Tris POV

I woke up next to Tobias, he was warm and comfortable. I felt like I should never leave him in this moment. I twisted to look at his face and woke him.

''good morning'' I said

He smiled back at me I rolled over onto him and snuggled into his warm chest. Suddenly I felt him tense. I looked up and saw his face which was full of distress.

''what's wrong?'' I asked

''We didn't use protection Tris'' he barely whispered

He was right we didn't use any and now I was worried too. I mean I figured me and him would have children at some point but not now I was so young. I wasn't ready for kids in my life. I started hyperventilating.

He noticed and tried to shush me but the tears started coming.

''Tobias I want to have kids with you some day but not right now because I'm only seventeen''

''how could I have been so stupid it's my fault Tris'' he growled

''I need to go see Christina'' I said

I started picking up my clothes I put on my bra, jeans, and under wear. When I got to my shirt it was torn in half.

''Damn it Tobias I liked that shirt'' I smiled at him but he had his face buried in his hands.

I put on another shirt and went off to talk to Christina.

As soon as I reached her apartment I banged on the door and was already red eyed and crying. She opened it and saw me and let me in immediately. I rushed in and sat on her couch and started crying.

''Tris what's wrong?'' she asked her voice full of concern

I didn't answer I wanted to let my feelings out first. I couldn't cry this hard in front of Tobias it would make him more upset than he was right now.

''Tris?''

''Christina me and Tobias didn't-'' I started sobbing again mid sentence

''you and Tobias didn't what?''

''We didn't use protection last night and now I might be pregnant and I'm to young to have kids'' I sobbed

''well the thing about that is last night I got you to drink a glass of water that had this pill that was dissolved in it''

''what did the the pill do?'' I asked

''it was a birth control pill, that basically make sure you don't get pregnant for a week''

''Oh my god Christina you are the best friend ever! Even though you should have asked me first'' I laughed

I wiped my eyes off and got up.

''wait wait wait Tris'' Christina said

''what Christina I have to go tell Tobias''

''I want to hear all the details on what happened I just saved your ass and you can't even share how it went?!'' she exclaimed

''well we smashed a lamp and I hope you don't want that shirt back because it's ripped in half'' I said as I blushed

''oh my god tell me more'' she screamed

''later Christina I need to go tell Tobias!''

''fine'' she pouted

Tobias POV

It was all my fault I should have remembered to use protection. Tris was going to hate me forever. She went out crying to Christina's apartment. If I had never invited her to come live with me this would have never happened. I pulled on my pants and sat on the bed with my hands on my face and slouched over. What was I going to do?

Tris POV

I sprinted down the hallway and to our apartment. Got my keys out and flung the door open to find Tobias with his pants on still in the same position I left him in. I ran into him with a hung and lifted his head from his hands and kissed him he kissed back putting his hands in my hair. I pulled back for air and smiled at him.

''I don't deserve you after what I did'' he said sadly

''you didn't do anything but make me happy'' I said leaning in for another kiss

''Tris no! Don't even start to forgive me and pretend its ok because it's not!'' he yelled

'' But you see Tobias it is ok'' I said

'' how is this ok?''

'' because Christina gave me a drink that basically makes me unable to be pregnant for a week'' I said

He looked up at me like it wasn't real. Then he smiled and picked me up off my feet and kissed me.

He looked at me sternly and asked ''so you're not pregnant and can't be for a whole week, right?''

''yep'' I said

I leaned for a kiss and got one.

I whispered in his ear ''Why don't we do what we did last night hmm?''

''no Tris I feel to guilty. Even though Christina gave you that drink I should have remembered. Just imagine what would have happened if-''

''Why do we have to think about what ifs when we could think about right now'' I asked putting my hands on the rims of his pants

''not right now Tris''

''fine'' I said defeated

''besides your late for your job as senator'' he said

''Oh shit'' I said as I ran out the door