A/N: Ugh, sorry if this chapter isn't as interesting. I was really bored when I wrote it, so that would explain the crappiness that is crap. Well, hope you enjoy it anyway!

Zexion watched Hope as she moved towards her new room. Not once since she had been here, which was only a few hours, had he spoken to her. If he still had a heart, he would say he missed the girl who had loved him like a mother would. Sometimes at night, right after he had became a Nobody, he could hear her voice, whether she was singing that special lullaby or telling him stories from when he was younger. He would sometimes hum the lullaby she would sing, and once, Demyx had asked about it, but he never replied.

"Ienzo, don't stand there if you came to say hi." He noticed that he had moved to stand in her doorway, and she was staring at him with those loving lilac colored eyes.

"Hello, Hope." She smiled at his greeting before grabbing him and pulling him into a hug.

"Little Ienzo, you're not so little anymore!" He was at least an inch or two taller than her now, and she wished he was small again. "So, what's your new name?"

"Zexion."

She tapped her chin in thought. "Zexion, hmm? Cant say I prefer it over Ienzo, but it'll have to do I suppose." She smiled at him cheerily, lifting her hand and resting it on his cheek. "I'm sorry."

He looked at her in confusion. "For what?"

"For not protecting you like I promised when I first agreed to raise you. I told you I wouldn't let anything happen to you, and something did happen to you. But…I'm just glad, that some part of you is still alive." She smiled up at him sadly, before patting his cheek and pulling her hand away. "Zexion, I know that you don't need me to take care of you anymore. The rest is up to you now." With that said, she walked away.

Dear Diary,

I found out each persons rank and number from Axel.

I- Xemnas- number one in the organization and it's leader. He's the Nobody of Xehanort.

II- Xigbar- Number two in the organization. He is annoying and cocky, just like his somebody, Braig, was.

III- Xaldin- Number three of the organization. He is the nobody of Dilan, and he is still just as scary looking as his somebody was.

IV - Vexen- Number four of the organization. He is apparently still as smart as his somebody, Even, was.

V- Lexaeus- Number five in the organization. He is still silent from what Axel's told me. He is the Nobody of Aeleus.

VI- Zexion- Number six in the organization. He is little Ienzo's Nobody, and from what Axel told me, he is still silent quite often.

VII- Saix- Number seven in the organization. He's the nobody of my childhood friend, Isa, though Saix is much crueler than Isa was. I am sad to say that I don't think we can remain friends.

VIII- Axel- J Axel is the Nobody of my best friend, Lea, and luckily, he still acts the same. I missed him so much, and I'm happy that I found him! Axel is sort of my mentor now, since I'm new here. Axel told me that he controls the fire element, and his weapons are called Chakrams. He is number eight in the organization.

IX- Demyx- Demyx was the guy I woke up to find that he was right in my face. Apparently, he is annoying (To Axel that is…) And he has a passion for music. I think he and I could be good friends. He is number nine in the organization.

X- Luxord- Number ten in the organization. Axel only told me his name and rank, so I guess I'll just have to get info on him from himself.

XI- Marluxia- Marluxia is number eleven in the organization. Axel didn't say much about him, only that he is considered the 'pretty boy' in the organization, though I have yet to find out and confirm that.

XII- Larxene- Number twelve in the organization. She's the only other girl in this castle, and when I mentioned getting to know her, Axel said don't bother, because she's rude and snotty. He also said she was a hag, so I'm sorta scared to find out for myself now.

XIII- ? Apparently, there is yet to be a thirteenth member, so I don't understand why it's called Organization XIII if there is a lacking number.

And there you have it. Everyone in the organization. I don't know everything about everyone else exactly, except for Axel. When I find out more, I'll write it down. I'm tired, so I think I'll hit the hay.

Good night.

Enter Hope's dream:

I'm running….and there's darkness everywhere I run…Everywhere I look, I see darkness swallowing everything in its path.

"You let me die, Hope. Why didn't you save me?" Axel?

"I'm sorry! I tried, I-"

"It's all your fault, Hope." a different voice interjects.

"No, I-"

"All your fault!"

Voices begin to overlap, saying the same thing over and over again.

"N-NOOOO!"

End dream:

"N-NOOO!" I gasped as I shot up, my entire body drenched in sweat. I was panting heavily as I looked around, noticing that it was just another nightmare….again. I looked over at my clock. Five in the morning. Oh, joy. I stayed sitting up, rubbing my temples, my knees pulled up to my chest. I had slept good the entire night, up until now. It felt so real…but, no matter how many times I told myself that, it kept on feeling like it. I don't know why, but I felt alone all the sudden…and cold.

Silently, I stood up and walked over to my door, opening it quietly as to not wake anyone else up, and walked over to the door next to mine. Quietly, I twisted the knob and gently pushed the door open, my eyes landing on the lump in the bed. I pressed the door closed, and made my way over to the bed as quietly as I could. Seeing as there was absolutely no light coming through the window whatsoever, I had to walk slowly so I wouldn't fall and wake up anyone. And just as I took one step towards the bed…

"Hope, why are you walking around at 5 A.M?" Axel's voice mumbled, sounding half asleep still.

I stayed still, because I was afraid I would fall over something since I couldn't see. Luckily, a small light illuminated from the bed, guiding me over to it, where Axel had a small flame on the tip of his finger. He looked at me sleepily as I stared at him. "I woke up and I couldn't fall asleep. Plus, it's freezing in my room." I plopped myself down and laid next to him, staring at him expectantly. "Can I stay in here?"

He rolled his eyes. "Seeing as you've already made yourself comfy, go ahead."

"Well, can you at least share the blanket?" I tore it away from one his sides, and throwing it on top of me. It was nice and warm due to Axel's body heat being higher than normal. I sighed in content as it warmed up my cold body.

"When was the last time we shared a bed?" Axel asked me, his voice sounding amused.

I chuckled quietly. "When we were eleven…the day before my mom died." I felt him shift around to look at me. "I think…that was the first time that whole week that I had slept so good."

"It was. You'd told me you hadn't slept in four days." Axel mumbled. I scooted closer so I was pressed up to his side, laying my head on his shoulder, just like I would when we would lay in the grass at the park and look at the stars.

"Hmm…yeah." I mumbled, yawning a bit and letting my eyes slip close. Before I knew it, I was asleep.

A/N: Most crappiest and lamest chapter I have written yet for this story! Ugh, it's awful! Sorry if it was terrible, but hopefully, someone out there enjoyed it.