XP: I wrote this like 2 weeks ago and couldn't upload it because it's hella embarrassing. WTF my friend from uni reads this you know ;_; How can I look her in the eyes again omg.

You guessed it, you begged for it in your reviews and now it's here.

Now excuse me while I find a hole to hide in.

***Start***

After dropping his young friend off, Kurapika returned back to his hotel to mull things over. It was good that Killua and Gon had finally made up. He always enjoyed watching their antics as best friends, and he thought that they would always continue on their adventures together. In a sense, he felt that it was partially his fault for not realizing the underlying tensions and problems to their friendships and letting it deteriorate to such an extent that they had to blow up on each other.

In actuality, the three of them were the closest friends Kurapika made since Pairo. After he heard of his village's slaughter, he had thrown himself into training and becoming stronger, and the people he met along the way were just a means to an end to achieve the goal of revenge. He didn't dare to let down his guard and truly enjoy life in case he forgot about vengeance. The nightmares that haunted him, the spirits of their brethren never left him alone in peace. Yet, during the hunter exam, Kurapika laughed more than he never did and was able to put in trust in other people.

He felt that he had the responsibility to repay them for all the help and experiences they brought to his life, and if playing mediator was all that was needed, Kurapika would gladly do it over and over again. He looked forward to meeting up as a whole group again. Perhaps they could travel somewhere together just like during the hunter exams. It would be nostalgic.

Recollecting over the events of the day however, soon brought his thoughts back to Illumi. Illumi had come into his life just as sudden as a flash storm with no prior warning, with an intensity to match. But perhaps that obsession of his would just as quickly end? What if he was just a plaything for Illumi to spend time with? His insecurities had taken over, and Kurapika wondered again what the ex-assassin saw in him.

Illumi had called him beautiful... Was that really? And was that all? Thinking along the lines, what did Leorio see in him as well? Kurapika didn't understand how he could seem attractive to anyone at all. Senritsu did mention once about how exotic he looked, could that be the answer? When human beings see something unique, they can't help but want to chase after it.

Then again... if it was just a passing fling, why would Illumi quit his job because Kurapika didn't like it? Furthermore, he always listened patiently to what Kurapika had to say and always respected Kurapika's opinions... even when it clashed with his own. So did Illumi really like him after all?

Kurapika groaned and rolled around in his bed, hugging his pillow.

When he remembered just what transpired between him and Illumi on their date, and just earlier in the morning however, Kurapika's face fully heated up. What was he, an hormonal teen?! Oh, right... he was that age, wasn't he? But Illumi was just so dominating and seductive in every action he took, and it just made his heart leap pleasantly over and over. He wasn't sure if he was at all ready for anything physical, but with his promise earlier, it was kinda too late. Ugh! Why did he have to say something like that in the spur of the moment? He should have thought with his head, not his...

"Aghhh," Kurapika growled, thrashing about on the bed again.

"Your stress relieving methods are interesting."

Kurapika looked up between his messy blond fringe to see his wise and calm friend. She must have heard his frantic heartbeats and come to poke fun at him while giving him advice again.

"I swear, the longer I know you, the less of the cold professional image you first gave when I met you," Senritsu shook her head fondly. Kurapika had never seemed as much a boy his age as he was now. "And take off your shoes before you get on your bed, silly."

"Huh?" Kurapika looked down and realized indeed that he really didn't remove his shoes. He was getting more and more absent minded and distracted nowadays, no thanks to Illumi. He sat up and started to untie his shoelaces, grumbling. In his thoughts, he realized with a start, oh no. If there was going to be anything between him and Illumi at all, tonight, Senritsu would...

He looked at her suddenly with a look of a deer caught in the headlights.

"What is it?" Senritsu raised an eyebrow, now used to Kurapika's strangeness. "You head is going to explode from all your thinking."

"I um. Is there any chance you-" No, it would be impolite to ask her to leave. Plus, Neon needed someone to protect her when he was, ah, engaged. IF he was going to be engaged with other matters. "Do you hear anything with earplugs on?"

Senritsu giggled at the weird question. "No, my hearing would still work. If I can hear your heartbeat from here, do you really think earplugs would deter me?"

"Ah..." Kurapika fidgeted his toes.

"Now what is this about?" Senritsu was completely curious now.

"I, that's..." How the hell do you tell your friend you might get laid tonight? Might being the keyword, of course. It was still giving his heart flipflops. "You see, Illumi... uh, tonight, we..."

Amidst all the stammering, Senritsu got the correct idea. "Kurapika Kuruta!" She shouted, scandalized. "Don't you think it's way too early in your relationship for that?"

