A/N: This one's old. Wrote it back in 2014. Contains some Shadamy, but it is a SonAmy.

She knew it, in the very back of her mind, she shouldn't do it. You could tell from the guilty expression she wore on her face as she looked back, out of the dark alleyway for a second before sucking it up and turning back to the male in front of her. She took a deep breath before she grabbed his shoulders, pushing her lips onto his own. Probably had sent him into a state of shock.

She then felt the cold brick wall up against her back when he kissed back, his arms out to either side of her.

Then they ran out of much needed oxygen. He pulled away from her face slowly, whispering the nickname he had picked out for her a long time ago.

"Rose..."

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He sighed, seeing the entire scene play out before his very own, slightly wet, eyes. Yes, he was on the verge of tears, about ready to break down at any moment. He had never meant to drive her away from himself, but it seems to have wound up that way. He turned and waked away, kicking the ground below him.

He had seen the look of utter satisfaction on Shadow's face. "What a piece of work..." He mumbled lowly, picking up a rock and throwing it into the road.

He grumbled, he couldn't believe this mess. But at the same time, he could, he had broken her enough times to last a lifetime, and now he had lost his chance to fix it.

"SONIC!"

He knew that voice, the voice of an angel. Sighing once again, he turned around to see the hedgehog to be walking up to him, seeming to be slightly out of breath.

As soon as she reached him, he could see the sparkle in her eyes, was she crying? No, she couldn't have been. But... Had she been?

"Ames?" His voice was low and shaky, perhaps even a bit raspy. He spoke softly as if it could shatter his entire existence if he spoke too loudly.

She looked down then back up to him, she had seen him leave out of the corner of her eye after the kiss. She had hoped that kissing Shadow would perhaps numb the pain Sonic continually threw her into, but it was no comatose. He wasn't who she wanted, he wasn't who she loved, and after seeing that expression on Sonic's face, the look of utter regret, she knew that she was facing the exact same thing as the blue blur himself. She had pushed Shadow away from her and took off after him.

She knew that he probably didn't want to see her, but the look on his face said otherwise, and it had pushed her over the edge. She buried her face into his tan chest, repeating the same two words over and over, occasionally adding a third word.

"I'm sorry. I'm soooooo sorry..."

He responded by simply wrapping his arms around her, resting his head on top of hers.

"Ames, you don't need to feel sorry, you did nothing wrong."

Hearing this, she pulled her face away from his chest, tears running freely down her face.

"You... Yes I did, Sonic." She looked to the side, closing her eyes.

"No Amy, I did. I let go of the best girl I ever could of dreamed of having." He sighed yet again, and closed his own eyes. "I let you go Ames, and... And I shouldn't have."

She gasped slightly, turning back to see the pained expression he donned. She couldn't help it, their lips barely touched, before she pulled back abruptly.

She let their lips touch once more, lingering there for a couple seconds before fully kissing him.

"You let go of nothing, Sonic, I love you..."

"I love you too, Ames..."