Chapter 7: I hate you
Don't own VA.
After the all the other strigoi left and Dimitri came back, we had a very argument. I felt like ripping him apart. That's the rated G version that I wanted to do. I actually wanted to give him a personal vasectomy, rip all of his body organs out of place, and then rip his head off.
"What the fuck is going on?" I screeched. He flinched as he stood by the bottom of the stairs. He was balancing all his weight on the bottom pew with his arms across his chest. He wanted to eat my friends, and expect me to join him? He looked at me with a look of fear as he gained composure. I glowered at him. "Did you really think I wouldn't find out?"
He looked at the ground not meeting my eyes. It was moments pass when he finally answered. "I had some of our people spying every city here." I glared more at the word 'our'; no way did I have any part in this piece of crap. He finally looked at my eyes and continued. "I couldn't let them see you."
I growled at him. "But you knew they would come eventually to find me; even if it was only a theory; but you still didn't tell me." He looked back down. I scoffed at him. I can't believe him. He's the one person I can come to for anything; he's the person who's my light in the dark; he even kept me from going crazy; but he's also the one who lied to me.
"I never thought this would happen." He said more to himself. "I never wanted you to get hurt." That one was for me.
I glared more. I walked up one step one the bottom. "You should've thought about that when you decided to turn my best friend into dinner." I went up a couple more steps before saying my last response to him for a long, long time. "I hate you, Belikov."
He looked up and I could see the obvious hurt on his face. I scoffed and glared at him one last time. I continued going up the stairs and turned to the right to look for their room. But one problem, I don't know where the heck it is.
I walked down the hallway and continued until I ran into Brian. "Do you know where the…prisoners are?" I had to force that out. He blinked at me.
"The second to the last door on the right." he answered. I nodded my gratitude and continued walking.
He betrayed me, I thought. I trusted him, and he just stabbed me in the back. I reached their door. I sighed and lifted my hand to knock on the door. "Who is it?" I heard Eddie's voice asks.
"It's me." I said. The door opened and I was mobbed with hugs and tears from all of them.
Dpov
"What the fuck is going on?" Rose screeched. I flinched. It wasn't from my sensitive hearing, that I could handle, but the way she had said it. I know she's angry, and upset. I didn't know what to say, or do. I looked at her face. Her red already naturally fierce eyes were, if possible, fiercer, and her pink lips despite the pale skin surrounding them were holding a sneer. I gained back some of my composure so she didn't notice my expression, but too late, she probably did. "Did you really think I wouldn't find out?"
I looked down at my shoes. Why can I say? I can't tell her that I tried to keep tips on Lissa? To make sure that she didn't try to have her killed? I couldn't tell her that. She would definitely hate me. I really didn't want that. I let a few quiet moments pass so she could cool down.
"I had some of our people spying every city here." I felt her glare harden. I looked up to her eyes and hoping that she would try to understand. "I couldn't let them see you." She growled. "But you knew they would come eventually to find me; even if it was only a theory; but you still didn't tell me." I felt guilty and couldn't answer so I looked back down. She scoffed. I closed my eyes and tried to find something I could tell her.
"I never thought this would happen." I said. "I never wanted you to get hurt."
I felt her glare harden again. She up one step, so she was right by my ear. "You should've thought about that before you planned to turn my best friend into dinner." She spat out. I might have flinched a little. She went up more steps when she said it. "I hate you, Belikov." I my heart break and my tears coming.
I looked up at her as she glared and scoffed once again. She walked all the way to the top and took a right to the hallway. I let myself breakdown for the first time in years.
Don't kill me for this.
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