So it has come to my attention that I'm a little (hahaha! try extremely) lazy when it comes to having to type things out... And well... Ill do it now :) So I would like to say thanks to: Wishesdreams, Siesta Sora, MiniAjax, Leader of the Wolves, ReverseSceptile,
TrailWave, emc2fantasyfan, Powergirl1, and Wolfscry248 for favoring/following thisstory! and is it just me or did the writing style just change? Oh well... anyways enjoy!

Disclaimer: I only own the plot and my OC's!

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"The loneliest people are the kindest.

The saddest people smile the brightest.

The most damaged people are the wisest.

All because they don't want to see anyone else suffer the way they did"

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Shouts, screams of pain, and pleas left unheard; replying again, and again, and again! Never leaving. Always my constant companion who reminds just how cursed I am.

A Little girl, no older than five, stood at the bottom of the stair case holding her once light brown teddy bear. Tears were streaming down her face, mixing with the life blood of her parents. Said blood covered the little girl from head to toe, it was in her light blond hair, her white sleeping gown and the teddy bear she got from her Uncle for her 5th birthday only the day before.

Screams no longer passed her lips as the taunting voices replayed in head. "It's your entire fault," "No one loves you," "You killed your own mother and father," "You're a monster!" These words played over in the little girls head remembering the faces of her parent's murderers. They were big, mean, and ugly men carrying gun. She had no idea why they said it was her fault. I mean she was only five years old.

"M...Mommy?" the little girl whimpered, calling for her mother that laid unmoving before her. Once again the girl let out a whimper realizing her mommy wasn't responding. "Daddy?" she called out, moving forward a little. As she moved forward something quickly covered her eyes.

"Shhhhh… It's okay, don't look," a soothing voice said. "Everything will be just fine."

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BEEP! BEEP! BEEP!

Damn Tori! Damn alarm! Damn this mission! I can't take this anymore! I thought bitterly as Tori alarm from hell kept blaring away and proceeded to put my pillow over my head in an attempt to block out the noise. Who gave her that thing! And she wonders why I don't bunk with her back at base.

BEEP! BEEP! BEEP!

"Ugh," I groaned, removing the pillow from my head. Why did she have to be such a heavy sleeper? One would think that with a job such as ours we would wake up even if a feather hit the ground.

BEEP! BEEP! BEEP!

Finally after ten minutes of that demon alarm clock going off I decided to do something. "Tori, Wake up!" I screamed, throwing my pillow at her, only for her to put it between her legs. Damn I liked that pillow!

BEEP! BEEP! BEEP!

That's it! I've had it with this stupid thing! Jumping up from my small bed I grabbed the little demon and chucked it against the room, smiling as it hit it and completely shattered beyond repair. Now, mini-mission one, Destroy the Demon: Complete. Mini-mission two, Wake up the Ban of My Existence: In progress.

"Time to get up, Tori," I said with a wickedly sweet voice. I moved over to her bed and happy noticed she didn't listen. Oh well, I did ask her nicely. I then proceed to flip her bed hearing her land with a thump.

"You up?"

"No?" she answered from underneath the mattress.

"Really now? I guess I will just have to get Luke." I sighed with fake pity. With that said she quickly got to her feet and grabbed her clothes while I smirked to myself.

"You know," she started before she exited out room, "you are evil!"

"You just noticed that? What we've been together for four years?"

"Oh shut it!" She yelled storming out of the room.

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"So, I've been wondering-"Mike starts.

"Oh no, that's never a good sign."

"Hey! I do have a brain!"

"If he only had a brain…"

"Hey Tori I resent that!"

"No, you represent that."

"Iz-Sarah! Help me out!"

I watched from my seat at the breakfast table amused. For the last five minutes Mike, Luke, and Tori have been bickering. "Sorry, Mike, no can do. Luke and Tori are a team- and a pretty damn good one if I do say so myself." Well that was only part of the reason my other two were completely selfish: I wanted to watch him suffer and he almost said my real name again. So as they started to bicker once again I turned my attention back to my scrambled eggs and bacon… or at least I thought and silently prayed it was scrambled eggs and bacon.

