He took Deans hand as they walked back to the clothing store, Dean glanced down at him and was relieved to see Mini smiling again.
"Are you ok then Mini? I was pretty worried about you, that was just a hand dryer it wouldn't have hurt you….you really hand me worried."
Mini kissed the back of Dean's hand, "Sorry Dean I got scared, I'm not very brave."
"I think your pretty damn brave; you take care of your brothers don't you?"
"That's not brave though."
Dean stopped and crouched in front of him, "I think it's the bravest thing a person can do especially when you're scared. Now let's get you some outfits and cheer you up."
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Sam was sitting between Rahmi and Lola on a bench surrounded by shopping bags; the angels were wearing little jeans and t shirts now. They both got up and hugged their brother.
"Sorry Sam, thanks for waiting."
"Its fine, they took forever. I got Mini duplicates of everything they got only in different colors plus they each wanted to pick out one outfit by themselves…um…let me just say it was pretty funny."
Dean gave Mini a little slap on the butt, "Ok big guy get in there and pick out your special outfit."
Dean felt like Richard Gere in "Pretty Woman" sitting there while Mini tried on all sorts of things and then settled on one but wouldn't show Dean, he said it was a surprise just for him.
Dean knew he picked it out in the women's petites section and couldn't help but feel curious and a bit excited.
…
They got back to the cabin by dark and the brothers sat in the living room showing each other all their new clothes.
Sam watched them strip naked then carefully put everything in a pile, "Aren't you going to wear any of them?"
Lola shook his head, "No Sam, they are very special. We don't want to get them dirty."
Sam watched the little brunette bend over and carefully arrange his new socks, "Well nude is good to…anyway supper will be ready soon. We have an empty dresser you guys can put your clothes in."
…..
Sam and Dean were busy making hamburger patties and cutting up vegetables, Dean nodded toward Mini who was telling his brothers all about the mall bathroom, "He sang me a song Sam…in the mall bathroom while he was going."
Sam pressed the burgers into the large cast iron skillet and washed his hands, "Really, how does he sing?"
"Good, he has a sweet little voice. Clear and pretty…it was sad and happy at the same time."
Dean wiped his eyes as he was cutting onions, Sam handed him a dish towel to wipe his eyes, "Are you crying or is it the onions?"
Dean sighed, "Sammy I know we didn't sign up for babysitting but I've decided for sure we have to take care of them…I just don't know what do. What happens when we need to hunt or do anything for that matter?"
"Maybe Cas will figure something out Dean, don't worry. I wanted to talk about us though."
"What about us?"
Sam sat across from his brother and handed him a beer, "This relationship of ours…"
"Oh come on Sam can't we just enjoy what we got and not analyze it to death?" Dean took a long draw on the bottle and set it down, "Do you want me to tell you I love you? I love you Sam you know that…what else is there to talk about?"
Sam peeled the label off his bottle slowly and dropped it in a little pile, "I left Stanford to find dad and we just lost him again. I lost Jess and then we had that first night together in that snowstorm…what do we do now? You're my brother so where can this even go for us."
"Oh sorry Sam I didn't know you wanted a wife and kids, a picket fence and a normal life. I guess I'm fucking that up for you, sorry your girlfriend died and you're stuck with me now."
Dean stood abruptly and stomped out the front door into the night. Sam followed him while the three angels watched now feeling scared at the outburst and unsure about their own futures with the hunters.
….
Dean was picking up brush around the cabin and tossing it on the burn pile when Sam touched his arm, "That was a shitty thing you said about Jess."
"Get the hell away from me Sam, you don't want this then fine just say it before it gets too hard to let go of you…I'll go back to banging bar whores and you can go to college and find a nice normal life ok?"
Dean shoved him and Sam shoved back, in seconds they began hitting each other and not holding back.
Mini walked out and tried to get their attention, he was just in his pink glitter high tops and Sam's big shirt for comfort, "Excuse me…please…"
Sam was sitting on top of Dean now ready to punch him again, he whipped his head around and snapped, "What!?"