"Ugh, I know that!" Kurapika complained, smacking his pillow. "But I said it and I can't take it back!"

"Oh, you," Senritsu shook her head in sympathy for her friend who was completely new to relationships. Kurapika's head was completely red and he looked like he was going to faint at any moment. "Well, stay safe, and-"

"Senritsu!" Kurapika screeched, horrified. "Please do not start."

Senritsu gave him a look. "Well okay, since you don't want me to say anything, I'm leaving."

"Noooo wait," Kurapika whined, gripping onto her hand for dear life. "Please save me, I'm so nervous that I think my heart is going to burst."

"Okay," Senritsu shook her head in exasperation, sitting back down. "The most important thing is, do you love him?"

Unable to meet her eyes from the embarrassment, Kurapika nodded.

"And do you feel ready?"

"I... I'm not sure," Kurapika bit his lip.

"Well, you shouldn't enter anything if you're not ready yet. And if Illumi loves you, I'm sure he'll understand if you tell him that, even if he will be disappointed, he'll wait for you," Senritsu reasoned. "Please think everything through, Kurapika. I know you are a logical person."

"Alright, thanks, Senritsu."

"And if he ever forces himself on you, I'll know. I'll be around," Senritsu said cheekily, making Kurapika groan and blush.

Kurapika was a nervous wreck after Senritsu left. He had taken a bath and tidied his room and paced about a thousand times now. He groaned and looked at the clock. This was grueling. It was midnight now, and he had been in this state of anxiousness for the past few hours. Perhaps he should text Illumi, but he didn't want to look too eager. Well, maybe Illumi forgot? That would be a relief... but why was he so disappointed at Illumi's lack of appearance?

Kurapika grumbled as he punched his pillow to release stress.

At his state of hyper sensitivity, Kurapika instantly heard the tapping sound at his window. Was that... Could that be...? Hugging his pillow to his chest, he tip toed to the window gingerly and peeked out of the blinds for the thousandth time. It was so dark he could barely see, but he heard the soft breathing of someone. It ought to be Illumi... right?

Sliding the window open, Kurapika gaped at the wounded mess in front of him. Illumi looked like he had definitely seen better days. Although the wounds were not severe, his clothes were disheveled, along with his hair. His handsome face had a darkening bruise on it, while his arms had minor cuts.

"What happened to you?" Kurapika fretted in a half shriek, ushering the man into the room instantly, all his prior reservations and nervousness gone.

Illumi was clearly sulking. "Sorry, I'm late. That bastard from the morning hired some people to get back at me. I know you don't want me to kill anyone, so I had troubled holding back."

"Geez," touched by Illumi's remembrance of his morality and his change for him, Kurapika couldn't help but smile. "But if you're ever in danger, please protect yourself, okay?" Kurapika traced his fingers against Illumi's bruised cheek gently. Leaning in, he kissed it gently to reward Illumi for thinking of him.

"Are you going to kiss everywhere that's injured?" Putting on a blank and innocent face while his mind raced with dirty thoughts, Illumi tried his best to appeal to Kurapika.

"Don't be silly," Kurapika laughed, "That would be an incentive for you to get injured in the future."

"Then... how about you kiss anywhere that's not injured?" Illumi improvised instantly with a smirk, and Kurapika couldn't help but be charmed.

"Maybe I will," Kurapika teased, feeling the heart thumping coming back on. Gently, he brushed his hand across all of the wounds Illumi had gotten, using the healing chain to heal him. Illumi watched quietly when Kurapika worked, finding something undeniably attractive in Kurapika when he was concentrating. When Kurapika looked up, he blushed at the intent stare Illumi was giving him. He backed off, but Illumi pulled him back, making him fall on Illumi's chest.

Illumi chuckled as he wrapped his arms around Kurapika's waist as the disoriented blond sat himself properly on Illumi's lap. "What was that for?" Kurapika chided lightly, affection clear in his tone.

Illumi didn't reply, gazing at Kurapika with dark eyes.

Kurapika shifted uncomfortably, was it him or was the room getting hotter...? He didn't resist when Illumi's hand cupped his cheek and guided him into a gentle kiss. He didn't resist either when Illumi's hands started unbuttoning his shirt. Although he was unsure, he felt very safe in Illumi's careful hands.

Illumi leaned down over Kurapika's pale shoulder, and bit into it with such fierce possessiveness that Kurapika moaned instantly and gripped onto Illumi for support. His heart was beating like a drum now, and he hugged Illumi tightly when Illumi continued to suck and nibble at his neck insistently to mark him. Moans spewed out of his lips, shocking Kurapika himself as he trembled at how good intimacy felt.

