The-power-of-love chapter 4 . Jan 18
Poor Kurt and poor Blaine stupid puck for what he said
R: Thank you for the review! Lol Puck was stupid, sadly this chapter will not redeem him.
EveJHoang chapter 4 . Jan 18
Meh, poor Kurt, surrounded by Stupid like a ship in the ocean.
R: Lol, Thank you so much for the review. I think no one understands him.
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Kurt was pissed, he had not done anything wrong but some guy felt justified insulting him. He sat at an empty seat in class.
He ignored the kid from that sat beside him, he wanted to go back to Dalton so bad. He was sick and tired of these ignorant people talking to him like a girl and making suggestions as if he would EVER have sexual relations with any of them.
It was almost as if the students were filled full of aphrodisiacs because Kurt could not comprehend how people made sexual suggestions to people they did not even know!
"I hate this school" Kurt whispered beneath his breath, before looking up to the the 80 year old grandma yet again before him.
"Hi Kurt, I think we started on the wrong foot. My name is Rachel Berry, you are a counter tenor and with you on board, we can finally win nationals, I mean you won't be as good as me but you can be a close second." She said in an annoying peppy tone, it made Kurt want to strangle her. He opted to ignore her till she went away but no such luck. She sat right before him and turned back to chat Kurt's ear off and as much as Kurt pretended not to hear he could hear every word.
Kurt already decided from that moment to ignore Rachel Berry till she lost all delusions of seeing Kurt sing again.
Kurt could almost kiss the teacher that stepped into the class with a button up white shirt and black slacks, the man was aged and balding but he successfully shut Rachel up and Kurt was thankful.
The class was boring but nothing could compare to Rachel's constant talking. After class Kurt packed his things up and stood up to leave but yet again Rachel was there, she blocked his path holding a pen in her right hand and a sheet in the other.
"All we need is your name and signature" she said looking up at Kurt trying to be cute.
"Listen here, Jennifer or whatever your name is. No matter how much you bother me I am not going to join the association of old hags to sing and perform, now pardon my French but would you kindly go away and never speak to me again?." Kurt said as he glared her down.
"We are not hags we have cheerleaders and jocks" Rachel spoke up.
"I see and these 'cheerleaders and jocks' chose you as their advocate? I don't know but this sounds more like a far fetch story than actual reality." Kurt responded, as she opened her mouth to speak he cut her off again. "Besides even if it were true I only sing when I am inspired and nothing in this school can inspire me"
"Why are you so mean?" The girl asked, her smile slipped. Her eyes full of tears, she turned back around to leave.
"Don't you think you are being a bitch?" The familiar voice spoke up, Kurt did not need to turn around to know it was the guy with the dead raccoon on his head.
"Hmm…? Let me guess another one of you friends?" Kurt spun around to be face to face with Puck's chest. He took two steps back in order to glare at him.
"No, but I am in the stupid club and it's not that bad" he said.
"Oh joy, I mean I would want to be closer to you after how you spoke to me this morning. It's been my constant fantasy join the Jock's losers only exclusive club. Thank my stars I found it! I dread the very thought of what would happen if I hadn't found it." Kurt snapped in sarcasm.
"Aww Princess I want to be closer to you too, I believe we talked about you sucking my cock" Puck said loudly causing eyes to turn to stare at them. Kurt's face flushed red as he heard people whisper around him, people leaving paused to see how it would play out. "Or was it about how wet you cunt is for me?"
Kurt knew Puck was purposely yelling to get Kurt to sign his name on the sheet, with a glare he turned to Rachel grabbing the pen and paper he signed his name dropped it and walked away. He was not going to show up anyway. He was stopped when someone grabbed his hand causing him to stop. " I signed the stupid paper now fuck off"
"If you don't show up a rumor will go round that I paid you $10 for a blow job, Princess and I can bet you would not like the offers you would get" Puck walked away leaving Kurt standing there in internal turmoil.