"You three are unbelievable! I thought we were a team!"

"Oh… We are Mike; you're just too much fun to mess with." Tori said laughing.

I looked back up to see Mike wave he hand in the air brushing of the comment. "Yeah, yeah, whateva," he replied sarcastically. "Now, as I was saying before a certain annoying male and female interrupted me." He gave pointed glares at the two who were looking at him innocently. "Yeah, you two. Don't give me that look!"

"Just get on with it, Mike. We don't have all day." I said.

"Okay. Well, anyways, I was surfing the web today-"

"Surfing the web! Mike, you're not supposed to be on it or we might get caught!"

"Oh calm down, Tori."

"Do not tell me to calm down."

"Too late"

"Mike," I said again, trying to keep him on task.

"Anyhow, as I was surfing the web I found this hilarious posting! If went like this:

If dudes are expected to have lots of sex, but ladies are expected to stay virgins until marriage, but homosexuality is bad. I'm really confused who dudes are supposed to be having all that sex with. Guys I got it! Society is literally telling dudes to go fuck themselves!" He said ending with a big flare, like he just said comment of the century.

I merely raised my eyebrow at him while the other two busted out laughing. However, they were not the only two who were laughing at this. I slowly turned my head to see who was behind me and imagine my 'surprise' when it was Epps.

Just what we needed, Mike, attention.

"Man that was funny!" He exclaimed, taking a seat much to my despair.

Now that I was uncomfortably, I stood taking my tray that still had what I presumed to be food on it, and left. As I left I could hear Tori following after me while the other two stayed just saying how I wasn't much of a people person.

On my ways out of the cafeteria I disposed of my food and silently sulked because my once good mood was ruined.

"Sarah!" Tori called out after me, I will never get used to that name. "Slow down will yeah?" she asked, jogging to catch up to me.

We continued to walk down the unnecessarily long hallways completely silent. After ten minutes I could tell she could no longer stand the silence and it was only a matter of time before she spoke up.

"Sarah," I knew it, "why are you so quiet?"

"Nobody plans a murder out loud," I said sarcastically, only it seemed she didn't pick up on that by the way she let out a startled gasp.

"Not Epps! He was just trying to be friendly."

"What? I was joking, and even if I wasn't it be Epps who I would kill. Oh no, it would be those two idiots who claim to be on my team."

"Oh, that's good." I looked at her funny. Did she not hear what I just said? I wanted to kill her boyfriend…

"Yeah… good?" if that what you called it.

"Well… I got something that might change your mind."

"On what?"

"How you want to die, duh!"

Why would she want to change my mind on how I die? Well I guess ill amuse her for a bit. "Okay, go ahead."

"Remember how you said you wanted to die while you were sleeping?"

"Yeah."

"How you said it was the best way to die."

"Yep," I replied, having no idea where she was going with this.

"You said that because it was peaceful, no signs of torture nor pain. Well, I also read online-"

"Here you guys go again with the online stuff again. Hasn't anyone ever told you that not everything you read on the internet is true?"

"What! Of course it is silly! I know so."

"Oh really? How do you know so?" I questioned, crossing my arms.

"The internet, duh, it told me so."

"So let me get this straight you asked the internet if everything it said was true, true, and it said yes?"

"Yeah."

Oh my god. I'm surrounded by idiots!

"Back to what I was saying before. So, this girl's grandmother said that angels carry them, the ones who are dying while being asleep, to heaven. But sometimes angels can get clumsy and drop them by accident. Remember the time you felt like falling in your sleep and suddenly woke up? However, you might not need to worry about that though." She said suddenly having a thoughtful expression on her face.

Knowing I was most likely going to kill her for her answer I still said, "Oh really, why is that?"

"Simply because you aren't going to heaven."

Yep, I knew it. Why did I stay with these fools? I think to myself, shaking my head. "Come on, Tori; let's go get ready for training."

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"A thousand times we die in one life. We crumble, break and tear apart until the layers of illusion are burned away and all that is left, is the truth of who and what we really are."

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