, until I trip and let them overcome me again. So if I just stand up and stop. They can't get to me as hard as they used to. When they do approach me, I'll be ready, in armour and confidence!

I'm stronger! I can have a will to try! Even though I didn't completely fix it, at least I can say I tried! Finally, I got what I needed to make a change, in those around me, and myself. I'm stronger than I've ever been, never worried about what they used to say...to push me down...because now every time, I get pushed farther down, I will get back up, without a scratch! They can try to shatter everything! But never will they reach me, there's gonna be a barrier...between me and those trying to pull me to darkness...

So finally...I've got the courage to...stand up for those who can't. And it helps...without that hollow feeling on the inside! I'm stronger now...and I know it. I'm truly...finally...actually...stronger! Stronger...stronger...stronger...'

I HAVE YOU—

This is just another Clace song. You can kinda relate it a bit to City of Heavenly Fire, because, well, t speaks about being each others' hero's, and about being with each other. I don't know. I just really wanted to express my feelings for Clace. The FEELS! I want to break down in giggles, laughter, crying, and happiness, with all those Clace moments! Well, okay, not crying. (I really wish for a novella, taking place during The Dark Artifices, maybe...Jace and Clary's wedding? They would be old enough, by then. A novella of that would be my dream come true, wouldn't it? Anyone agree with me?)

Anyways...here's my Clace song! (You can find it in chapter 41)

"In this mysterious game called life, we each find our fate. I know, it's not that easy, but I just need to know. Are you my hero? When I ask you that, you don't hesitate to say that you really care. When I wonder of why you stay with me, you reassure that you just do. Every time I make a mistake, you are by my side to make it right, every single time. I don't know what I'd do with out you. 'Cause I don't deserve you. I don't deserve all those great things you've done for me.

'Cause I know! You're there for me, always. Even through the darkest hours, you don't ever stop making me feel like I'm loved! When I run away, you chase me until you have found me. If I get lost in the darker corners of life, you. Will. Find. Me! I know this world is never fair. It may drive me crazy, but I know if you're with me, I'll be just fine. You are my saviour, my hero, my everything. And everything'll be fine, as long as I have you.

I question to myself, what have I done to earn your trust. You seem to read my mind, and reassure me that you'll never leave my side. I don't believe you are even real. I wake up each day, wondering if you are just a dream that I'll eventually wake up from. Though when I reach out to you...you grip my arm and lead the way to a brighter future! I cannot say. How much you really mean to me. And if you forget, I'll tell a million times, forever...

I will not ever choose to part with you. I'll follow every step you take. I'll go through more than you think I would, just so I wouldn't loose you. 'Cause I know. You'll follow me as well, and I'll never let go, never move away from you. Till the end, till the end. I'll never forget just how much you mean to me. And I'll never forget how much I mean to you, because we're perfect..for each other...we won't let go...no, never...

Because we know, we're forever. We will never let go. And everything'll be fine, as long as I have you. Oh, oh, I have you...oh, oh...I have you."

UNCONTROLLABLE—

I mentioned, earlier in the story, that I'd write a few songs for you guys, that aren't related to my fanfic. This one, is based on Divergent, the first book to the Divergent Trilogy, by Veronica Roth. I absolutely love the Divergent Trilogy, so much. Try it, if you haven't already!

This song is based on Tris (Beatrice) Prior, and her crazy and dangerous life since the choosing ceremony. I stayed up 'till pretty late, writing this one. But nonetheless, I loved writing it. I hope this will do Tris justice! This is the first time I will be presenting it on , so I am proud to present to you..."Uncontrollable"!

All my life, I've tried to fit in, never feeling me. When I took a look around, I tried to be that selfless girl I couldn't see. But everytime...I think back...to what could be! If I leave, if I try to find myself! I have tried, ever so hard, to be like everyone else. To fit in and act like the people that surround me. But I am selfish, I am brave, and I can't keep myself contained!

The girl I used to be, died inside of me, when I broke free from the shell that held me down! The fire's not extinguished, in me! I took the chance, to change myself for the better! This whole time...I've tried...to be the same. Though I realize that I am different, and I'm gonna make a change. I'm selfish, I'm brave, I'm Divergent. And nothing stands in my way! I'm unstoppable, uncontainable, uncontrollable!

I was given the choice, to pick either that I'd stay and dull the flame that burned through me. Or leave and choose a different destiny! I could not live with myself, if I'd had denied my true self! I'm stronger than I look, less fragile than before. I'm climbing up the charts! Stronger, I may seem, less I can hold back. If I try to keep my secret anymore, i may not make it through! But with you. By my side. I know whatever we have to face, we'll face it together!

