"Oh Dios mío la comida esta deliciosa!" Suyapa exclaimed while she ate "I can't believe you guys made this."
Suyapa stuffed her face with the food.
She simply wanted to fill the loneliness inside of her. Food was a good way to fill it up. At least for now
"I'm glad she's not angry anymore" Isidro said with a sighed
"Right." Suyapa said raising her cup "It doesn't matter, just like it didn't matter back in 1821 or 1823"
The room felt silent everyone looked at each other.
"Suyapa… What are you trying to do?" Itza asked
"I'm just saying." She answered looking at her sister dead in the eyes.
Suyapa laughed.
"The food is amazing!" Suyapa said once more.
"Yes, indeed" Roderich said looking at Elizabeta
"This food is somehow different" Ludwig said looking at it weirdly
"Ludwig, don't said it that way!" Belle said laughing "Itza and Elizabeta prepared this with love"
Antonio laughed with delight.
The atmosphere went back to normal, or so they thought.
They enjoy the food and talked happily together, remembering the good old days, and the memories they had made recently.
They were happy.
"Hey, remember when Antonio first came to our house?" Tomas asked
The five siblings were outside of the castle sightseeing. The scenery was quite beautiful and breathe taking.
They had decided to go outside and enjoy the surrounding areas. Inside there was nothing fun to do.
The family was going to go out to a nice place, but right now everyone was minding their own business.
"Yes." Suyapa said narrowing her eyes "We were all babies."
"I remember you came running to mama's side to tell her the news" Isidro said
"I was scare. We looked different, we dressed different, we didn't speak the same language, but I could understand him, because I was one of us." Suyapa said
"You had it rough" Itza said "The capital was in Gracias, because of the gold resources, but when you ran out of gold, Antonio's boss moved the capital to Guatemala City"
"Yes… We were all sick too" Tomas said
"Remember when mama said bye?" Jose asked with a little tint of sadness in his voice
"She never said bye to me" Itza said "but I see her in my dreams all the time"
"She said: I knew this day would come. The Sun, the moon and the stars say it would" Isidro said "and after that she left us… she never came back from the forest"
The siblings looked away from each other. It felt embarrassing to talk about the past. There was nothing there for them only memories.
"Antonio always looked nice" Tomas said "he took care of us, but his bosses saw us like cows"
"Three centuries." Jose said "three of them while we suffer, wanting independence. Thanks to Sr. Francia and his revolution we did what had to be done."
"… we hurt him deeply, though" Isidro said
"Yeah… we're very good at that." Suyapa said laughing "We never grow up, do we?"
The siblings laughed
Tomas looked at his sister and wondered what she was really feeling.
When she was hurt she would be more active and happy to hide her true feelings.
Was it his fault? They were siblings after all, in occasions they would fight. That was normal.
"Suyapa I'm sorry" he said
"Don't mention it anymore" Suyapa said with a smile on her face "I need to go inside to get ready"
"We have like 2 hours" Jose said "Let's hang out together, we never get to do that back home"
"Because you never want to" Suyapa said turning around and heading to the castle.
Suyapa's tone was something neutral, it didn't sound like her at all.
"Remember" Itza said "Is something fancy, so surprise us."
"I will" Suyapa said.
Normally Suyapa maintain her hair in a low bun. She didn't like her hair in her face or floating around her, she thought it wasn't as pretty as Itza's; her hair was wavy and Itza's hair was straight. This made Itza's hair look like it belonged floating in the air.
She was so beautiful, her skin glowed when the sun was hitting it, her pretty eyes and her long lashes were so unique, the way she dressed, the way she talked, she was so beautiful.
Suyapa was once like that, she was proud of her long wavy hair floating in the air, she felt beautiful in her typical clothes, feeling the sun or the rain, she used to be happy, she used to feel pretty… but now, she could only remember, so many things had happened.
Suyapa kept walking through the hallways looking for Antonio, but she wouldn't find him.
She did find the Austrian with the Hungarian sitting down together talking. They look happy.
"How can they be so happy? It looks like real happiness… I wish I would experience that once more" she thought smiling to herself remembering him
She couldn't find Antonio. Where could that person be?
She was tired of being here in Spain, she wanted to go back home. It was the second day but it was necessary to go back home. That's where she belongs.
She knew her siblings were distant from her. She knew it, but she always tried to make that different, to make that change and they would not try…
"Orquidea, what's wrong?" a voice said behind her
"Antonio?" she said turning
Antonio was standing behind her with a glass of water in his hand
"You don't look happy." He said worried
"I'm the one who is happy one moment and the next I'm ready to kill someone"
Antonio looked at her
"This is not normal for you" he said petting her head "you would normally joke with Gilbert or play with Lovino and Feliciano, or talk about military stuff with Ludwig. But since this morning you only ate."
Suyapa didn't said anything just looked at him in the eyes with an expression that Antonio couldn't read
"Suyapa, if you don't tell me what's wrong, then I wont be able to do anything about it. I won't be able to help you."
"There's nothing you can do about it." She said serious "I'm going back home tomorrow morning"
Antonio jump backwards and out his hands in front of him
"You can't!" he said sad
"Why?" Suyapa said "I can't be close to my siblings. So why try again when they clearly do not want to." She said ready to cry
"That's a lie. They love you." He said grabbing her hands "Here, let's do something fun"
Suyapa didn't said anything, but Antonio begin saying his charm kusosoososososososo Kusososososo
This made Suyapa laughed
"I don't know…" she said "I think I need to go anyway. This place…"
"That's the same excuse" Tomas said from behind Suyapa
"Go away" Suyapa said angrily
"No!" he said defining her
"Perro, andate!" Suyapa said turning around to face Tomas
"No!" he repeated "I'm not going anywhere"
At those words Suyapa put her hands into fist and begun striking Tomas.
She kicked punched, blocked, and threw things at Tomas while shouting insults.
"Suyapa, calm down" Antonio said sighing
"No, I wont! I'm going to kill him… He destroyed the only happiness I had… the only one" she screamed crying.