Tobias's POV

She just left me. I was still processing what had happened. She had been raped and now she broke up with me. I was so enraged and depressed. I couldn't even imagine what she was feeling.

This was Marcus's fault. He had abused Tris to the breaking point. I made a call down to headquarters issuing a full on search for him. When I saw him again I was going to kill him slowly and painfully. For everything he did to Tris.

I was going to prepare for the moment that it happened, starting right now. I went down to the exercising room and started punching a bag. I punched until my knuckles became bloody. I then headed to the infirmary to get them stitched.

I was going to do this every day until I killed Marcus.

Tris's POV

I slammed my door shut and cried on my bed for an hour. Then I went to sleep. I woke up the next morning feeling the same as yesterday, completely shattered.

I was expecting to find Tobias lying next to me stroking my hair. I got up to go to my job.

Two weeks later

I headed to the infirmary to get checked out. I hadn't seen Tobias in two weeks. I walked in and they had to examine certain parts of me.

When the doctor came back I asked '' what were the results?''

''You have two lacerations to you uterus and cervix, but they will heal in a month and you able still able to carry children'' she told me calmly

''Thank you for your time'' I responded politely

I had to hold in the tears of shame until I got to my apartment. I walked out of the infirmary with a mask of depression and shame on my face.

I looked up and saw Tobias walking towards the infirmary. His knuckles were bleeding and he had an angry expression on his face.

He looked up and saw my face and its expression. His face softened and looked at me with concern. I looked back down at the floor.

''Tris…'' he said softly in the voice that made me want run to him for comfort.

But I just kept looking down. He reached for me but I just walked faster out of his reach.

When I got to my apartment I let out scream sobs that shook me to the core. I wanted Tobias but couldn't have him without hurting him.

Tobias's POV

This was the second week I had bloodied my knuckles. I walked to the infirmary to get them stitched again. I looked up and saw Tris walking out.

Her face was filled with absolute shame. I couldn't take this anymore; I had to break the silence.

''Tris'' I said reaching towards her

She looked down and walked faster. I walked into the infirmary and had the nurse stitch my knuckles.

As she was doing that I got a really terrible idea but it grew in my mind until I had to do it.

I walked to the receptionist's desk and rang the bell. She came a moment later and recognized me.

''How can I help you sir'' she asked

''I need the medical file of Beatrice Prior'' I said

She went back to get it and I immediately felt guilty about this. I swore I wouldn't look at anything but what I was after.

She set it on the desk and I opened it to this year. I found a document on her concussion and coma. Then I turned the page to the rape file. There was an entry today on it.

There were pictures of the bruises and concussions. I could barely look; she was covered from head to toe in them.

I read the entry from today. It read lacerations to the uterus and cervix, still able to reproduce but a month to heal. I was even more enraged at reading this. I slammed it shut and handed it back to the receptionist. I stalked back to my apartment and went into rage mode. I smashed a chair with my fist and threw the pieces across the room.

After all of that I threw myself into my work trying to forget Tris. Sometimes my mind would slip during work or while I was in the exercising room. I would see a memory of her laughing or kissing me and it would punch a hole in me so hard I had to sit down.

Tris's POV

Two months later

It had been two month since I had seen Tobias. All I had done was work and eat. I exercised in my apartment because I could never go back to the exercising room. My injuries were completely healed, but those were the physical ones, the mental ones were still deeply implanted. I was riding the elevator after a long day of work. I got to my floor and stepped out to get to my apartment. I reached my door and shoved the key in the lock. I turned the key but it was stuck. I wiggled the key in the lock. I twisted it back and forth. I tried to take it out but it was stuck.

Suddenly a hand grabbed my wrists and pinned them beside my head against the wall next to the door. They weren't pinned with enough force to hurt me but enough to keep them there.

I didn't look at who was pinning me. Suddenly a face leaned in and kissed me. I squeezed my eyes shut and leaned my head as far back into the wall as I could.

I breathed in through my nose. But what I caught the scent of was familiar, it was very familiar. I opened my eyes a bit and saw Tobias kissing me. This all happened in fifteen seconds. I relaxed into him and kissed him back.

Part of me was saying ''Wrong! Wrong! You will hurt him more''. But the other part was screaming for more. I gave into the part that wanted more.

