Hola I am back with another chapter! I am not going to lie I was very lazy writing this chapter, which took me a while to write (4 months) okay so maybe Longer than I expected, but better than nothing right? Anyways read read READ!

I was in the car. The car was parked along with the 40 or so cars along the crowded street.

I put the car mirror down checking if there were any smudges in my brown smokey eyed make up. There was not a single flaw.

I sighed, resting my head on the steering wheel. Is this even a good idea to show up? You don't even like Sebastian. I argued with myself. Of course it is we need to show Jace and John that nothing is going to happen to me, I reply back to my inner conscience.

I lifted my head from the steering wheel and inhaled air while opening the car door.

I straightened out my white tank mini dress, and put my hand on my chunky 3 gold flower necklace that hung short around my neck.

I closed my car door and was striding my way to the front door of the large yellow house in my 4 inch nude pumps.

You could definitely hear the music and I was surprised the neighbors hadn't called the cops.

I didn't know if I should knock or ring the doorbell mainly because they wouldn't hear over the music.

I decided to just walk right in.

I pushed the white door open to see a sea of people dancing and grinding and drinking, basically anything you saw in the movie project X, was happening at this party.

Usually I would've loved this, but I didn't feel like I belonged. I felt alone. I felt like the old and real me. Not this. Not wearing trends and heels, not going to parties and flirting with boys. Just me.

The "just me" was the girl playing video games on Friday nights and would draw or read in her free time and wear glasses with just T-shirts, skinny jeans, and converse, along with no make up and letting my untamed curly hair down.

Maybe if I could just turn around now and find Simon... But not until a pair of dark eyes locked with mine... Sebastian.

I gave him a smile, but his eyes shifted behind me and his eyes darkened even more.

I turned around, and at that very moment I knew why I came here. I was going to prove Jace wrong.

I hooked eyes with him as he closed the front door behind him. He looked at me with a smirk and walked over to me.

"What are you doing here?" I say in a harsh whisper.

"Isn't obvious? I am here to see you prove yourself wrong," at that moment a female waitress walked over with alcohol beverages on a tray, "and also for the refreshments" he smiled down at me while removing one of the drinks from the tray. Then a red head, Sealie, called Jace over to the dancing crowd. Jace leaned down and said "and of course I would have the lovely chance to make a girls dream come true as I dance with, so will you kindly excuse me," he said as he pushed his beverage into my hand.

All I did was glare at him while putting the drink down.

I felt a tap on my shoulder. I turned around to find myself face to face with Sebastian.

He smiled down at me and said, "Drink?" I nodded with a forced smile and took the drink from his hand.

I took a sip of the drink to avoid the awkwardness of not doing anything and to seem I'm actually having a good time.

After a couple more sips I felt my shoulders being pressed down, I turned around but no one was. Sebastian spoke a little to innocent and said, "Is something wrong Clarissa?" I all of a sudden felt very dizzy. I put my hand to my forehead, trying to concentrate on the floor. "Here let me help you." Sebastian said while guiding me upstairs into a room.

I lied down on one of the beds and then I lost all my senses, I couldn't move.

The last thing I remember is falling asleep into a pile of darkness.

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"Clary, Clary!" Someone said with worrying in their voice. They started to shake my shoulders and I finally started to flicker my eyelids open.

I looked into a pair of concerned eyes. The person let out a breath of relief. "Are you okay? Did he hurt you? What happen?" Jace said with a ramble while lifting my arms to see if there were any evidence of cuts or bruises on me. But there was none.

"What?" I said yawning while sitting up and rubbing my eyes. "Did he hurt you? Did Sebastian hurt you?" Jace said a little too fast with panic in his voice. When I realized what he was saying I tried to think what happened. "I-I-I don't know, I came up here with him because I felt tired , almost feeling like someone was pushing on my shoulders downward, but I was too tired to push back and all of a sudden became weak and next thing I knew I was on a bed and I couldn't move." I said to a Jace looking really confused. "But what happened after that?" Jace said still panicky. "I don't know, I fell asleep." I said.

Jace didn't look satisfied. He nodded and lifted me up. "I'm fine, I can get up myself." I said.

"Clary could you just stop, just let someone help you for christ sakes!" Jace said aggrivatedly.

"Jace, give me one good reason why I should let you help me?!" I said with wide eyes.

"Because I care about you!" He yelled. He looked shocked after he realized what he said out loud, especially when he saw my reaction as well.

I pulled out my phone scrolling through my contacts. Jace sighed, "Clary what are you doing?" He said as he looked down at the floor.

"getting a ride," I said with a little anger.

Jace scoffed at the wall shaking his head and under his breath he said, "whatever," and he got up to the door and right as he was about to open it he then decided to turn back and say, "I know I am an asshole and did some shitty things to you, but at least I am making an effort to make amends or at least trying to being nice." He opened the door and walked out.

I'm not going to lie, his words hurt. But I'm not hurt because it was directed towards me, it hurt because he was hurting and it's all because I am being stubborn.

My phone buzzed.

Magnus 'The Magnificent' Bane: I'm Here out at the front.

I got up and went downstairs to see a drunk people still drinking. There had to be only 15 or 20 people left at the party. Man they like to party.

I walked out the front door and got into the black car of Magnus Bane.

"So how was the party?" He said with a smile.

I looked straight ahead at the road and said, "Just drive."

Jace POV

My car was parked behind the black car and I saw the girl with red hair get into the car. When I knew she was safe and had a ride home, I drove off home.

So what do ya think? Please review and let me know! Please check out my other story Raise Your Voice! It needs some support and attention!

See you till Chapter 13... :)