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Wow I'm an awful person. Wednesday and Thursday turned out to be busier than I thought. But hey 2 days later ain't that bad right...? Anyways here's chapter 3.
My second wedding to Luke went perfectly. It was nice to let family and friends see us get married, even though it was already official. Right now I was walking on cloud 9 dancing with Luke with other couples surrounding us. But suddenly I started really thinking. I know, I know, a rare occurrence for me. I was thinking of Rory and what she was going through. How was that going to work with Logan getting married but also having a baby with another girl? Luke sensed that something was going on in my head other than our wedding.
"What's wrong?" He asked. I knew I shouldn't start off our marriage in a lie. I didn't know how Rory would feel but I had to tell him.
I sighed, "Rory's pregnant."
He immediately squeezed my hand a little tighter and placed his head face down on my shoulder. I could tell he was having similar thoughts to mine. He couldn't believe his other daughter was pregnant.
"Has she told Peter yet?"
I looked at him funny. "Who the hell is Peter?"
"Her boyfriend?"
"His name is Paul." Then I cringed. He had no idea of the affair with Logan. This was not going to be good.
"Um, and anyways, it's sort of not, um, Paul's." Now he cringed. He couldn't even imagine Rory just sleeping around. "It's Logan's." He suddenly just stopped moving. He just stared at me as if he thought I was joking about this whole thing. Then I looked down and he could tell I was in more pain and shock than he was.
He continued our previous movements grabbing my face in his hands. He made sure we had eye contact.
"It's all going to be okay." He kissed me and wrapped me up in his arms holding on tightly. I didn't want to cry yet. Definitely not here. I also didn't want to ruin our first night of marriage or our honeymoon spending the time crying. So I continued to hold in all my emotions for weeks. I was planning on having a serious talk with Rory when we returned.
*2 weeks later*
"Rory! We're back!" I shouted walking into the Crap Shack.
"Hey! How was Hawaii?"
"It was like heaven. Constant relaxation and definitely constant action." I smirked looking at Luke while Rory covered her ears.
"Really Lorelai? You need to stop saying these things in front of her." Luke said while dragging the luggage behind him.
"But it's so much fun to watch her squirm." I laughed at Rory who was just glaring at me.
"Anyways, um, I actually went to my first appointment earlier today. I'm about 10 weeks along." Rory stated sort of embarrassingly since we haven't really had a chance to talk about everything to the full extent.
"Hey. I told you. You're not allowed to have my grandchild be born before my child. Oh my god. That's crazy. I'm going to have a child and a grandchild the same age. A grandchild. Alright. Alright. It's fine. I can deal with it. Oh my god. It's kind of weird we procreated at the same time. Like I know we are close but not that close."
"Lorelai!" Luke grumbled cutting off my awkward rant.
"Sorry." I cringed knowing I was ranting because of how nervous I was for this whole situation.
"Um Luke. Since you just got mom for 2 weeks. Do you think I could possibly take her off your hands for a couple hours?" Rory asked knowing that we really needed to talk.
"Yeah. Sure no problem. I'll be at the diner. See you later." He kissed me and walked out the door.
"So... how's it going?" I asked feeling the tension in the room.
"Mom. Come on. I know this is awkward but I also know you've been holding back on so many things. Ask your questions. Yell at me like I know you want to."
Rory looked so disappointed and upset. "Oh hon. I'm not going to yell at you." I pulled her onto the couch and wrapped an arm around her. "I can't be mad or disappointed in you. I mean I did the same thing. Got knocked up with a guy who doesn't really want to be in the picture."
"Yeah but dad wasn't engaged to another girl. He didn't cheat on anyone. How did I not learn about the situation with Dean?" Rory was now sobbing and yelling at herself.
"Rory. Listen to me. I promise it's going to be fine. You can't possibly keep beating yourself up over this." I tried to soothe her. "Listen. We all make mistakes. You know I don't like to talk about it. But remember, I cheated on Luke with your dad. But he forgave me. So you need to learn to forgive yourself. It's not like you got pregnant on purpose. It's all going to be okay. I promise."
"I haven't even told him yet. I've tried but I could never go through with it."
I sighed. I didn't want to put anymore pressure on her, but I knew she really needed to tell him.
"Ror?" I started.
"Yes. I know. We won't have another April/Luke situation. I just need a little more time." She looked at me with her red puffy blue Rory eyes.
"Only a little more time." I told her. "He deserves to know regardless of the outcome."
She just hugged me and asked me all about the "joys" of being pregnant. We talked into the night about all kinds of things. Our babies, the honeymoon, town gossip. We stayed on that couch all night and that's exactly where Luke found us when he came home later that night.
Alright. Not going to make anymore promises on updating on a certain day. But I promise I will at least update once a week. Thanks for reading!