His shirt was off, and Kurapika, after a moment's hesitation, starting tugging at Illumi's top as well. Illumi relented and lifted his arms so Kurapika could strip him. Kurapika was frozen in place when Illumi was topless, blushing tomato red. Illumi looked very erotic now, his body built in a way that was both slim and muscular, with his body defined with sharp collarbones. But the most important thing was how Illumi was eyeing him like a predator with his hooded eyes, licking his lips. When Illumi pulled him down for a deep and passionate kiss that made Kurapika feel like jelly, he was certain he would be devoured.

Kurapika covered his mouth with his hand when Illumi moved down to lap at his nipples, tugging at them roughly with sharp teeth and sucking it harshly while his hand did the same with the other nipple, tugging and rubbing. Kurapika tried to hold the flood of obscene sounds back, but they spilled out in muted groans. Illumi left no part was his body unexplored, and it was undeniably sexy when Illumi panted, his breath next to Kurapika's ear as he tugged at Kurapika's pants. Growling lowly in his throat, the sound vibrated pleasantly through Kurapika's ear, making him shiver when Illumi started nibbling and tugging at his ear.

"Illumi... stop," Kurapika pleaded, feeling unsure all of a sudden.

"Why?" Illumi's voice sounded foreign with how low and raspy it was. But undeniably sexual.

"I feel strange, I...ah!"

He was unprepared when Illumi slid his lube covered finger up his asshole, forcing the second and third in. It was so sudden that Kurapika forgot his protest, mind being muddled by the unfamiliar feeling. Kurapika couldn't form coherent words, but he couldn't find a way to describe the strange sensation any way. It felt strange and intrusive, yet it felt strangely pleasurable. He could feel himself being stretched as Illumi shifted his fingers. But he wasn't afraid as Illumi embraced him tightly his with free arm, the way their bodies pressed together tightly was oddly satisfying and comforting.

"Illumi..." he groaned, as Illumi started to nibble at his neck again.

All of a sudden, he saw stars as every nerve in his body came alive and felt electrified. Moans bubbled out of his lips when Illumi touched it again. Embarrassed, Kurapika hid his face on Illumi's shoulder when Illumi paused and removed his fingers.

"Do you still want me to stop?" Illumi teased with that deep and sexy voice that made Kurapika shiver. Kurapika was very aroused at this point, and his whole body tingled and ached now when Illumi stopped touching him. He was craving physical contact, and he wanted those large hands of Illumi's to be back. Illumi did so as if sensing his thoughts, stroking the smooth skin of his thighs, but never what he really wanted. He seemed to enjoy bullying Kurapika to force him to answer. "Well?"

"You're mean," Kurapika whimpered. Illumi pulled Kurapika away from his shoulder to take a proper look at his lover's face. He was stunned when he found gorgeous red eyes filled with need, paired with Kurapika's beautifully flushed face. Illumi was so stunned by how ethereal Kurapika seemed that he forgot to breathe.

"What's wrong?" Kurapika whispered self consciously when Illumi stared at him, tucking blond hair back behind his ear.

"You're fucking beautiful," Illumi breathed out, pulling Kurapika down to kiss him fiercely.

Incredibly turned on to the point of feeling like was about to burst, Kurapika throbbed with need as he replied, "Then touch me."

Illumi didn't need a second invitation. He flipped Kurapika onto the bed roughly, eyeing his flawless partner greedily as he stripped his own pants. Kurapika had never been more ready in his life for this when Illumi lifted his hips and guided his erect cock to Kurapika's entrance. Kurapika spread his legs for him in anticipation. Illumi pushed in forcefully, and Kurapika threw his head back, his fingers gripping onto the sheets desperately from the pain. "Illumi," he called out, gasping. Illumi grunted from how tight Kurapika was, with his walls clamping down on his cock due to the sudden intrusion.

Illumi leaned down and gave him a passionate kiss, and Kurapika hands found their way to Illumi's shoulders. Illumi pulled out slightly and thrust hard, now fully in Kurapika. Kurapika grunted with pain and Illumi tried his best to distract him, kissing him fervently.

"Am I being too rough with you? I don't want to hurt you," Illumi whispered belatedly, waiting for Kurapika to adjust.

Peering up at Illumi with tears in his glimmering red eyes, Kurapika stroked Illumi's cheek, taking in how Illumi's hair fell around them just like a curtain. Illumi's eyes were alive with a strong barrage of emotions, all loving and passionate. And in that instance, Kurapika knew that he loved this man back too. His fingers traced Illumi's lips, and he craved their softness on his own lips again.

