Standing here in just my bra in panties is really starting to make me self-conscious. Christian hasn't moved except for his fingers tracing my body. I start to move forward but he stops me.

"Ana, this is..."

"What are you waiting for?" I say, walking back towards the bed more and lifting my index finger motioning for him to follow me. "Christian. I want you. Please just love me." I beg him. "Don't make me beg…"

Sure enough, Christian is right in front of me within seconds, he kisses me with passion and he traces my bra to the straps and begins to pull them down. I move my hands to take my bra off completely. His hands move up to rub my shoulders and then slowly move down to my bare breasts where he massages them gently and then harder.

As soon as those words leave my mouth, he reaches down and rips my panties off as if they were nothing. He moves to pick me up and I immediately place my hands on his shoulders, lightly running over his muscles. He lays me down on my back and runs his hands down my arms, moving them up above my head.

"Don't move, baby." He moves back to take off his clothes. So slowly. Bastard. I know what he is doing – going slow on purpose.

He told me not to move and I have to bite my lip to fight the urge to reach up and run my hands down his abs. Oh, those abs. His body. Fuck.

As soon as he's naked I cannot help but to stare at his hard cock. Was he really that big? I feel like I am looking at a whole new Christian. The look in his eyes is of adoration and lust. Pure lust. He crawls over me and moves on arm under my shoulder so his hand sits right under my neck – gripping some of my hair. The other one goes to his member, running it up and down my wet slit to get some lubrication.

"So wet, baby," he grins up at me. I stare back at him with unheard words on moans falling from my mouth. Silently begging him to continue.

He places himself at my entrances, moving in and out slowly with just his tip – driving my body crazy.

"That's right baby…. feel me. Feel how hard I am for you. How much I want you."

He presses into me until he is all the way in. Skin to skin. Not moving to give me time to stretch and get adjusted to his length…

I moan his name and look at him, silently asking permission to touch him…urging him to read my mind. He lets his head fall into the crook up my neck and I feel his lips move into a smile against my skin… He swings his head back up and places kisses all over my face.

"Ana." Kiss. "Touch." Kiss. "Me." He darts his tongue out and runs it over my lips capturing a satisfied moan as he simultaneously moves out of me and thrusts back in…forcing me to move my hands down to his shoulders. Gripping him to me fully so that we are both so close to each other.

"I love you," I say to him. Running one hand through his unruly hair while the other one grips his shoulders still.

He looks up at me and there's that look again. The look of adoration. Lust. And love.

"I love you too, Ana." He moves out and thrusts into me again, gripping my neck lightly so that I focus back on him and not on his movements below, "we will never be apart again…"

And as his words sink in, I feel that fire slowly building up inside of me while he thrusts in and out of me, "never again."

"I'm not going to be able to hold on much longer, baby…" He says, gripping my hip so they will stay in place.

I kiss him softly. Letting that fire take over me while he moans against my mouth…. Letting my nails dig into his shoulder as he thrusts harder and harder into me. I come loudly; no one could hear me though…his mouth hasn't left mine. Its not till I feel him shudder against me and feel him letting himself go inside me that he collapses on top of me.

He rolls us both over so that I am lying on top of him.

Neither one of us breathing a word for what seems like forever.

Both trying to grasp and freeze the moment that was shared.

"Christian…." I say, moving my head to look at him.

"Ana," He cuts me off, "I am going to marry you," he says in between breaths.

I don't take my eyes off of him while I let my mouth hang open at his words…

He looks up at grins, and me and pulls me tighter against him while muttering, "Not yet, baby, but…one day."

xoxo,

Madss