So, the last few days have been nothing, but pure hell for me. Quinn and I can't talk for 5 seconds without her biting my head off for saying the wrong thing. Brittany used to be the only one I wanted to talk too, but not anymore. She won't even say two words to me, which is weird because since we broke up everything seemed fine. Don't even get me started on Santana. She is playing me hot and cold. She wants to be all hugging and kissing me in the janitors closet one minute and she would be yelling at me the next. Its moments like these when I really start to hate my dick but it's my fault I should have worn a condom. Here I was sitting in my third period class and the bell finally ranged, but when I left my class and entered the hallways, I was met by a slap to my face by none other than Brittany herself.
"What the hell was that for?" I asked rubbing my cheek.
"Don't act like you don't know."
"I don't..." Before I could finish my sentence Santana walks up and slaps me.
"What the fuck did I do?"
"You know what the fuck you did Rachel."
"I wish someone will tell and stop..." I get cut off yet again and this time it's Quinn slapping me in the face.
"I fucking hate you."
"One of you better start fucking talking and I mean now. Why the fuck did three of you slap me?"
"You know." Brittany yelled at me.
"If I knew Brittany, I wouldn't be asking." I see Puck walking towards me and I swear I will beat the fuck out of him if touches me, but then I see an evil smirk appear on his face.
"Puck you hit me and I promise I'll fuck you up."
"Don't make promises you can't keep."
"Try me Puck. Hit and see what I do you." I say glaring at him.
"I know why they're all pissed at you."
"How the hell do you know?"
"I'm the cause of it."
"What does that mean?"
"You see, I told Santana, Quinn and Brittany how you got all of them pregnant."
"I thought you already knew Brittany."
"Why would you think that?"
"You broke up with me. I thought you knew about Quinn and Santana, and that was the reason you ended our relationship."
"I broke up with you, because you cheated on me with Quinn. Lord Tubbington told me you were cheating and it was with Quinn."
"Okay, yeah I did cheat on you with Quinn and Santana. The only thing I can say is that I'm so sorry for hurting you … all of you and I promise I will be there for my children."
"You will not be in this child's life at all." Puck says.
"You can go to hell Puck. You didn't get her pregnant okay, I did and I have every right to be in my child's life and if you have problem with that, we could always settle it right here and now... I'm ready whenever you are."
"Puck you can't tell Rachel she can't in the baby's life, I can but I won't because it's not fair to our child. But as for us Rachel that's over and there will never be an us. You fucked that up."
"Can I call you later and we can talk about this?"
"No!" Puck said for her.
"I'm getting sick of you trying to play like you're so much better than me. When everyone in this school knows we as in you and me are the biggest players in this school. Yeah I fucked many girls and I hurt most of them and I am sorry about that. But I can't change my past, but I can let go and start my future. But you Puck you never going to change until you're walking in my shoes!"
"So, now hallmark card. I don't give a fuck what you got to say, and for the record I am nothing like you...for one I keep my promises and I know how to wrap up my dick."
"You never keep your promises ever. You promise these girls the world and then throw them out like trash, oh what a golden boy you are."
"Oh what the fuck ever, all I know is better stay away from my sister!"
"If I don't...Then what are you going to do about it?" I getting in his face and before he could say something Mike comes running up and standing between us.
"Come on guys you're best friends what girl or problem this is about, I'm sure we can get over it."
"No we can't." Puck and I said in union and he walked down the hall way dragging Santana alone with him. Brittany left and Quinn was only there.
"What are you going to do?"
"I don't know...but I don't want this baby."
"Damn Quinn!"
"You can't be mad at me for not wanting this baby."
"Yes I can and I am. You're completely shouting me out of my own child's life."
"It's my decision Rachel! What are you not getting about that? This baby is inside of me not you. If I want to terminate the pregnant I can, if I want to give this baby up for adoption I can and if I want to keep my baby then I can. The point that I'm trying to get across to you to you is that this is not your decision Rachel...Its mine and I will do what I want with this baby."
"Quinn this is my baby too, I have some say in the matter."
"You can say anything you would like to say, however, it will fall on deaf ears. This is hard for me, so just leave me the hell alone and let me make the right one." With that said she walked down the hall to her next class. Mike looked at me confused.
"I thought Santana was your baby-mama."
"She is as well as Quinn and Brittany."
"Damn man um Congratulations?"
"Thanks, but I have nothing to celebrate...Quinn wants to kill my baby or give it away, Puck is forbidding me to see my child and I know I'm going to have to fight him and Brittany well I don't even know about her. When did my life turn upside down?"
"When you decided... "I'm going to sleep with the unholy trinity and not wear condoms." or something like that." He said mocking my voice and hit on the arm.
"Hey I don't talk like that."
"Still man you should have worn condoms."
"Yeah, I know and I'm trying to do the right thing...I just doesn't seem like they care."
"Rach..."
"Maybe I should stop trying and leave them all alone, like they asked. Quinn was right what I have to say doesn't matter anyways."
"Rachel your opinion does matter."
"To who? You know why I slept with girl after girl with or without condoms?" Mike shook his head no.
"I was told when I younger that I would never be able to have children. The doctor said my sperm count was too low to conceive a child or it would extremely difficult to do so. Then I get 3 of the most beautiful girls in school pregnant, which I know was wrong and I can't partake any of my children's lives, I mean do you know how much that hurts? But I guess its what I get for sleeping with all those girls and the treating them like trash. I guess karma is finally catching up with me."
"But Rach..."
"I'm going home, you can make fun of me tomorrow for sounding and acting so unbadass. I just can't deal with this right now."
"Rachel you have a lot more classes, plus the last two classes we have together and its mid-terms week." Oh fuck me, I forgot it was mid-terms week also known as hell week.
"Okay I'll stay just don't expect me to care."
"Oh come on you can even cheat off me so you'll get a good grade."
"Okay fine."
"That's my girl now cheer up and let's go." He has a big smile on his face, which makes me smile in return.
"Something is seriously wrong with you."
"Yeah of course it is … I'm friends with you."
"You dick."
"Yes I have one." He says smiling again and shook my head push him down the hall. I have to admit I feeling a little better, but maybe I should just give up. I just can't win with these girls. I'll still try but it will be no use, that I'm quite sure of.
A/N: I'm sorry for taking forever to upload this chapter but here it goes. Special thanks to Born To Be A Writer121, my BETA for this story. Thank you so much for all your help!