He decided he really hated the Glee club, Puck,Blake and girl that talks too much.
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Kurt grabbed his lunch and sat quietly down, he groaned when the red head sat beside him. "So rumor I heard a rumor today, I heard that your legs are not as shut as you pretend they are." Kurt was loosing his appetite. He already didn't like the food now this stalker wants to bug him.
"Pretend? What exactly is this rumor you have my attention." Kurt asked. He set his fork down and stared at Rick who looked over joyed to have Kurt's full attention.
"You and Mr. School badboy are hooking up or are about to hook up" Rick said as he stared at Kurt "I can be a bad boy too, you know?"
"Well thank you for the information but I am not hooking up with anyone" Kurt glared at Rick, he hated this guy too.
"Your body is really fit" Rick said as he placed a hand on Kurt's thigh. Kurt stood up abruptly carried his tray to dump it when the Rebecca? Intercepted him.
"Kurt, hey" she said with a huge smile.
"Rebecca? Jenifer? What can I help you with now? Have something else you need to black mail me with?" Kurt asked.
"My name is Rachel Berry actually and I/we want you to sit at our table and eat with us" Rachel was smiling brightly not like Kurt had a better option.
"Whatever, lead the way it cannot be worse than where I was sitting" Kurt sighed.
Rachel led him to a table with a wheelchair kid, two Asian kids, to Black kids one a Jock male, four white male Jocks and 3 cheerleaders. The pushed together two tables and are freely. Kurt could see Puck and the Blake kid from the morning.
"This is our newest member Kurt Hummel" Kurt glared at Rachel before sitting down on the chair beside Blake, simply because it was empty.
"So I.." Blake tried to speak.
"I would appreciate it if you don't try to talk to me, you are just an asshole like your friend" Kurt snapped.
Kurt watched Blake deflate almost like he wanted to cry, he felt a bit bad. Sebastian guilt tripped him with expressions like this whenever Kurt brought up taking a break. Sebastian would look sad and cry sometimes, he would swear he would change. Kurt was almost fully immune now to the bullshit now.
Kurt ate quickly and left as soon as he was done, he didn't want to be around the glee club for too long. He tried to avoid the sassy chick, Mercedes, questions. He pretended like the girl that constantly accused him of being a dolphin was non existent and he purposely shut down any attempt Rachel made to befriend him.
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After school Kurt waited at his locker for Rachel to take him to the Glee club practice room.
"Hey Princess" The voice made Kurt cringe. He saw Puck standing there staring at him, "Rachel said I should show you the way to the choir room."
"Oh joy" Kurt's words dropped with sarcasm.
"Don't get too exited princess you have to audition before you are fully a member. You have to sing a song" Puck said.
"So if I blow my audition, I am out of the club?" Kurt asked as a smirk lit his lips.
"No you would be in Glee but you will be lip singing and swaying in the background" Puck replied. They walked in silence for a while.
"What is your problem with me anyway?" Kurt snapped breaking the silence. Puck stopped walking and turned to Kurt, Kurt took a step back preparing to run if need be.
"Princess, Blaine has been my boy for a long time, we ate glue together and built sand castles. He has really bad taste in guys but he thinks you are a guy so he has a crush on you." Puck began.
"I am a guy" Kurt snapped.
"You are not a guy because you lack the essential thing that makes you a man, which is a dick" Puck said. "Blaine is gay, he doesn't like pussy. You go around pretending like you have a dick, acting as if you are a guy and the fact he fell for it really pisses me off." Puck snapped. "Blaine thinks you are a guy not some chick in drag"
"Do you think I wanted to be born without a dick? I fight every fucking day against ignorant assholes like you" kurt snapped.
"Who fucking cares? if you dressed your fucking gender you wouldn't have an issue, you are a girl and you should stop confusing innocent people by dressing like a boy"
"Well fuck you Puck, seeing as it is my body and I choose to identify as a boy you cannot do shit to me" Kurt snapped.
