I was inspired by the song "I hate love" by Claude Kelly and I just thought... Lovino is grumpy enough to be a little shit a lot of the time... but I'm betting in this situation, he'd get pretty bummed out.. so...

Lovino was laying in his bed curled around the stuffed animal he'd chosen to grace with his affection that night. The bed next to him was warm, and in turn so was he thanks to the arm tossed over his side.

It wasn't very often Lovino crawled into Ludwig's bed. That would mean waking up with him in the morning and Ludwig generally woke up a lot earlier than he did. Especially on weekends. Every once in awhile however he was struck with the desire to curl up with the blond. It would occur if he was little and scared, or too damn tired after sex to bother getting up.

This time was different.

Lovino had gone to bed in his own bed the night before. He'd been getting increasingly crabbier as the week drew to a close and last night had been no exception. He'd been moody and snappish and basically didn't want to be touched or talked to at all.

Why? Well it sure as fuck wasn't because Ludwig was going away for a week on a business trip without him. No fucking way was he upset he'd be alone in the house while the potato eater was off looking at whatever fucking shit he needed to get done for the second club he owned (and his cousin ran) on the other coast. All while Lovino had back to back shoot jobs he desperately needed to keep.

At least that's what he'd insisted when Ludwig kept trying to sooth him…

And now here he was, looking at the clock with a deep scowl as it sat at 3:59, a minute away from the alarm that would wake Ludwig. He hugged the stupid rabbit Ludwig had gotten him when he first moved in closer to himself (No he hadn't chosen that one because he was sad! Jeez!)

He'd denied and denied his upset, said it was just a week, Ludwig was stupid, Lovino wasn't ACTUALLY a baby… but he still crept into Ludwig's bed, curling his way into the sleepy dom's arms, comforting himself in the warmth. Now he was being forced to come face to face with the reality of the situation.

He snapped his eyes closed the second the alarm went off. Trying to block out the pain that shrill sound brought. Ludwig groaned, then hummed in curiosity as he realized Lovino was there, and quickly reached over the smack the clock silent.

Lovino could almost feel the eyes on him as he made a soft sound and shifted just slightly towards the warmth, wanting to appear as if he was still asleep. There was a soft hum, and Lovino was glad most of his face was hidden in bunny fur as he felt Ludwig's fingers card through his hair. A few more moments and there was a press of lips to his forehead before the other gently made his way out of the bed.

Lovino risked opening his eyes slightly, watching the other stretch and walk off towards the master bathroom for his shower… he'd have to leave for the early morning flight soon.

The sub swallowed hard as the shower turned on. He could feel the upset rising in his chest, his eyes stinging with tears already. He fought it back, cursing himself for being dumb enough to cry. He was 25! He shouldn't damn well be crying! But it was harder to convince himself of as the bed grew cold

Ludwig came out of the bathroom as Lovino had reclosed his eyes. He was scared to 'wake up' he didn't think he could control it… and he sure as fuck wasn't about to start sobbing like a fucking baby regardless of how many paci's he had in his collection!

Silently he listened as the other clicked on a lamp and pulled on clothing. He heard a last few last minute shuffling before the other snapped his suitcase handle up. Lovino's heart wrenched. He'd told Ludwig not to wake him. He'd grudgingly given kisses and wishes for safe travel the night before so he could sleep… he thought he could sleep right through it… but knowing Ludwig was just leaving without-

The bed dipped

"I love you so much kitten" He heard Ludwig whisper against his hair, a hand running along the curve of his body as lips dipped for not one- but three gentle kisses along his cheek, "I'll be home in a week…" delicately he felt the others thumb brush over his cheek, wiping away wettness Lovino hadn't been aware of, "I'll text you as soon as I land, don't be sad"

Lovino didn't respond, throat tight, though he was sure Ludwig probably knew he was awake from the way his face burned and his breathing came harder. One more kiss to his cheek and the weight on the bed disappeared, and the lamp clicked off.

It wasn't until He heard the bedroom door click shut that he moved, slamming his hand over his mouth to muffle the sob. Listening carefully to the steady sound of foot steps, and finally, the echoing of the front door as it shut and locked. Then Lovino cried.

It was hours later when Lovino woke. He'd cried himself to sleep. Exhausted by the lack of it the night before. He sat up in the bed, looking at the clock. Ludwig would never let him sleep in this late He thought to himself sadly, then huffed. He should be happy sausage breath isn't here to interrupt his sleep! He grumbled knowing he wasn't going to be happy about that and sighed again. He got out of the bed, making his way into his own room. He had an hour until he had to be at work, the shoot was a late one because of the model's schedule.

When he got into the room and was caught by a flashing light coming from his phone on the bedside table. He groaned. Fuck had he missed them calling him in early? He picked it up, unlocking it and opened his messages.

Oh. not work.

"Daddy" was the contact that was bolded, signalling a new message. He opened it and paused,

morning Kitten. I left breakfast for you on the table. I'm about to get on my flight, but give me a call when you get home from work. I took a little something with me to help me feel better. I hope you don't mind.

There were two images attached in following messages. He opened the first, and he would deny that he smiled, but he did. It as a picture of the inside of Ludwig's carry on, One of Lovino's stuffed animals, a little orange and brown cat, was tucked in there. It was the one he'd shove into Ludwig's arms insistently when the dom was sad or stressed or sick. It made him feel a warm flush and he let himself have that moment.

