AN:
Hi again.
Currently writing this while I should be asleep.
I can't sleep. I've tried. So I'm writing.
To those who reviewed:
Spamano4ever: He would be a beautiful angel.
Hope you enjoy.
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"No! You don't even fucking care! So just stop...stop pretending like you do."
Those words had been echoing in Antonio's mind all night. He lost sleep due to them. Lovino and him had gotten into a really bad falling out sometime before they headed to the Vargas home for a while after their night of 'fun'. All Antonio could see, think about, was Lovino standing in the dark, outlined by an almost full moon, yelling at him. The black angel wings made the image much more powerful when the tears started falling.
How do things always go from amazing to a complete wreck like this? Antonio mused. He was currently sitting on the front porch steps of the Vargas home. It was close to two in the morning, but he and the others had yet to leave. Lovino had locked himself in his room.
Feliciano came outside not long after to see if he wanted to come in.
No.
Still, Feliciano left the front door open for him, just in case.
Mathias glanced over his shoulder at Antonio before he spoke to the others. "I've never seen him so broken before,"
And Antonio did seem broken. Even the bright white colour of his outfit was dim.
Antonio ignored them. His mind was going back and forth between the memories from the night.
Lovino smiled softly at him in the moonlight. They had ventured off again, away from the group and the lights from porches. Lovino was checking to see if he was paying attention. The italian had spent the last ten minutes pointing out different stars and constellations to the spaniard.
Antonio's reaction to this smile was to give Lovino a soft kiss and whisper a soft, "Te amo."
Antonio sighed. Things had been so perfect.
And now..now Lovino probably hated him.
Feliciano told him after Lovino had fled inside that he'd never seen Lovino cry before. Lovino never cried in front of anyone. Always acted so strong.
When Antonio heard that, he felt like a complete dick. He'd made Lovino cry. In front of him. In front of everyone. He'd hurt him, his angel.
After a while longer of thought, he got up and went inside, going straight to Lovino's door. He knocked gently.
Lovino opened the door, still in costume. Still crying. "What do you want?"he snapped.
"Can we please talk?"Antonio asked, his tone pleading.
Lovino nodded and followed Antonio out into the yard.
As soon as they were seated on the grass, Antonio spoke. "Lovi..I'm so so sorry."he said softly. "I never meant to hurt you."
Lovino shrugged, wiping at his eyes in a vain attempt to stop the tears from falling. "Not the first time someone has."
Antonio shook his head. "I know. But..I made you cry, and I really..I really am sorry."
Lovino gave Antonio a searching look, reading what he wasn't saying from his expression. He let out a shaky breath and allowed Antonio to pull him into a comforting hug.
When the italian pulled away, Antonio gently wiped the tears off his face, kissing both his cheeks before pressing a chaste kiss to his lips and pulling back again. "I mean it. I'm sorry that I hurt you, mi ángel."he said quietly.
Lovino gave a short laugh. "You're never letting the angel idea go, are you?"
"No."Antonio said with a soft smile. "Because you are an angel. My angel."
Lovino chuckled at the repeat of words from earlier. "I guess my costume is correct then. If I'm any sort of angel, I'm a Fallen."
Antonio gave a soft smile. "I love you, you know that?"
"'Course I know that. Otherwise I wouldn't put up with your bullshit."Lovino teased. "I love you too."
That was good enough for Antonio.
The following morning, the group met at the Vargas home again.
Feliciano had talked him into wearing the angel wings again that day, because they truly did fit him well.
Antonio smiled at him when he saw the wings.
Today's going to be fun, Lovino decided. I might scare a few people at the amusement park, but it'll be fun.
Sorry it's short. This is just a filler chapter, really.
But I have to get at least an hour of sleep before school or I'll end up killing someone or something.
Night.