"You are not a boy Kurt, wouldn't you be happier identifying as what God made you as." Puck asked. Kurt was tired and Puck was saying all on Kurt's mind. Life would be easier if he got boobs and then started dressing like a girl. Kurt grit his teeth.
"I don't need a loser who will fucking be here working at McDonald,s 20 years from now, telling me how to live my life. Wouldn't your life be easier if you killed yourself and avoided the pain of becoming a disappointment to society?" Kurt fell silent when Puck said nothing for a long while. Puck chuckled and broke the silence.
"If you were not a girl I would have kicked your ass" Puck said before turning back and leading Kurt to the choir room before proceeding to ditch glee.
The teacher entered the class slowly "Hey everyone, Kurt you may not know me but I teach Spanish and coach the glee club. My name is Will Schuester and it is very nice to meet you." Kurt noted the man was kind of attractive but he didn't look driven enough to propel a club like this to win nationals. "As it is tradition you must sing something for us"
Kurt never really sang without inspiration but thoughts of Sebastian filled his head. He knew what he was going to sing, he was going to sing the song that touched him the most.
He sad away from everyone else so he stood and walked to the pianist to tell him what he would be singing.
The music began and all eyes were on him as he stood at the Centre of the room.
Energy- Keri Hilson
I wish I could rip out a page of my memory
Cause I put to much energy in him and me
Can't wait til I get through this phase
Cause it's killing me
To bad we can't re-write our own history
Such a mystery when he's here with me
It's hard to believe I'm still lonely
Chances fading now, patience running out
This ain't how it's supposed to be
Kurt was loosing himself in the music, tears rolling off his cheeks. He could see the day he met Sebastian the sweet words he spoke to Kurt, their first kiss, first time Sebastian and him made love.
I'm having nightmares
From sleeping with the enemy
How do we reverse the chemistry
I don't want us to be the end of me
This love is taking all of my energy
Energy, my energy
Taking all my energy
Energy, my energy
Taking all of (my energy)
Then Kurt could see them arguing and the flirting with other guys that caught Sebastian's fancy, it went back to the day Sebastian said he loved Kurt.
Seems only like yesterday
Not even gravity
Could keep our feet
On the ground
When u go to me
How can two be as one
We've become to divided now
There's no use hiding from memory now
Such a mystery when he's here with me
It's hard to believe I'm still lonely
Chances fading now, patience running out
This ain't how it's supposed to be
Kurt paused the tune ran on but he didn't continue to sing he knew he would break down if he did so he wrapped his arms around himself and went back to his seat.
Mr Schuester was back on the floor, "What a performance" he said before laughing nervously. "Beautiful voice but perhaps next time we keep the song simple?" He asked a rhetorical question.
"Whatever" Kurt responded, he poured his heart out and the person it was meant for was not even there. Kurt knew he should probably move on, Sebastian obviously do not love him. Puck was right maybe he was a freak and he should just accept a life of being a mediocre girl and date some mediocre guy. He wasn't special no one wanted him, no one would ever love him. Why bother at all?
Kurt put on his game face through the club meeting and left as soon as it was over avoiding everyone to his car parked in the lot.
" Kurt wait up!" Kurt turned to see the Blaine kid Puck had been on about running after him. He got in his car and drove off.
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Burt Hummel was dying, not physically but inside he was dying as he watched the roses Sebastian had sent Kurt burn in the yard along with the fourteen boxes of chocolates. He wanted Kurt to move past that stupid kid and letting Kurt receive such gifts would only inspire the feelings to remain.
"Burt I really don't think this is the right way to handle this, if Kurt finds out he would be very upset" Elizabeth spoke up as she watched her husband as he sat comfortably on his chair with a beer in hand watching the gifts burn.
"He should thank me for helping him get rid of that no good piece of trash'S gift! How dare he send my baby chocolates with aphrodisiacs?" Burt hated the kid.
"At what age do you think Kurt should start dating or living his life?"
"40 years old."
"Burt!"