Each day goes by in a drag. Decisions, to save the people who have made me seem left out, unintentionally. Decisions to leave them alone, and let them wither away. I may be selfish. I may be brave. But I will never forget how they are a part of me! I may not seem the same. But deep down inside...I have the memories of the same girl who walked amongst those streets. Just—Now I'm different. On the outside. And the in. Nothing can part from that. But...

We may not make it to the end of today. We may not ever live to the end of tomorrow. We'll ride the train 'till it ends. And then...

TOGETHER—

So, this is the second song I've written that wasn't related to my fanfic. It's based on The Hunger Games...just so you know. This took me longer than it took me to write any of my other songs, so I really hope that you guys enjoy this piece.

Basically, this song is about Katniss' journey, from the Seam, to the Games. OH MY GOSH, THE FEELS IN THAT NOVEL! Am I right? Anyway, before I get too side tracked, here's Together!

Our whole lives, spent afraid. Scared of being chosen. Always struggled to be kept alive. Everything was scarce, but I needed to try. The things I have done, all the laws I've defied, isn't even a fraction of what I'm facing right now!

Never wanted to be a part of these games. They've ruined me, haunted me to no end! You didn't want to be...just a just a part of their merciless games. You wanted to be something more! All we need to do is prove that they were wrong, that they shouldn't mess with us, to begin with! We're still keeping the hope, that maybe, we'll be free!

I'm forced to fight the innocent, those who'd deserve to live. And there are those who never even had a chance, in these games. I have seen, these games, but now, I'm in it. No way to get out, no way to escape. Except to win. But loosing will be easier. Loosing, giving up, is easier. But no, I mustn't give up, not while I know how much I've gone through!

Days feel like weeks. Weeks feel like months. Keeping one eye open, even when I think I'm safe. 'Cause I'm not. I won't ever be...until I win this! I need to see the next day, I want to, I need to make it back home, to see my family again! But if I win...you will not. How will I live with myself, to just leave you here?

I've made my decision. If you die, so will I. There is no going back, and we must, yes, we must, make it back. Together...

SHATTERED—

Months ago, I read Beautiful Creatures. I loved it, and I still do. I picked to write a song after it for two reasons.

1) because I had way too many FEELS about it.

2) because i needed to quickly write another song, because I did promise three. And this was what came through my mind. The stress that's been on my shoulders because of fanfic has been pretty overwhelming. I spend hours a day thinking of a good plot for the sequel, hours thinking of a third song...I can't take it anymore. I hope you understand that I might post the sequel a day late...

Anyway...this is in Ethan's perspective of what's going on. I kinda wanted to do one in Lena's perspective, just because she's the caster, but that's pretty hard, considering the fact that pretty much none of the book was in her perspective. Okay enough chit-chat. Here's the song!

I always knew there was something different about you. Since that moment you passed by me, leaving me wondering about you. You were something strange that changed my life. I used to think that that life of mine, was never gonna get better. Yearning to leave, leave and never look back, I thought that everything was only going to stay the same, that everyday, I'd wake up to find the same things going on...but...

You shattered everything I believed! Nothing seems quite right to me. Oh, but the one thing I'm sure of, since you walked through those halls, and into my heart, that nothing, evil or not, could ever bring us apart. You don't need to do this alone. We could face this together, uncover the truth, and prepare for the future, together. Don't know what's true, don't know what's right, but as long as I'm with you, I'm alright.

As the your day draws nearer every day, every hour, every minute, you pull away from me. But I'm here for you, you can tell me what's wrong. Don't let your fears control the time we have now. I'll help you, I'll be by your side, I won't leave you. Because every second that passes, every time the clock ticks, you only shut more of yourself out, try to get me to leave you alone. Because you're afraid. But aren't we all? You say that you might hurt me. YOu say that I should go. But shutting me out is killing me. Worse than what anyone could do to me to separate us...

The end. That day is here. you can't push me away anymore. we've gone too far to stop just now. So don't lock me out, we'll figure this out together. 'Cause no matter what, there's nothing I believe more than you and me!

And that's all I have for you guys! I will officially turn the status of this fanfic to: complete. Thank you for reading my songs! Please tell me your favourite one through comments! I'd love to see which is your favourite! Also, please favourite this story, which'll help me get more views. Remember, I will still be reading all the reviews! Wait till next week, I'll have the sequel out by then (hopefully)!

Okay, this might seem really random, but if you could, which fictional character from any tv show, movie, or book, would you bring to life? (Answer in the reviews)

I would bring either Jace (My fictional crush. Omg, I feel so embarrassed to admit my fictional crush. also, he could teach em some Shadowhunter techniques. That'll come in handy...*Evil grin*), Clary (She could teach me some art techniques), or Magnus Bane (Seriously, we'd throw some sick parties) to life.