bonnies p.o.v,
Butterflies are fighting against the confines of my stomach trying to get out, my hands are nervously rubbing together, "crap" i say waiting for the door to be opened, I dont even know why im here or why I even agreed to this, yeah I've been having coffee with him nearly every day since that first time, but it was some how different this is a date date and i dont know why its different but it is,
I turn to leave when the door to his apartment opens revealing Kol in a black button up shirt tucked into dark jeans, Damn he looks good,
he smiles "about to run away are we" my cheeks flush lightly "no" I lie he invites me in and I take a look around the room, open space warehouse like loft, bar walls a few with posters hanging up a dining table thats made of glass, a giant flat screen and game controllers , brown leather seats, god why am i even here I'm just a maid,
"maybe this wasnt such a good idea" i say to Kol taking ahold of my purse turning to look at him "nonsense come on you must be hungry" he says before helping to take of my black over coat, revealing myself in one of kats purple dresses, that doesnt fit her any more,
"wow, you look great bonnie, pizza okay" i nod and follow him to the dining table "so how was work" i ask trying to fill the silence and quiet the rambling inside my brain "good, hows the cleaning bussiness treating you?" he ask "its fine, i get along with Virginia now " i say mentioning the co worker whos been on my case, "she still trying to palm her son of on you" "no, hes seeing some one thank god" i say
"did you make this" i ask looking at the pizza "yeah, its the only thing im good at, well that and i make a mean pot brownie" i laugh "your meant to be a doctor" "hey i was never one for the rules" he say making me laugh even more, my nerves calming significantly down,
"so hows maggie" i ask after were half way through dinner "shes great, if her test results come back positive then she could be going home soon," "i bet her parents are thrilled" i say remembering him telling me about maggie the 2 year old who he preformed heart surgery on "nervous really, but enough of that, hows Caroline and Katherine" he says taking a sip of his beer "they're good, Carolines forced us into starting this book, for the baby" "what sort of book" "like one with things about sonnogrammes and we all have to write a letter to the baby for when its older, things like about his mom and his pregnancy, and how big katherines getting, articles we've read, I swear Cares more excited about this then any one else" I say remembering her proposing the idea a few weeks ago
"its actually been fun, and Kat's taken to it really quickly, seeing how shes bored most of the time" i say finishing my meal and drinking from my beer "so how am I doing so far" Kol suddenly asks "so far on what" "this date thing, I didnt really know what to do for it, so if your not happy with a pizza and movie, we could drive across town to the restruant that should still have a reservation " "hang on, you booked a restaurant to" i ask cutting him off "yeah, I didnt know what you liked" "i smile at his nervousness "dinner and movie is perfect, although we havent even gotten to the movie part yet" i say "well what are we waiting for, follow me little witch" he says holding his hand out for me to take.
we settle onto the sofa and start to watch the movie, his arm snaking around my shoulders, cause me to become nervous, but i turn my head to look at him to notice him looking at me to.
my whole body is telling me to move to run away but I dont want to be that way so i push my head to his and plant my lips on his, Taking him and me by surprise,
His lips are soft and firm, I get tingles running through my body as he presses his lips back to mine in a faster action, heat coils in my stomach my hands feel on fire, I press myself against him hearing a moan escape his throat at the action, my hands thread through his hair, His running along my body leaving fire in their wake his lips attack my chin causing me to moan and close my eyes,
I feel the sofa on my back, my heart starts to pound in my chest "oh god" I hear myself say and squeeze my eyes tight, hoping to block out the image that wants to resurface, I feel his hand travelling my thigh raising my dress, and then I'm back to that night and its no longer Kol that is touching me but my attacker,
I push Kol back with all my might and rush off the sofa going straight for my things "bonnie wait whats wrong" Kol asks coming behind me i tense and turn to face him "I'm sorry I -I cant be here" and with that I'm running, as fast as i can, the flash back is present in my mind and i run faster, till my lungs are burning and my legs feel like jelly but i cant stop.