"Kiss me," Kurapika demanded, and Illumi was happy to oblige , this time kissing Kurapika sweetly and gently. His lips were kiss bruised and swollen, but he couldn't get enough of the delicious contact.

"Harder," Kurapika mumbled with half-lidded eyes. "Kiss me harder and fuck me. I love it when you're rough."

Illumi didn't know it was possible to get even more turned on than he already was, but he lost his self control in that instant and started to thrust into Kurapika with wild abandon. Kurapika mewled wantonly, all logical senses gone out of the window when Illumi kept hitting his sweet spot, making his mind a muddle, blissful mess. He kept repeating Illumi's name as Illumi continued to give him blinding pleasure.

"Illumi! Fuck, Illumi... Harder! Mm, god, it feels so good..."

Kurapika was so damned sexy and erotic right now when he lost all of his self-restraint, and Illumi stroked Kurapika's throbbing member as he threw his head back, lost in the sensations as he thrust his hips strongly. Everything felt fucking good and he had never been so alive in his life.

"Kurapika, fuck, Kurapika... I'm cumming, cum with me... Fuck, Kurapika..." Illumi leaned down and kissed Kurapika desperately, and Kurapika kissed him back, tightening his grip around Illumi's shoulders. Illumi bit and sucked at Kurapika's neck obsessively, repeating, "You're mine... Kurapika, you're mine..."

The sensations of Illumi's dick thrusting in him and Illumi's hand pumping his dick was to much to bear, and Kurapika cried out as he came, throwing his head back as his dick ejaculated thick gooey liquid. As he spasmed and writhed in pleasure, his clenching walls drove Illumi crazy, and Illumi moaned loudly as he came, spurting his seed inside of Kurapika.

As Kurapika slowly regained his mind, he regarded Illumi lovingly, pulling him down for a kiss. "I love you, Illumi."

Illumi stroked the sweat soaked bangs off of Kurapika's face, watching the seductive afterglow on Kurapika's face as his enchanting red eyes continued to shine. Aroused again, his hand slid down Kurapika's chest which was covered with semen. Raising his hand, he licked his fingers seductively as Kurapika blushed.

"That's dirty!" Kurapika protested, blushing even harder when he realized Illumi's dick which was inside of him was becoming hard again.

"Not if it's yours," Illumi smirked, as he watched his lover's adorable red face. "You're not getting any sleep tonight."

"What do you-Ahhhh!" Kurapika moaned when Illumi started to thrust again when he was still overly sensitive from their first round. "Mm, Illumi, no... stop..." he pleaded half heartedly as his nerves tingled with pleasure.

"You know you want it," Illumi growled lowly, leaving more trails of hickeys on Kurapika. He slid out, and Kurapika shuddered from the wet sensation as Illumi's cum slowly flowed out from his ass. Illumi started to suck and bite on Kurapika's inner thighs, purposefully denying Kurapika pleasure.

"You bully," Kurapika whined, reaching his hand down to touch himself due to his painfully throbbing dick.

Illumi slapped his pale ass, and Kurapika groaned at the strangely pleasurable pain. Illumi gave him a warning look as he continued to make hickeys.

"Please, Illumi..." Kurapika begged.

"Please what?" Illumi licked a trail up to the base of Kurapika's balls, sucking on one of the sacks.

"Stop teasing me and touch me," Kurapika begged. Once those words were out of his lips, Illumi went down on his dick, using his warm cavern to suck Kurapika with skilled fellatio. Kurapika moaned and grabbed Illumi's hair to pull him closer as Illumi bobbed his head up and down. Kurapika never knew he could felt this way, to feel so intensely. When he was about to come, Illumi tightened his hand around the base of Kurapika's cock, denying him pleasure.

"Illumi..." Kurapika wailed.

Illumi pressed his cock against Kurapika's entrance teasingly, and Kurapika knew just what to say.

"Illumi, please, put your dick in me and fuck me until I can't think agai- Mm!"

Illumi slammed his hips, still maintaining his pressure around Kurapika's cock. He didn't listen to Kurapika's pleas to cum, taking his time to play with Kurapika's ass until pleasure built up for him and he picked up his pace. He wanted them to cum together. Kurapika was now meeting his thrusts subconsciously as he desperately wanted release. When he was about to cum, Illumi finally released his grip, and Kurapika came harder than he had ever before.

Panting with effort and weariness, Kurapika looked up at the satisfied Illumi, who was smirking. Oh no, he knew that expression. His heart leaped with anticipation when that smirk grew wider and Illumi started to move again. He was soon lost in wanton moans as he shifted his hips like a slut. He really wasn't going to get any sleep tonight.

***End***

GAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.