The little blonde bowed his head, "I'm sorry…the pan is smoking, what do we do?"
Sam got up and went back inside.
Mini walked over to Dean and held out his hand, "Do you need help?"
Dean sat up and wiped a bubble of blood from his nostril, "No I'm fine…thanks."
Mini crouched down, his blue eyes shined as if a light were behind them, "Are you fighting because of us, I know you didn't want us and Castiel made you…"
"Hey no it's not about you guys, Sam and I are brothers and here on Earth that stuff is a lot more complicated when you step over that line and sleep together. It's called incest and it's supposed to be wrong…most people say you go to hell for stuff like that."
"Oh, well we are part angel and my brothers and I make love to each other. When you need comfort, love and gentleness from someone and there isn't anyone else you can trust then I don't think that's bad."
Dean reached out in the darkness somehow feeling it was better that way and held his face; he wanted to kiss him but got up instead and took Mini's hand then went back inside.
…
Sam had new hamburgers cooking now and they were almost done, he put cheese on top and then took them out to toast the buns in the skillet.
Lola looked at the platter of meat and poked one of the burgers with his finger, "What are those?"
"Hamburgers…well cheese burgers."
Rahmi looked up at Sam's bloody, bruised face, "Are you angry with us?"
Sam took the buns off, put the burgers together and made sure he turned off the stove this time, "No, why would you think that?"
"Because we made things very bad for you, Aquila won't let us go ever especially me. If he finds us he will kill you and then torture us," Rahmi stared down at the floor, "he might take me away from my brothers and then I would want to be extinguished because I couldn't live without them."
Lola tugged on Sam's sleeve, "Promise if he comes for us you and Dean will use your angel blade on us."
"No I'd never do that and Dean wouldn't either! We've handled demons before so I'm sure Aquila dies just like any other thing we hunt…don't worry no one is going to die."
…..
Sam and Dean sat at the table but the three sat together on the couch in front of the fire holding hands. Dean cut a cheeseburger in three pieces and gave them a bag of marshmallows and a big glass of milk. They seemed to like sharing and he didn't see the point in separating their meals anymore.
Sam glanced up at Dean and then back to his plate, "Dean I don't want to fight…I only wanted to talk and it got out of hand. You have to know what it's like for me, everything has changed so much in a year and now this to top it all off."
"I know but stuff isn't easy for me either," Dean took his hand and rubbed the raw knuckles, "You have a hell of a punch Sammy."
Sam just blurted out what was bothering him, "I want to top you, I'm always the kid in your eyes but Dean it's different for me in the bedroom…I like the control and the thought of you being the boss doesn't do it for me."
"Can't we just be equal Sam, why does everything have to be all or nothing with you?"
"We would be sort of equal but I'd be the dominate one, hey if I do something that truly hurts your body and you hate it I'll stop I promise but I want to push the boundaries and I hope you're up for it."
Dean pushed his plate away feeling frustrated, "Never get you then? If I want to fuck you I can't…or what Sam, you're going to leave me?"
"You know I can't leave you Dean, not anymore. We have them to take care of them and I love you too much to leave."
….
Rahmi picked at the cheeseburger not feeling hungry at all, they had very sharp hearing and knew everything that was being said in the kitchen, "They don't want us anymore we made things bad for them."
Lola was the most sensitive and started to cry quietly, Mini pushed his hair off his ear and kissed it, "Don't cry Lola."
Rahmi looked over to the Winchesters, "Maybe they need us, they look very sad. They need a family, we could take care of them."
….
Aquila had the waitress from the truck stop pinned against the wall behind the restaurant, "And when did the whores leave?"
Her feet dangled as if she were a child, Aquila had her so terrified she couldn't speak and he slapped her. The crack was loud as her neck broke and the waitress's head fell to the side, he dropped her body disgusted with how easily humans died.
His right hand angel stepped up next to him and looked down at her, "You struck her too hard, now what do we do?"
Aquila shoved him against the wall and clamped a huge hand between his legs, "What else do you want to complain about Taliel?"