I slid my wrist through his hands on the wall. I grabbed the back of his head and pulled it in for a deeper kiss. He slid his hands around my waist. We kissed like that for two minutes. Then we started going toward my apartment door.

He had me pressed against it and reached for the key which was already in the door. He tried to turn it but it was stuck. He kicked the door open and picked me up. I wrapped my legs around his hips and kissed him more. ''God I've missed you so much'' he breathed against my mouth. There wasn't enough spit, skin, or kisses to make up for our lost time. I yanked his shirt off him and pressed both of my hands to his chest. He sighed at the contact; he took my shirt off too.

He fumbled with the clasp on my bra and ended up tearing it off. He laid me down on the bed and pulled my pants of in one swift movement. I undid his belt and pulled down his pants. He grabbed the hem of my under wear and pulled down.

Suddenly I was back in the exercising room and it was Marcus pulling them down not Tobias. I started breathing fast and realized Tobias wasn't forcing me like Marcus had. I was here on my own accord. I took his underwear off and it was like we hadn't even been apart for two and a half months. He took out a little black package then rolled something onto himself. Then I realized it was a condom because I had taken birth control I had never seen one.

I pulled him down to me giving him a long drawn out kissed, in which I bit his lip. He leaned down and nibbled at my ear which tickled slightly. I giggled and he smiled.

Then he took my waist and entered me. I sighed and moaned at the contact. I raked my nails down his back and kissed again.

He started to thrust and it was amazing. I wanted more friction so I tightened my walls around. He let a animalist sort of growl from his chest. It turned me on even more.

I feel my orgasm coming I screamed his name, he and let go too. He rolled off of me and pulled me tight to his chest.

We fell asleep like that, with his arms wrapped around me and my head in his chest.

I woke up the next morning realizing what we had done. I couldn't leave now it would destroy both of us. He was tracing his index finger up and down my spine.

''Tobias-'' I tried to say

''Stay here like this for a few more minutes so if you're going to break up with me again I can remember us like this'' he said

We lay like that for the next ten minutes. ''Tobias I really have to get up'' I said.

He looked confused. ''Why?'' he asked

''Well for one people can't see us together anymore and two Josh is going to knock on my door any minute to pick me up for a meeting'' I explained

''Why is Josh picking you up?'' he asked agitated

''Because he is my boss and I asked him to so I would remember''

He seemed irritated about it but let it slide. ''Why can't we be seen together?''

''Because someone in Dauntless is connected to Marcus'' I deduced

''Why would you say that?''

''How did Marcus know I was in the exercising room? Why did all the problems stop when we broke up?''

His eyes widened in realization. I rolled onto of him so that my bare chest was against his. He groaned, I gave him a quick kiss and got in the shower.

As I was rinsing off I heard the bathroom door open and Tobias stepped into the shower. He ran his hands over my curves. I turned around and kissed him. He thought he was going to get it in the shower, but I was just teasing him.

We washed off each other's bodies and climbed out to dry off. He got dressed quickly and so did I. I was pushing him out the door before he could get his t-shirt on though.

I kissed him from my door. ''I love you Tobias Eaton'' I said. I looked at his knuckles turning his hand slightly'' and you have got to stop doing this''. He smiled as I shut the door.

As soon as he left I started gathering up my things for work, just a few minutes after I was done packing up there was a knock at the door.

I went to go get it when I opened it Josh was there smiling. I smiled back as we walked to the elevator together.

We walked to the meeting together, everybody else was there. They all looked up and smiled at me. Then we sat down and the meeting started.

It lasted for three hours; all we talked about was the new senator security program. After everything that happened to me Tobias must have ordered for there to be a security guard for each visit we had.

Josh walked me back to the elevator and we rode down to my apartment. He walked halfway to my apartment and turned me then he kissed me. I melted into it, my feelings for him had grown over the months, but then I realized I was with Tobias and no one else. I put my hands on his chest and pushed him away from me.

''Tris he's not here anymore we can have a relationship now,'' he tried to explain.

''No I'm just not ready yet,'' I lied.

Then I turned and ran down the hallway to my apartment. I opened it and collapsed on the bed. I looked over at my dresser and saw a black video tape there. It had a little piece of paper on top of it; I read it and practically screamed. It said:

Hope Tobias enjoys his copy.

