I guess the inspiration hit me! Actually, I felt like I would disappoint people if I didn't continue so here I am. Plus, this is how I would imagine what takes place in this chapter. I wrote it in a different way. I tried other ways, but it didn't flow like this did. The next chapter will be written the way the first was. I do not know when I will update next. I just happened to have a lot of time today. Reviews are appreciated greatly. Hope you enjoy!
I do not own Faking It even though I want to.
Everything felt so right. The dim lighting that set the perfect ambience. The warmth of her smooth skin pressed up against yours. The way your nose was flooded by the sweet smell of her hair and bed sheets . The way she nipped at your lip just hard enough to make that pit in your stomach collapse again. But that was a reoccurring feeling. You were collapsing over and over again into everything that was Amy Raudenfeld. It was perfect. It was all so perfect and there was no other place you wanted to be; except there in that very moment.
You carefully left warm, slow kisses along her neck and jaw line. You took in a whiff of her hair and gently whispered, "You smell yummy." into her ear. She grabbed your back as if she was hanging onto something. As if she was hanging on to something she never wanted to leave; something she never wanted to let go of. Shivers traveled down your spine at the thought that someone needed you as much as you needed them. This is only made you deepen the kisses. You could feel the goose bumps rise on her skin and her breaths deepening by every gentle touch you left on her body. This made you complete.
The fact that you had this much control over this girl's body made you smile into the warm kisses that you were leaving at her collarbone. You worked your way down, making sure that you didn't miss an inch of her soft skin. You were at her hip bones and her breathing was getting deeper, faster. Your lips kissed gently at her belly button. You looked up to see how the girl was reacting. You found her eyes were closed with her lips parted slightly.
That look; it drove you crazy. You wanted more. You wanted her to scream your name and plead for more. Maybe it was selfish that you wanted these things from her. Maybe it wasn't. At this point, you didn't care.
You hooked your fingers underneath her green underwear. She quickly shot up and asked if you were sure. You smiled and nodded at her because you were sure. So sure of everything. You were so sure of the raw and exposed girl lying down before you. You were so sure of all the kisses and goose bumps you left all over her body seconds ago. You were ready to show her all the feelings you could never put into words. You looked into those deep green eyes that you never failed to get lost in and told her to relax. She sat up and met your lips with hers. She cupped your face with her slender fingers and grazed her tongue against yours. She left you with a tender kiss on your forehead and laid back on the bed.
You slid the green panties off of her legs with care. The girl didn't budge because just like you, she was sure. She was ready to collapse beneath you. She was ready to finally give you that power; that control. So when you parted her thighs with your hands, she didn't object.
You touched her inner thighs with your lips, making sure that she could feel everything you she made you feel. You moved your lips closer and closer until there you were. You were face to face with everything that had been crowding your mind for so long. This was it. You whispered "Are you ready?" into her thighs. She whimpered and this made you want more. So you did just that. You got more.
You caressed her hip bones with your hands as you did your selfish work. Yes, this was everything. The girl that you loved finally gave into you. Her breathing got deeper and deeper the longer you swirled your tongue against her. Your finger followed your tongue and created bigger motions moving in and out of her. You heard it. That was it. What you were waiting for all night. She said your name at the back of her throat.
"Karma.."
This drove you insane and created that same pit in your stomach. You continued. Slowly and surely Amy was falling underneath the touch of your mouth. Her back started to arch and you could feel her tightening around you. Her lengthy moan was followed by a slow "Woah". You smiled into her because you were sure your work was done. You left one last kiss between her thighs and worked your way up.
There she was. Everything that you were so sure of melted under you. Her hair was all over the place. Her lips were swollen and her chest was still rising at a fast tempo. The look on her face was new to you. You had never seen it before. She looked satisfied, relaxed. She looked happy. You looked into her eyes and go lost once again. You whispered into her lips "I know" and continued to make them swell more.
You shot up out of your sheets quickly. Too quickly actually. You couldn't figure out if you were light headed from the sitting up or that dream. You touched your lips in hopes that they were just as swollen as they were in that dream.
Dream.
It was just that; a dream. You sunk back into your bed and a pit collapsed in your stomach, but not like the pit in the dream. This pit was empty. It was sucking everything you felt in that dream down with it. Every emotion, every pulse, every whimper; it was gone along with all the feeling you once had. You grabbed your phone by the nightstand in hopes that she texted you. Maybe she just over reacted. You unlocked the screen and there weren't any new messages. You didn't expect anything else. You laid it down and suffocated yourself with your blankets and your thoughts.
You laid their for a good while. You ignored your alarm. You didn't feel like going to school. Your mom came in to check on you. She insisted on drinking some tea and you did. It warmed your body up for a little bit, but then it grew cold again. You drifted back to sleep again. The next time you woke up your clock showed "4:25". Everyone was out of school and here you were; lying in bed empty and alone. But you've always laid in bed alone so why did it feel different? Because you were actually alone. Everyone you cared for shut you out. So you thought to yourself "Why get up?"
You laid there for a while and you jumped when your phone vibrated. You jumped up and checked it. It was a message; a message from Amy. It was time to get up.
We need to talk..
Were you excited? Or were you nervous? You didn't know and quite frankly you didn't care. You just wanted to talk to Amy and she wanted to talk to you. For right now, that was everything you needed.
I'll be right over.
You hastily took of your clothes and jumped in the shower.
You felt it. You felt hope. Maybe she would forgive you as easily as you have forgiven her. You hope cause that's all you can do right now.
Hopefully it was enough.
