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She was stood there at the door clueless like she had been for the past 5 minutes.

She didn't really know what she was going to say. She screwed everything up. She forgave Amy already for her mistake and they were going to be normal again-Normal as they could be. They were going to be back to good again, but her desperation ruined the chances of being normal with her again.

She was so nervous to talk to her. I mean, what do you say to your best friend after you kiss her in front of her girlfriend? How do you say "I am so in love with you. You're everything I need. I'm sorry it just dawned on me lastnight after I kissed you infront of your perfect girlfriend." when she has finally moved on? How do you tell her that you dream about her and the thought about doing more than kissing makes your stomach turn(In the best of ways)? That's right, you don't because she is your best friend. She is your best friend that has finally moved on from you after being rejected from you. Telling her that you love her would only shatter her heart once again.

That's why Karma stood there like an idiot. She didn't how to deal with her feelings, much less talk about them. The thought of talking to the person that had a large influence on her scattered emotions scared her shittless. But she wanted to talk to Amy. She needed to talk to Amy even though she had no idea what to say, so she sucked it up.

Just knock, Ashcroft. She's not going to kill you... Hopefully.

She drew her fist back and carefully knocked three times on the white door. After waiting for what felt like an eternity, Amy finally came at to the door.

Her tear-stained face was evidence that she was also suffering from this chaos. Her hair was up and her bangs were matted with tears . She was wearing a red and black flannel with a faded pair of jeans that hugged her hips just right. Karma couldn't stop studying her features. It was times like this that Karma realized how perfect her friend was. Even though she was obviously hurting, she still looked like Amy; beautiful and flawless. She was just happy to see her friend again, even in this state.

Amy was the first to speak.

"Hey."

"Hey. Umm, can I come in?" she carefully asked.

"Yeah." She could tell by the tone in her voice that she was not very excited to see Karma, but why would she be?

She noticed clothes were scattered on the floor as she walked in. There were obvious signs dripped all over the room that she was also hurting from all of this. There were tissues smeared with make up lying on the floor next to her bed. The donuts Reagan had for her sat on her dresser, untouched. Her bed was also unmade. The room reflected Amy's current state; messy and lost. Karma took a deep breath before taking a seat next to her on the bed. She grabbed her thighs because she had no where to put them, but mostly out of nervousness. Amy locked eyes with her. She looked like she was waiting for an apology? An explanation? Karma couldn't tell so she spoke out nervousness.

"So how was school today?" Karma said uneasily.

Amy squinted her eyes. She wasn't dumb. She knew Karma was avoiding the topic of importance but she played along.

"It was fine. You weren't there?"

"Yeah, just wasn't feeling it today."

Karma felt uneasy. They way she over exaggertated her words made it very clear. The tension in the air could be cut with a knife, but what was she supposed to say?

The reason I kissed you lastnight was because I was lonely and sad and I needed you. Wanna hear something funny? After I kissed you, I found out that I really really needed you like more than friends. Also,I dreamt about you in a non-friend way and I really liked it. Ummm, yeah that's about it. Are we back to good now.

She could never say that. Especially like that. Karma had all the right to be on edge.

"Why is that? Do you feel better?" Amy continued playing along.

"I really didn't want to get up. You know, everyone has those days."

"Mhm." Amy nodded her head and eyed Karma suspiciously.

Karma knew that Amy wasn't dumb. It wouldn't be long before Amy got down to the meat and potatoes. So Karma mentally prepared for any shots that Amy would fire. It was simple, if Amy asked why she kissed her she would simply say, "I was really lonely and hurt. My body had a mind of it's own lastnight. You know how that goes right?". Okay, maybe she wouldn't exactly say that, but she would go along those lines.

"Okay, Karma. When I said I wanted to talk, I didn't want to talk about school." Amy's faced quickly switched from suspicious to hurt.

"Yeah, I know." Karma nodded her head and looked down. Amy rested her hand on her shoulder. It was a comforting gesture. Karma looked up at her green eyes.

"First off, I wanna apologize for yelling. I had no right. I'm sorry."

"No, I'm sorry for my stupid actions." Amy was being so understanding it scared her.

"It's okay. We all make mistakes. Trust me I know from experience." A slight grin broke on Amy's face. This was the first time Karma had seen her slightly happy in awhile, "But, I just need to know, Karma."

Karma knew playing dumb wasn't going to get anywhere. So she got down to the meat and potatoes.

"Why I kissed you, right?"

She couldn't tell her why she did it or what she meant by it. It would only make things worse in their relationship. Amy was just getting over Karma. There was no way Karma was going to jepordize Amy's happiness by telling her about these confusing emotions she had recently figured out herself. She was done putting her desires before other's.

"I honestly don't know." Her voice sounded scratchy. Acting was never her forte. She was always best with six strings and a voice.

"It's okay. I'll totally understand. We're best friends, remember? Just tell me why."

"Okay, then you'll understand that it meant nothing."

Amy looked annoyed, "I know when you're lying Karma. Best friends don't go around kissing their best friends."

"It meant nothing. I don't know what happened, okay?"

Amy's chest rose and she looked very aggrivated. She rose her voice a bit.

"I was the one you were kissing lastnight. And trust me Karma, it sure didn't feel like it meant "nothing"."

Karma was annoyed. She didn't want to tell Amy. She would never tell Amy. She just wouldn't drop it.

"Karma, I am your best friend! No matter what it is, I will understand!" Amy was yelling.

"Okay fine. You really wanna know why I kissed you?"

"Yes, I've been asking you this for like the past two hours." There was rich sarcasm in Amy's voice.

"I kissed you because I was hurt and alone. I don't know why I did it, but I did. Don't you have some history with that?"

Amy stood up. She couldn't sit down. Her body wouldn't allow it. "That was so different, and you know it." This wasn't a scream. You could hear the tears in her voice. She was hurt by her attack.

"How, Amy?" Karma still sat on the bed, arms crossed. She stood her ground. "Please do explain."

"How could you? Your actions had consequences. You know that, right? Reagan wants nothing to do with me now. I really liked her. Like I really really liked her. But it's done now." Amy's eyes filled with tears.

Karma immediatly stopped. She realized what she had done. She was being selfish again. Amy wanted to know, needed to know what that kiss meant and she did everything in her power to prevent her from finding out. And there she was, crying once again because of Karma. She sat up to comfort her friend.

"Don't cry, Amy please don't cry. I'm sorry, I'm sorry."

She wrapped Amy into her arms. She was crying too. Her friend was hurt once again because of her.

Amy looked up at Karma. She wiped her tears away with her thumb. Karma couldn't help but smile.

She looked beautiful. Even with tears running down her face.

"Just tell me, Karma. We're soul mates, remember?"

That's right. They were soul mates. They were going to grow old together. It's like Amy knew what Karma meant. What she felt. So Karma kissed her again to show her how she felt. She wrapped her arms around Amy's neck. Amy followed and put her hands on her waist. Karma felt whole again. She was questioning how she would break her feeling to Amy, but this was it. Everything she knew, everything she felt was moving with Amy's lips. Their lips parted and Karma rested her forehead against Amy's.

"I'm in love with you." she whispered against Amy's lips.

"I know."

I do not know if I will end it here. I am actually very disappointed in this chapter. You have no idea how many times I tried writing this. This was the best version. I hope you enjoyed! I might end it. If I do, I will focus more on "A Beautiful Nightmare".