-Marcus XOXO

I had an idea what this tape might be but I pushed it into the VCR just to be sure. The exercising room popped up on screen, I watched myself being dragged to the exercising poles. I watched Marcus undress me and say things to me. Then I watched him rape me, I didn't want to watch it but my eyes were glued to the screen. The tape finished and I was paralyzed, I snatched up the note and read it again. Oh god, Tobias had a copy.

I sprinted out of my apartment and ran to the elevator. I pushed the button repeatedly, but the elevator still wasn't coming. I turned to the stair well and ran up it as fast as I could. I reached the top floor and pounded my fist on his door.

''Tobias, Tobias!'' I screamed.

He opened the door with a black tape in his hand looking enraged. I swallowed hard ,''How much did you see?'' I asked

''Enough,'' he said through his teeth. He crushed the tape in his hand and threw it against the wall.

''You told me he raped you but you didn't tell me he did this,'' he hissed.

''Tobias, I didn't want you to know all the details,'' I whimpered.

He cupped my cheek and lifted my head. ''I'm gonna find him and kill him,'' he told me.

''Tobias-,'' he cut me off.

''No Tris, just come inside,'' he said. He guided me inside and we sat down on a couch. I curled up next to him and listened to his heart beat. He trailed a finger down my spine and I sighed. My face got red immediately and he looked down and smiled. I turned away as my face burned, he chuckled.

''Maybe you should talk to somebody about it, how long has it been since you've seen Christina?'' he asked

''I haven't been talking to anyone lately,'' I lied.

I had been talking to Josh but Tobias didn't know that and certainly didn't need to. He rubbed my shoulders and I leaned my head back against his chest. Suddenly, his phone ran and he picked it up. I heard him talking to Zeke and I wondered about what. He looked very concerned all the sudden, and he looked down at me.

''Yeah, I'll be down in ten minutes,'' he said to the phone.

''What is it?'' I asked.

''Oh nothing, I just need to check something,'' he lied.

''Ok,'' I said normally hiding the fact that I knew something.

He kissed my forehead and said,''Be back in a minute.''

Then he left the apartment. I was sitting there on my own mulling over my feeling for Josh and Tobias.

Tobias's POV

I walked back up to my apartment, keys in hand. I was about to open my door and I noticed a little black box on the ground. I picked it up and it said 'enjoy' on it. I didn't I understand. Then I realized it was a tape as I turned it over.

I walked into my apartment and over to my VCR. I pushed the tape in and watched as the screen buzzed to life. I was looking at Tris unwrapping her hands. What the heck was this?

Suddenly a grey figure stepped on screen at hit Tris as she grabbed for the gun.

''Tris!'' I yelled at the screen.

At the figure dragged her across the room I realized it was Marcus. He continued on to tie her to the exercising poles and undress her.

They started talking about me. He told her he was only doing this to get at me. Why didn't the bastard just face me? He got to her underwear and I felt a lump in my throat. I watched as he raped her and then untied her and left her there while just throwing her jacket at her body.

I could hear Tris screaming at my door, I was still in shock after watching that video. I got up and started to get really mad. I walked to the door and opened it. She was trying to reason with me, but there was no reason in this. I crushed the tape in my hand and threw it against the wall. This frightened her a little so I pulled her inside. We sat on the couch curled up against one and other.

Not long after Zeke called me and said,''Dude you need to get down to the control room now it's Tris.''

I went out down to the control room after saying goodbye to Tris. It took me a little while to get down there but when I did, Zeke had hallway footage pulled up on the monitor.

''What is it?'' I asked.

''Look,'' he said.

I looked down at the screen and saw Josh and Tris walk out of the elevator. Halfway down the hallway to her apartment he grabbed her and kissed her and Tris let him do it too. Then she pushed him away from her, she told him something then ran down the hallway.

''Do you know this guy?'' Zeke asked me.

''Yes,'' I said barely containing my rage.

''Well I thought you should know Tris was making out with some guy in the hallway,'' he said calmly.

''But didn't you see that he grabbed her and kissed her not the other way around,'' I yelled.

''It's ok you guys aren't together anymore,'' he tried to explain.

Before I could respond my legs moved me out of the room and into the elevator. I punched my floor's button and went straight up. I opened my door rather loudly and found Tris sittinf there looking terrified at me.

''Josh kissed you?'' I roared.

She crumpled up and shook like a leaf. I realized I scared her and now she was having a flash back.