Chapter 10

You woke up in Loki's arms. You smiled to yourself and got out of bed without waking him. After a shower, you returned to your room to find Loki awake, sitting up in bed.

"Good morning." You said cheerily.

He chuckled. "Indeed it is." When he got out of bed, you blushed. Taking in your reaction, he wrapped a sheet around his waist and walked into the bathroom.

As you were making the bed, a knock came from the door. "Come in." you called.

Clint walked in the room, and you said a silent prayer that Loki would stay in the bathroom until he left. Apparently, God wasn't paying attention to you today.

Loki walked out of the bathroom with only a towel wrapped around his waist and paused to stare at Clint.

"Um, hi." Loki said before grabbing his clothes from the floor and walking back into the bathroom. You turned to Clint, trying to think of an explanation for what just happened. You opened your mouth, but Clint interrupted you.

"I seriously don't want to know." He said looking at you. "Just please be careful, God knows we don't need any little Lokis running around." Causing you to turn bright red.

You sighed, thankful that he wasn't going to try and kill Loki. Then you thought about his comment about children and paused. You had wanted children once, before you realized how deadly the world could be, now the thought of bringing a child into the world terrified you. But you still wondered if one day you and Loki might…

"(Y/n)," Clint said snapping his fingers in front of your face. "What's wrong, you're not pregnant are you, I swear to God if you are, I will kill him."

You shook your head quickly. "I'm not, I promise."

He nodded in relief. "That's good, so um, there's breakfast in the kitchen if you're hungry."

You nodded. "I'll be down in a minute."

He nodded again and left. As soon as the door shut, you felt Loki wrap his arms around your waist from behind and place a kiss on the side of your neck.

You were still thinking about the "little Lokis" comment and you felt Loki tense up behind you. You turned around to see what was wrong, only to find that he wouldn't look you in the eye.

"Loki, what's wrong." You ask, trying to get him to look at you.

"I heard." He said simply, sounding slightly bitter.

"Heard what?" you ask confused. "My conversation with Clint?"

He shook his head "No, though that could not have been pleasant, I fear this may be worse."

You sighed in frustration. "Will you just tell me what's wrong?"

He looks at you now. "I heard your thoughts, just now, about the children."

"Does it bother you, me wanting that one day?"

"Yes! It bothers me. How could you want that? Don't you think having one monster in your life is enough, now you want to bring more into the equation?" He yelled as he began to pace.

"How can you say that?" you whispered.

He sighed and came to a stop in front of you. "Because it's true. What good could my blood possibly bring? They would be the children of a monster, and through that, become monsters themselves. I am sorry, but I could never give you what you seek, I cannot give you a family of your own."

You sigh and wrap your arms around him. "How many times do I have to tell you before you get it through your skull? You are not monster. But if you don't want children, I won't fight you."

He sighs as he pulls you closer. "Of course I want children, I'm just afraid that they will become the evil that I feel lives with in me."

You sigh. "Loki, we don't have to talk about this now, it can wait until a later time, I mean, we're not even married, so there's really no point in talking about it now."

Loki nods and pulls away. You smile at him and take his hand, leading him out the door to breakfast. Once on the elevator you pause.

"Oh, and Loki."

"Yes?"

"If I ever catch you in my head again, I will hit you."

He laughs and pulls you closer. "Okay love, you won't catch me." You glare up at him, and he gives you his trade mark smirk before kissing you gently.

After stepping off the elevator, hand in hand with Loki, you caught Nat and Tony's smirk and glared in return. Clint was such a gossipy bitch. You sighed before sitting down next to Thor with Loki on your other side.

"So (y/n), how was your night?" Tony asked with a knowing smirk. You gave him a look that screamed for him to shut up, which he pointedly ignored. "I hope it was "heavenly". He said with a chuckle.

"He's not even that type of god, you idiot." You snapped at Tony before giving Clint an evil look. "But, since you seem to be okay with openly discussing my sex life, how long have you two been shacking up?" You asked motioning between Nat and Clint.

Tony choked on his drink while Bruce thumped him on the back a few times. After he could breathe again he looked between Nat and Clint before turning to Steve. "You owe my 50 bucks!" he cheered before sitting back smugly.

"You made bets?" Clint asked indignantly. "Seriously, don't you guys have anything better to do?"

"That's funny coming from you, you gossipy bitch!" Said before chucking an orange at his head, which of course he caught before throwing it back, but not at you, at Loki. "Besides I needed their opinion on if I should kill this asshole or not." He said, but with amusement in his voice.

Everyone looked up when Bucky came into the room, his eyes scanning everyone's faces until they met yours. Your stomach flipped with worry when you saw his eyes brighten when he saw you, and harden when he saw Loki next to you. You replayed what Tony told you the night before about Bucky having feelings for you. You then feel Loki tense up beside you, you turn to him to find him glaring at Bucky. You place a hand on his arm, hoping to calm him down a bit, it seems to work a bit.

"Good morning (Y/N)." Bucky says as he walks past you to sit beside Steve.

"Morning Bucky." You say. I have to talk to him, before this gets too far. You think to yourself before looking at Loki. I don't need anyone fighting over me.

Loki looks down at you, a small smirk on his lips. "It would hardly count as a fight love. He wouldn't have a chance before I killed him if he touched you."

You jump as you hear Loki's voice in your head. Then you glare at him. "I thought I told you to stay out of my head."

"I can't help it love, it is just so interesting in here." Loki countered his trademark smirk growing.

"But I told you-"you started to say before you were interrupted.

"Can you two please stop that?" Clint said "It's weird."

"How is it weird?" you asked, taking your gaze off of Loki.

"It's like you guys are having a silent conversation with each other." He said before stuffing a piece of bacon into his mouth. "It's creepy."

"Actually Brother Barton, its most likely- ow brother, why did you kick me?"

"I haven't the slightest idea what you speak of Thor." Loki said back.

"You kicked me just now under the table. I was just going to say that- ow Brother, why?" Thor whined.

"I still have no idea what it is you speak of brother." Loki said with his signature smirk plastered on his face.

"Loki, sto-ow! What the hell dude." You say as you feel him kick you in the leg.

He looks at you in alarm, "I swear, that was not me."

You look over at Clint who has a satisfied smirk on his face. "You asshole." You say before returning the kick only to kick Nat instead. Needless to say, a kicking war broke out before turning into food being flung at each other. You smile as Loki picks eggs out of your hair before placing a kiss on your forehead. "I love you." You think to him.

"I love you." His voice whispers in your mind and for the first time in years, you felt at home.

So this not how I pictured this chapter, honestly I had no idea where I wanted this chapter to go. Pretty much thi is just a light chapter to help lighten the mood after all the heavy tings that happened. Also i know that a lot of things i have in the story are wrong, such as Clintasha. Honestly i wrote that before i saw Age of Ultron, i also have not seen civil war so i have no idea what happens there...so yeah sorry. Also i wanted to say again, sorry for the really late updates. ~ Nikki