He scrolled down to the next one and clicked it, then the smile dropped replaced by a deep blush. How had he not heard that!? It was a picture of Lovino curled up in his bed around the rabbit he had left in Ludwig's bed. The small smile on his face was obvious from where Ludwig stood. The caption read: ' So I can remember what I have waiting for me at home.'

Lovino scowled and huffed then typed a message he knew Ludwig wouldn't get yet…

Dumbass. You really need a reminder? Just get your ass back here in one fucking piece.

Then just because he added

Moron.

He tossed his phone down, getting himself ready, skipping breakfast as he rushed out the door.

When he returned hours later he sighed in relief. One day down. He dropped his bag by the door and kicked off his shoes. He was a little irritated still, knowing it was going to be a week alone… but whatever, he could take care of himself. He'd be fine, he'd just- He stopped in the kitchen and looked at the table tilting his head. He walked over and pinched the bridge of his nose. A smile twitching at the corners of his mouth

"That fucking dork…" He murmured, but regardless he lifted the glass dom that encased a batch of strawberry and apple muffins, all in heart shapes. A note scribbled reminding him to eat fruit and meat as well. He listened, putting together a plate for dinner and sat, eating all by himself.

When he was done, he looked at his phone. Ludwig would be off the plane, but he'd probably be busy… He'd sent a text saying he'd landed safely, also reminding Lovino that calling his Daddy a dumbass wasn't nice but he had a lot to do while he was there… besides He looked at the clock. It was really late…

Lovino walked towards the main bathroom where his stuff was, but he paused as he passed Ludwig's room. He looked in and changed course, stepping into the other's bathroom, remembering how the shower always smelled like his body wash every morning

He climbed in, using all of his dom's products and feeling eased by the smell that surrounded him. He shook his head and rolled his eyes as he turned off the water… he was so pathetic…. But as long as he was being that way…

Ten minutes later, Lovino was dried off, his hair was brushed and he was sitting in the still unmade bed. He was wearing Ludwig's Pajama shirt, Ludwig's pillow was in his lap, all while he stared at his phone trying to beat away the sad he felt at being alone with a round of candy crush.

That's when his phone rang, He jumped, started and dropped it before scrambling to pick it up. He wasn't even thinking as he pressed the answer button on the skype app and quickly burst out with an excited"Daddy?" then immediately his eyes went big as the horror of his own excitement set in.

There was a deep chuckle at the other end right before the camera came to life, Ludwig was sitting back in a bed, laptop obviously on his lap as he gave an amused smile, "Hello Kitten. I was hoping I'd catch you." Ludwig raised an eyebrow looking at the bottom of the screen, probably realizing what Lovino was wearing "You didn't call, did you just get home?"

Lovino blushed and cringed, "Ah… yeah… sorry I got home a while ago, but.." He looked at the clock on his phone and frowned doing the math then scowled, "What the hell are you still doing up? For someone who's so damn responsible about bedtime you aren't really fucking thinking are you? You're gonna get jet lag stupid!" He scolded

There was some tired laughter "So sorry sir" He said lightly, causing Lovino to grumble and blush more. Burying his face partly in the pillow "I couldn't sleep without saying goodnight to my little one could I?" He said with a gentle, warm smile.

Lovino peaked at him and felt his defenses lower a little "Well… I guess.." He conceded. "The flight was good?"

"It was fine. Was breakfast good?" He asked with a smile and Lovino looked away guiltily. Ludwig sighed "I'm gone one day and you're skipping meals… did you eat dinner?"

"Yes" Lovino answered, a little relieved he had done so. "T-The muffins are good. Thank you"

"And you had other stuff as well?"

Lovino rolled his eyes "Yes sir"

Ludwig chuckled "Been a while since you called me that"

"S-Shut up" He stuttered, going red again, Ludwig just laughed more. There was a quiet and Ludwig just looked at him warmly. "H-Hey… uhmm" Lovino started, frowning slightly shifting a little uncomfortably. "I miss you…" He murmured just loud enough,

Ludwig smiled a little sadly, "I miss you too, Kitten. I'll be home before we know it though alright?"

Lovino nodded, then sighed "I know I know. It's just a damn week… but it's gonna start off like shit if you don't go the fuck to sleep" He said with the returning scowl.

"You're probably right" Ludwig answered with a nod, "You should get some sleep soon." He added then smirked "Enjoy my pillow, and pajama's and… my bed too apparently" He said looking far too pleased with himself.

"Yeah well, enjoy your damn cat" He grumbled,

"I am" He answered lifting the plush up from his lap and showing the camera. Lovino just blushed more.

"Alright fine you win!" He grumbled "just go to bed"

Ludwig smiled and nodded "Alright. Good night Lovino. I love you" the blonde said, Lovino not missing the light colouring to his cheeks.

"Yeah… uh… good night." he grumbled. Then he took a breath of air and "Iloveyoutooidiota" he scrambled out before hanging up the call and tossing the phone.

He hid under the blankets, Ludwig's blankets, and cuddled with the pillow, blushing and scowling. Eventually letting it melt away as he drifted off to sleep as well as he could, comforting himself with the fact that week's end was only getting closer.