"Nothing, forgive me I didn't mean to complain, you were right to strike her dead."
Aquila released his grip, "I'm going to have you now, assume the position."
…..
Leo stared into Castiels blue eyes as he was talking, "Your vessel has beautiful eyes Captain."
Castiel frowned at his advisor, "Did you hear what I said?"
Leo kissed him hard and began fumbling with his clothing forgetting that he could easily undress without the bother, when Castiel pushed him away Leo cried out as if he were struck. "You kissed me Captain, why? If you don't want me then don't lead me down a dead end path."
"I do want you and its disturbing, this is not me Leo…I don't have those types of feelings. One of the innocents kissed me and I suddenly felt as if my body woke up and the urges are terrible."
Leo smiled, "Is that all? Then I thank the whore Castiel, those feelings and urges are normal. Perhaps you were dead inside and the kiss gave you a second life."
Naomi walked in and looked at them both noticing the tension, she knew exactly what it was and she didn't like it one bit.
…..
Dean laid there tensed and still angry feeling as if he were being pushed into something he wasn't sure he wanted just because of his fear of losing Sam again.
Sam settled carefully between his thighs and began kissing Dean until he turned his head away, "Sam this is gonna hurt pretty bad…your huge."
Dean felt a lubricated finger force its way inside and begin to fuck him slowly, Sam worked on his neck nipping and sucking to distract from the finger and then a second finger joined the first causing Dean to grunt, "Tonight Dean I'll only use my fingers."
"Ok Sam thanks."
When Sam was satisfied he gave as much as Dean would allow without hurting him he kissed him and thanked his brother for being a good boy then hugged Dean tightly and fell asleep.
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The next morning Dean woke to peppermint scented breath on his face and Mini pressed naked against him, the little angel's eyes were closed and his thumb was in his mouth sucking in his sleep.
Dean gently tucked the blonde hair behind the little pointed ears and watched as Mini knit his eyebrows together and whimpered; somewhere in his dreams the touch became something dark and fearful.
Dean pulled out the thumb from his mouth and Mini's eyes fluttered open, pale thick lashes rimmed the big blue eyes and Dean thought up close Mini was the perfect ideal of an angel.
"Dean…is it alright I slept with you?"
Dean slid a large hand down his back and over a cheek then squeezed, "Yeah its fine, I liked waking up this way."
Mini pressed his lips to Deans and this time Dean didn't push him away and kissed him back, "Why don't we get some breakfast big boy."
Dean sat up and yawned, he looked down at Sam who had Lola under one arm and Rahmi on his chest, all three were still asleep. Dean chuckled softly at the picture the three painted.
Sam looked like a sleeping lion and the two angels looked like kittens, Dean pulled out his phone and snapped a picture then showed it to Mini who giggled then clapped his hands over his mouth.
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Dean was outside getting wood for the fireplace, the days were chilly now. Mini had one little log in his arms, his feet were bare and he was wearing one of Sam's many flannels again.
"Why don't you wear those nice clothes we got you?"
Mini shivered and pressed his knees together, his teeth chattered a bit, "Oh I want to save them for when we go out with the big people again."
Dean shook his head and smiled, "Man you guys are too damn cute."
Mini hopped inside and dropped the log in the fire place.
…..
Sam opened his eyes and looked at the angel on his chest and the one tucked under his arm, he had to pee but hated to wake them up so he laid there. Finally necessity forced him up as Rahmi rolled on top of his brother and Lola protested.
Sam shuffled to the bathroom and held his dick as he stared out the little window above the toilet. Dean was getting more wood with Mini who was still hopping around holding another little log. This time his wings were popped out and the sunshine made the feathers gleam from the fine lacing.
Sam felt if only they could sort out their tangled feelings and let things happen naturally there was a real shot at happiness for everyone in the little cabin.
Sam smiled as he watched Dean drop the arm full of logs and catch Mini in midair pulling him down by the ankle, the being fell back in Deans arms laughing as the hunter tickled his ribs.
TBC
